Learning for med school acceptance test. This is incredibly hard for many reasons. I'm an "essential" wagecuck so my free time gets spent on studying. I'm always tired and exhausted. And I'm a friend-less gf-less basement-dwelling no-hobby loser too so I have no effective way to cope with all the pent-up stress and neuroticism. I have fallen behind my studies a few times already but I still try because I realized this is the only way out to a possible better place in life. Probably going to fail this year due to being a lazy retard. But there's next year to try and fail too in that case.
/sig/ - Self Improvement General
Starting small again. Did 50 pushups, situps, squats 3x yesterday. Took a twenty minute walk today with the dog.
I love people and socializing - in my head. The actual people I meet end up massively disappointing me. I want friends, I want a girlfriend, I want to feel like I belong somewhere, but everywhere I go I just find the people disappointing.
This is partly my fault for becoming a NEET instead of going to college and being with like-minded people. I now work a minimum wage job surrounded by old ladies and brown people. Whenever I say girls don't like me, I'm being a little disingenuous because I haven't actually met a young white woman in like 16 years.
Is there any place you could meet like minded people?
well user this is much better than being a depressed suicidal cunt
I imagine it's mostly about convincing people that his work has value and they should buy it, instead of his work actually being good.
It is a skill to sell stuff people don't need and he is probably a master of it.
>haha look at this loser incel genuinely trying to improve himself
Please go away.
There are none. Do a minimum wage job and learn how to code in the mean time before doing freelance jobs. If you gotta ask how to make money online with zero skills you're not gonna make anywhere near minimum wage. Your best option is gonna be doing surveys for gift cards.
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You have to cut your negative feedback cycle as early as possible whenever you notice it happening. It is easy to get lost in thought and I recommend cognitive behavioral therapy which is standard with most shrinks to recognize and deal with hurtful thoughts. This shit saved me as an ex psychotic. Then you learn how to use positive thought VS negative thought and make it win, after a while you start doing this automatically. Really helped my confidence.