when people find out im poor and dont have a job they bully me too man
Whenever I reveal online that I'm 30 and I don't have education, job or a gf...
>he starts smashing my so called "excuses" and tries to draw a connection to mental weakness.
in a weird way he may have been trying to motivate you to do better. unless you're seriously disabled in some way (in which case you would qualify for SSDI and not be a "real" NEET) you are capable of getting a job and/or an education. you don't have to keep living the way you're living.
and if you don't get SSDI odds are you're depending on another person to live. that puts a shitton of pressure on THEM.
Based. Better late than never. Physics is cool and I actually know one 30 year old physics student myself
To be honest, sitting through some bullshit humanities degree and getting a job in a warehouse isn't really a feat.
Try to quit smoking and drinking, that's something.