Smart/intelligence anons, can you please share your secret...

>am extremely verbose, have great vocabulary and speak in a very literary fashion because I have always read constantly
>people think I'm really smart
>am actually fucking retarded

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genes. sorry

what goes on in the heads of smart people? Do you hear voices like when you're about asleep but 24/7? Do you constantly have random words, images, or sounds blasting around in your head? Or is it the opposite where your mind is empty but the right things just fall out?

>Do you hear voices like when you're about asleep but 24/7? Do you constantly have random words, images, or sounds blasting around in your head?
I've been called smart before, and yes, but I unironically have schizophrenia so it might just be me.

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i have very strong association skills, if a phrase or situation reminds me of a scene ive ever seen in media, the connotation goes off in my head

im really into actual photography and the same association thing goes off when i see something interesting line up

i see patterns in things people cannot, it helped me meme my way into a city planning engineering position from digging holes without going to school

Here's the main difference I see.
Stupid:
>have an idea
>"derp time to start making decisions!"

Not stupid:
>have an idea
>"wait, is that right?"

Also letting yourselves be brainwashed by fuckheads on television.

don't really have a secret, things usually just make sense, if they don't I get obsessed until they do.

I dont consider myself very smart at all but ive been told by my peers and teacher throughout my life I am. So I'll part this bit of advice onto you. Never stop learning absorb as much actual knowledge as you can this can be through books or videos or audio drama's etc. It doesnt have to be one specific medium just start off with general knowledge and if something piques your interest try to learn more and find out if you have a passion for the subject. or you can try eating your own cum I think that works too

I pay attention to and engage in what I'm trying to learn.

what if you do this but have horrible memory? Is it really worth consuming everything if it merely passes right through you?