Obviously you're not supposed to die yet, faggot.
Just failed my third suicide attempt this morning epic style
>scared of death
You arent suicidal
>sometimes want to die
Again you arent suicidal
>cant get a gun
SeeActually brainiet iq, sage and fuck this shitty thread you probably have 1000 followers on Instagram and listen to shitty music and pretend your suicidal, well we know the last parts true
>wants to kill himself
>cares about legal ramifications of obtaining a gun illegally
There's plenty of 100% suicide methods if you actually tried using your brain to actually kill yourself, but you're just larping and you're interested in being poetic and cool like some tumblr hoe
> Attempted suicide and failed
> Is able to be here writing this
If you used a method so weak to survive and not be all fucked up you were doomed to fail since the beginning.
Dont reply to this thread
Op is a confirmed faggot and probably a female trying to overdose on tic tacs
>OH MY GOD GUYS I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD ILL EAT THE WHOLE PACKET OF *pic related* IF I DONT GET A CHAD GB
use an actual lethal method, nigger.
Add me on discord because I want to talk with someone who is suicidal a1#9591
The world is pretty damn cool user, it's kept me going.
You could learn a lot in math, physics, chemistry, programming, whatever you want (doesn't have to be remotely technical), and if you're like me it'll really boost your self worth.
You're still here by some miracle, you can try and take some time to learn some cool and useful things. I get that it feels pointless, and honestly what isn't, but you can have fun with the little things if you give yourself time to warm up to them. I've got some pretty bad OCD to fight constantly, and no drugs or alcohol can make it go away, but there's something about bettering yourself that seems to make that worth it. There really doesn't even need to be a meaning to anything when it's all said and done, just figure out what's enjoyable and maximize your time with it. A lot of life is gonna hurt, but it can be a hell of a ride.