>5-htp
Thats it??
Tfw 22 years old
I was laughing at you guys for 3 years but now I've realized I've justed myself.
I've spent so many days on Yas Forums instead of developing my social life and now I'm a fucking outsider, worse than I was before.
I'm so sad and alone and the worse thing is I resent people. I resent socializing and happiness. I'm so fucked up. I don't know what's wrong with me. I want close friends again and some structure but I also am too anxious to reach out now.
>developing my social life
At least autism gives me the peace of mind there wasn't much to develop in my case.
Im 28, I wasted the last SIX YEARS lmao !!!!!!!
Dude I'm the same, don't like socialising, don't like people, but now adapted to the loneliness and enjoy it.