Cindy
i'm not sure i wish i could get an answer
So what's her name and why isn't she your girlfriend?
R
Probably one of my first near girlfriends. As I always was, I was too fucking chickenshit to do anything about the signs I was receiving and thought I would be creepy in doing so. Eventually I realized what I was losing, but I couldn't actually get the sign out or realize if there was still interest, especially because there were dozens of people she was more happy around. What's weird is that she always seemed more bitter towards me after that one particular day. She unironically smiles at nearly everyone excluding me, and will do her best to avoid any eye contact. I remember walking past her in a class and she looked at me as if there was a hole in my head, the type of gawking look that strangers give you if they notice something weird. I was just too autistic at the fucking time to do anything, I was just afraid.
Depressing as hell. This world is fucking ridiculous. Honest to God though, I saw preference switches from multiple different guys, so maybe I dodged a bullet with that one. Still one of the first girls to give me a genuine smile that wasn't an attempt to start a fight or whatever.
>Beth
Because she wants Andrew. I almost had a meltdown at work because she sat by him instead, ignoring me. She thinks I'm annoying.
She will be.
Soon.
>unironically Veronica
She was into me at first but I thought she was joking so I started treating her like one of the boys and ended up destroying our relationship
Erika and I've been working on it. We've been chatting every day for almost a month now and we already agreed to go out on a date once the quarantine lifts. She's really cute and lives less than an hour away which is a lot better than the other matches I've had in the past. Today was actually the first day she hasn't messaged me back and it's really stressing me out. I know it's irrational, but I'm afraid of losing this chance because she seems to be everything I've ever wanted.