Anyone just wanna talk? hows your day been? anything on your mind?

>i either get "get over it, it's been so long" or "u think that's bad well i'm going through x"
I know what you mean; at this point I wouldn't even mind just an awkward silence to show that he's at least tried to process what I've said, instead of immediately brushing it aside.

honestly, again, the ex situation fucked me up, like i said she was the first person i spoke about me being molested outside of this website. that's 3 people in my world who know, me, the dude who did it and her, but the relationship ended with me having my trust broken. i already had trust issues, and after that it became especially difficult to open up, i even tried a psychologist but even with the mindset that i could always just leave and never see her again i still didn't have the balls to open up about much.

when your family life is hell and non supportive, you finally find a support structure and it backfires on you, it really fucks you up. at least that's how i feel, then again i could just be a massive pussy desu

I've been neet for like a year, i was supposed to get a job soon thankfully covid has delayed that for a bit. I just do the usual neet stuff, Yas Forums, music, youtube and maybe some anime now and then.
I stopped watching anime because of this, i'd always feel shit after watching a series. I'd just have this sinking feeling about how dull my life was in comparison. You just have to keep on watching anime, to fill the void i guess, not the perfect solution.
Sounds like a solid day, what anime did u end up watching?
I actually don't really know what to say to this, since its clearly a complex matter. I've cut off people for the same reasons pretty much, i've had that view of what really makes a friend before. I don't know if its likely to reach a friendship like that. Its unfortunate things went they did for u, i wish i could offer some better words, but im not sure i can.

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>You just have to keep on watching anime, to fill the void i guess, not the perfect solution.
Oh boy, am I all about that.

I spent 3 hours watching drawing lesson videos today but didn't draw.

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>which ones are u planning on painting?
I have 3 tactical marines left to do (One primed and base coated the others just primed), then I need to build my predator tank and paint that. The tactical marines I usually spend about 2 1/2 to 3 hours painting, and the more important models I can spend up to 4 hours painting.

What is it that you want to draw? I remember when I was in university whenever I met an architecture student I'd as "what kind of buildings do you want to design?", and almost none of them every had an answer.

I pretty much just draw my waifu. Sometimes other peoples. No plans on making a carrier out of it. I just want to be better for her.

heh, i get exactly what you mean, even a "that sounds terrible" would be enough, sometimes i just need to vent

that's okay, all i really wanted was to vent, just one question, do you think it makes me a pussy/asshole? i keep asking myself that over and over, like am i truly a victim of circumstances or have i just accept living in self pity and misery

Are you trying to be gunjy or something? that megu avatarfagging is in jail now, isn't he?