My boyfriend was raped

tfw he's perfect for me and good looking with the perfect personality. I just feel jealous that he was raped.

yeah OP i struggle with BPD as a woman too and i would say stop feeling sorry for yourself. get help and learn to have self esteem before you go out and hurt others because of your over thinking. if you truly want this to stop you either have to believe him and go to a psychologist or break up with him n continue on with your horrible habits. whatever you want tho, just saying whatever choice you make, if youre avoiding help it will only make it worse. do you really want to hurt people? or is it just because you feel like you have to or some other reason? now would be a great time to sit with your thoughts and really think about your actions. leave him & focus on your mental health, PLEASE. you will thank yourself in the future.

His story sounds legit. Not sure if you ever been hit in the head. It legit paralyzes your body. Especially, in those type of moments. People don't really hold back when they want to hurt you.

if he really were drunk and knocked out, his dick wouldn't have been hard enough for her to rape him.

how do you explain that?

This opinion reassured me
and then this one made me upset again. Should I interrogate him?

As a man I can confidently say there is a 95% your boyfriend is lying and simply cheated on you. Keep in mind a man will fuck about anything if they think they can get away with it, ESPECIALLY if drunk. I've literally never heard about a man being genuinely raped by a woman. First off, a man should be stronger than any woman who tries to rape, but most importantly there's no way a penis would get hard if they didn't like it. Frankly the only way a man can get raped is anally or if they are literally tied down or some shit, but that only happens in hentai fantasies.

Your boyfriend cheated on you.

Yes you should, preferably whilst sitting on his face and degrading him, and by him I mean me

I literally wake up with boners. I am sure you can boner while unconscious.

Morning boners are from sexual dreams though. If you are unconcious you can't get boners.

This was years before I entered his life. Also, fuck you. If you are raped you can feel arousal you can't help just by being touched. You don't have to be attracted to that person.