Tfw bad at league

>some games are fucking amazing where everyone is playing correctly and even if you lose everyone got to play the game
For example? I want to play

what I'm getting from this is that every MOBA player will be a gambling addict eventually.

it's a weird feel when you're insecure about a fucking video game...

>tfw ~600 hours in PUBG
>still trash
>still panic in every gunfight
>still zero awareness
>still lose 80% of 1v1 engagements

pretty much all of my kills are just some unlucky guy running out in the open and getting shot by me, or just me kill-stealing. also I don't even bother picking up bolt action rifles because of my abysmal aim. my laggy laptop doesn't help either.