Idk what to even post i guess this could be a manifest of my loneliness...

Idk what to even post i guess this could be a manifest of my loneliness. and you'll be like "another sad boi who wants attention" I guess you could take it like that. I guess I really need a emotional connection. To feel loved and feel safe. I don't feel safe which really in part is why i'm lonely. I just want a girl that makes me feel safe and cuddle me to make me feel safe at night. I don't know what to do if i'm being completely honest.

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What's the point of describing it user?

venting

I need to be heard

i also feel loneley. I am slowly learning to suck it up.

Ill end up being a serial killer.

ur the captain of ur own sheep

user r9k and Yas Forums in general is not the best place for any sort of advise by far. That being said, no one is going to think you are worth being with for you, if you think you are worthless no one finds that attractive. take the time in quarantine to exercise learn a new skill or practice conversation skills, the dating game is a long and hard one, but not a impossible one

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yeah stop being a deformed monster who wants to mutilate people user get on the right side of history

You're like me
I'm just waiting for a miracle because I have no initiative. Maybe you have some.

I want to be remembered in history tho.

well then I guess you'll just have to repent from all that sadism and rape you're into and you'll be remembered kindly and someone will totally then have sex with you even though my need to include that along with me feeling the need to include that should be a hint/torpedoes my whole shit

life is subjective really

ethics and morales are just opinions that people believe are right.

all is dream and everything is real

the government has a secret vault full of cheddar #cheddergate

Partially, and the subjective part is supposed to be the part *inside* of *my* head.
And the objective part, you see, is *supposed* to be physical reality, the one wherein some people concretely defy principles that we've actually concretely codified as necessary to them not being, objectively, total fucking dickheads -- just as an example.

But you just keep categorizing your way. And I'll just keep categorizing my way.
And at the end of alllll this bullshit, I'll be the one who at least gets to die with a little smirk.

Yeah, you really pissed me off with that shit, and FYI it also demonstrates to me that you can't offer as much intellectually as you pretend. I'm dead ass fucking serious about that too.

k will work on being more autistic guys

Work on not adopting untenable positions, and work on not painting people as fucking cenobytes based your surprisingly stupid impulse towards post hoc rationalizations of said positions.

It's not even that. And then it's not even just begging the question. It's like a Chimera of circular logic and conspicuous kindergarten moralizing.

k one sec

polly wants a cracker btw

How many times do I have to go through some hentai-level brainfuck before we turn the corner and it starts meaning I'm magically, per some hidden standard, *less* of a bad person. Is there a turning point like that, or am I just at greater risk? If someone jumped me and busted my face up wearing a ring, just as an example, would that elevate me to super criminal level? Should I be careful the next time I walk down a dark ally so I don't risk future job prospects by getting mugged?

idk but kool post

Thanks. I'm glad we can discuss this frankly now in contrast to the OP, which was also cool in its own way.
The word is actually "manifestation" would be my only critique, other than how it probably wasn't necessary to hand out copies of "Remember Not to Rape Anyone, Freak" first.

I dunno how i can help but i just want to say i hope you get better. Take some time to reflect on yourself , venting is healthy but Yas Forums is not the best platform.

Check your local services, im sure there's groups, counselors, etc.

Having an emotional connection, as amazing as it is, isn't going to help you , you need to work on yourself before.
Ask yourself why you don't feel safe, why you don't feel loved. Is it a Peter Pan Syndrome linked to parental concerns? Do you feel like you deserve to be loved for who you are? Do you love yourself?

i feel so lonely i dont even want to work on myself. its like anhedonia

penises work on u r butt

im sorry you feel this way. i can guarantee that life, even a life without a partner, is absolutely worth living and fighting for.

If you want things to change, you have to change something about yourself or how you see yourself.
I wish i could help and i hope you get better, user. Just know you're the only person that can really, concretely, help yourself. There's little steps

yes, i know. i am the captain of my own ship. converserly i am not going to love others if they do not work on themselves then, is anyone worth of love for who they are in my perception? why dont they work on themselves?

i really feel you ,sometimes i like to think that i am going to get better and be better, that i'll finally meet someone who i can hug and just care and love, but everytime time i interact with people it just makes me feel like i am falling deeper and deepe and that all my efforts are pointless. at the end of the day this is fucking stupid, but i am stupid, so it makes sense that i feel like this