AMA

So, fucked up as it is, I guess I have to ask, looking back, do you feel like it was 'preventable'?
Like, how do you keep getting up each day and go through it, would you consider yourself 'over it'? Do you consider it to be a big deal in your development or just like a hollow matter of fact?

It was 2 years ago, I was 18

That's not nice, how were you associated with the individual who did it?

I was on a walk in the woods with my bf at the time and two mutual friends, My bf and the other friend left me and the guy without telling us they were leaving. Once he realized we were alone he did what he did. I like to think I'm over it, but sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night crying and that's what's on my mind.

He was a friend, I was stupid and I trusted him.

Hold on that's fucked, what happened afterwards? Like, did bf notice anything off or what? That's fucking sketchy of them.

And what happened to him? You aren't going to say you just let him go.

He got away with it, I have no evidence

And your boyfriend didn't beat the shit out of him? What a faggot.

He didn't say he noticed anything, but I sometimes think they planned it