Idk what to even post i guess this could be a manifest of my loneliness...

Work on not adopting untenable positions, and work on not painting people as fucking cenobytes based your surprisingly stupid impulse towards post hoc rationalizations of said positions.

It's not even that. And then it's not even just begging the question. It's like a Chimera of circular logic and conspicuous kindergarten moralizing.

k one sec

polly wants a cracker btw

How many times do I have to go through some hentai-level brainfuck before we turn the corner and it starts meaning I'm magically, per some hidden standard, *less* of a bad person. Is there a turning point like that, or am I just at greater risk? If someone jumped me and busted my face up wearing a ring, just as an example, would that elevate me to super criminal level? Should I be careful the next time I walk down a dark ally so I don't risk future job prospects by getting mugged?

idk but kool post

Thanks. I'm glad we can discuss this frankly now in contrast to the OP, which was also cool in its own way.
The word is actually "manifestation" would be my only critique, other than how it probably wasn't necessary to hand out copies of "Remember Not to Rape Anyone, Freak" first.

I dunno how i can help but i just want to say i hope you get better. Take some time to reflect on yourself , venting is healthy but Yas Forums is not the best platform.

Check your local services, im sure there's groups, counselors, etc.

Having an emotional connection, as amazing as it is, isn't going to help you , you need to work on yourself before.
Ask yourself why you don't feel safe, why you don't feel loved. Is it a Peter Pan Syndrome linked to parental concerns? Do you feel like you deserve to be loved for who you are? Do you love yourself?

i feel so lonely i dont even want to work on myself. its like anhedonia

penises work on u r butt