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Dear letter thread.
I appreciate all of you, even the ones with nothing but pure rage and hate in your hearts. I wish you all nothing but the best in your future endeavors.
Your friend!
Hey world,
Its me. They call me boymode. Yes, I probably hate you. Yes, you probably do deserve. No, I wont accept apologies.
I don't know if I will ever like you. Probably not.
Anyway,
-The Great Z
N,
playing those games was fun, but i really wish it was you instead...
- A
R
I'm sorry. I did it again. I'm going to keep doing it. Well, I guess I'm not actually sorry. I like seeing you suffer but it's only because I love you so much. Please, never stop paying attention to me.
T
Dear Mum
Please don't die
Love you with all my Heart
H
I have a mental block and sometimes I literally have no idea what to respond to you, that's why I couldn't follow the conversation last night and left you hanging. What you were saying to me was useful and I am interesting in what you're doing. I asked, didn't I? But I'm stupid and have barely any knowledge on the matter, that's why I can't reply to you anything worth even reading. You're amazing and I'm thankful for meeting you, and I have a lot of fun during our brief talks.
I read an old conversation we had as I was trying to remember the name of something we chatted about, and you treated me different then. We were more.... casual, not in a bad way. It is likely my fault that you've changed your attitude towards me, and it scared me that you will end up disappearing, drifting away. So believe me when I tell you I am taking actual measures in order to better this aspect of me, to learn to talk to you better. Just be patient with me for now and know that our interactions have actually, concretely affected my life for the better. I pray I can do the same for yours, if you let me.
see you, hopefully,
He ain't my baby daddy, he's just a sperm donor!
He ain't my baby daddy, he's just a sperm donor!
He ain't my baby daddy, he's just a sperm donor!
He ain't my baby daddy, he's just a sperm donor!
He ain't my baby daddy, he's just a sperm donor!
He ain't my baby daddy, he's just a sperm donor!
S,
I hope I'm not being overbearing. I just want to do things for you all the time. I would suffer just about anything for you, but doing things for you is far from suffering. I get a lot of satisfaction from it but worry that it gets annoying. As for actual suffering, I've gone through a fair amount of it for you already. I've pretty much placed myself at your mercy.
A
I don't quite understand what you are trying to teach me or is it just to incite a pure physical response as a attractive quality? I understand the taboo of choking you out while fucking you, this seems different to me. If you are trying to roleplay I can understand that, if you are trying to cheat go for it and fuck off, but proceeding to lead me to believe you are going to and telling me what I'm doing wrong is not telling you how I feel by acting doesn't make sense to me. I physically said that I don't want to be involved with a cheater. You come back and are saying I wasn't vocalizing my needs because I didn't act? Id fight to death for you but I don't see the sense in you manipulating me to fight others or yourself by leading me that you are going to cheat. Why act in that circumstance? Do you just want your jimmies rustled that I fight? Or you need me to grab you, hold you down, and fuck you? Again I can relate in the sex but at it's core it's a sex thing to me. Is this a realism to get wet or do you just want me to act abusive because that is a trait you like in a relationship? Is it just that you want to lead the circus act while I pound your clowns and smash you? Clearly you want me to do something because you came back after saying you were going to cheat and I said to fuck off, then coming back and confronting me that I did not act. I don't think this is a physical compantancy thing as you keep coming back for my dick and physical self. If you want to leave me then leave but if this is some lesson really Im a bit fucking confused what you are getting at here.
How do I deserve?
You don't I am just blowing off steam
D,
My emotions are not stupid. They are a part of who I am. You were never comfortable with them, so I hid them. Now I can't continue to keep it inside and you ridicule me for it.
Fuck you and fuck this relationship. You never cared enough to try and I'm tired of trying for the both of us.
-C
I deeply regret getting to know you. I deeply regret giving you the benefit of the doubt. You are a bog-standard entitled sheltered middle class white girl with bog-standard middle class white girl delusions of hardship. In the unlikely event that our paths cross again, I will endeavor to do everything I can to make your life miserable. Live forever.
D
Hope your family is doing ok.
K
You were my friend, but I have to call time. You can't even muster up the effort and/or courage to own up to avoiding me. I've tried, but its not worth trying when the other party prefers to avoid even the most basic of conflict, even if that conflict leads to a closer understanding. You'll always have a place in my heart that nobody else ever will...but I just wish this could have lasted a lifetime. Good luck.
J
I dreamt of you last night, and I remembered what it was like to be in love. It's the only drug I've ever been on, and it's just as debilitating. Still, it was an experience I'd trade nothing else for, and I miss you.
So am I to take this as you want me to fuck off, which I totally get if that's your intent. What I don't understand is the emotional narrative rollercoaster you're putting out. I wish you had been more clear with me. I would of listened and left if that was what you said you wanted. I'm sorry if I bothered you that much. I really didn't mean to cause harm.
Dear J,
If you don't like me anymore just break it off. I can handle it, if that's what you're worried about. I don't want to be your practice relationship or plaything. Either you're serious about us or not. You've been so quiet, maybe you're just busy but I don't know. I'm nervous about reaching out and annoying you.
-J
I was triggered boy me comes throws fit. I love em to death be nice to him :p
everyone was bullying me today. They are always bullying me. I was super mad. I feel better sorry.
Hey C,
Hope you like me as much as I like you so far. I get worried that my questions get annoying. I hope they don't. You don't really ask me questions too often so I doubt you're too into me, but I like learning more and having you explain things to me.
I understand that it's gonna take time, but I hope to open you up more down the line. But hey, it's early yet. I really enjoy your company.
Empty pleasures, D
It's a coincidence we share initials, this isn't aimed at you I'm sure.
I'm sorry if I misunderstood. Boy you is great form to give a wollop. welcome anytime. I just would never want to assume your part. It would be helpful for me if you would be direct. Honesty is important to me. I don't want to be dishonest with you.
A
Maybe if I wasnt such a huge fucking loser things would be different. I used the excuse that it doesnt matter how socially retarded I am since its not like you need friends to survive. I wish I couldve matured earlier and realised how stupid I was being. You didnt do anything wrong, you were the one who acted the most like a normal person. If I recognised how hard I was wasting my life and how lucky I was to have you, I couldve changed and we could be happy fulfilling each others lives. But I pissed it all away with my insensitivity and now all I have is memories. You were my only chance into a normal life and its all gone now. Im going to try and put in some work and hope that at the very least I have one normal conversation with another person by the time the year is over.
Im sorry.
R
what's the last letter of your name and A's name?
R,
I really screwed myself with the timing and am fighting the urge to visit. I need a pick-me-up
Not at all lol. Hope your thing works out.
Just write your name or some detail to confirm instead of asking.
you're green, maybe.
Sign it or be more more specific please because I'm an R who doesn't want to see someone right now and that would help tension
What? I'm just saying there is a better way to ask for yourself than taking others details instead of giving your own.
I am sorry it turned out the way that it did. I appeared cold and indifferent to you, but it's not my fault. I understand if you simply didn't want to get hurt, so you forgot about me. As much as I think about you and want to be in your presence, I can't really offer you anything. I mean we don't even live in the same country. Maybe a couple of years later I will have a job and my own apartment and invite you over to stay in a room that will be just for you. I will give you all the space and treat you as nice as I can.
He yo' babbeh daddeh nigguh
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No. There are more than 7 billion people on this planet so there is an uber small chance you are my R.
And if I am then leave me the f alone
Get over yourself. No one is writing to you here and if you get triggered, you've got major issues.