Describe your depression, user

honestly user I feel this. I might get fired because I'm so tired that I cant work from home though, so I'm going back to being a poorfag.

comes and goes

the prospect of declining health kind of makes me appreciate being alive and mostly healthy at the moment though

getting older while being depressed is going to suck so much more

They said that might've not happened at all. Travis could've died a virgin while that goofy looking fag with the afro is banging the blonde lady

please keep working user, you need the money

drink some hot black or green tea for energy

think about the money you can make now, save up a few chunks at a time in a reserve account, and then buy a condo or go on a vacation or do something cool you really want to do

don't give up user

I dont know when it began and if just doesnt seem to end. With this much cortisol in me I should be dead by time I'm 40.

Can't get away from it. It penetrates deep and continuously violates me. It ranges from uncomfortable mania to bleak and utter hopelessness. I never feel safe. I am constantly terrified. I can't control anything anymore, let alone my own mind.

>Sleep a lot but have no energy
>Want to be as far away from the spotlight as possible
>suicidal idealations
>unstructured thoughts, brain fog, memory loss

I have enough money that I can get by for a few months unemployed, my work is super cool but I cant do it from home. If I can go to the office I'm super healthy and productive but at home I just want to off myself.

besides I live in a socialist country so I can just ride on those state-bux and pay them back with taxes once I'm employed again

thank u for the kind words user

I haven't been the same since my little brother passed away and can't connect with anyone because nobody else knows what it's like even if they lost someone, it's not the same circumstance. Then everyone I open up to irl tells me to "get over it" and "move on" and you can't just flip a switch and do that. They don't know shit and it makes me fucking cry from rage when someone tells me that. Thank you for reading my blogpost.

wish i knew you irl
we could play vidya together (need a healer lol)
stay in there and work for a better self and in turn a better life

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