Not op, but I wish I could delude myself into believing there was a god. Being religious sounds like a ticket away from the shadows but what's the point if it seems fake and lame to me?
How hard is it to hang yourself with someone in your home
Josiah Clark
Julian Morgan
Yes, you will, just as if you were drowning.
It's not like in movies where you spend 30 seconds and leave a pretty corpse.
Neither of these memes are true.
Adam Harris
Shit.................................. I was really planning on doing it in the comfort of my home. Guess I have to wait until I'm alone then.....which is harder in this covid time
Brandon Baker
Look, you have given up on life, so why not indulge? Clearly the mold you are in is making you miserable.
How about trying something different like drinking an entire bottle of vodka? Maybe just for the hell of it, throw away anything in your home that even mildly annoys you from dirty clothes to dishes to old furniture.
Go out and pass out in the woods. You gave up on life, so not like you have anything to lose. At least you don't need to look at your miserable apartment anymore.
Quit your job, punch a policeman,nbuild a killdozer. Lot of things you can do when personal safety is not an issue that are all better than necking yourself.
Even smashing your windows is better use of your time than hanging yourself.
Sebastian Ortiz
I prefer to leave in dignity desu. Surviving while worsening your life conditions would be a stupid thing to do.
Nicholas Taylor
Yea, that isn't a good idea if you actually care about leaving your possessions behind or minimizing trouble to your family.
Dying inside a home, especially suicide, that drives down property values. Also, depending how long you have been baking there, majority of your property may need to be thrown away because they're health and safety risk.
I m assuming you live like a troll because you're suicidial, which means most of your possessions will likely be worth less than the cost of actually storing them.
There's little fit for selling in a bachelor pad someone hung themselves.
If you wanna minimize problems to your family, you would need to convert all physical possessions to money before kicking the bucket and leaving your apartment in a tidy state.
Colton Hill
>Dying inside a home, especially suicide, that drives down property values.
How Jewish do you have to be to mention this?
Isaiah Hernandez
Dying at your own home alone by your own hand is hardly what I would call a dignified end.
On the contrary, it speaks of deep seated shame and lack of pride or convictions. Nobody says that the woman whose son killed himself in a bachelor pad died in a dignified manner.
If it takes time for people to find you, chances are you have already loosened your bowels and your parents have to make a choice if they pay someone to clean the crusted shit off you so they can bury you or if they should cremate you.
If you wanna die with dignity it actually takes effort to do so to not make your death the shame of your family.
Joshua Gray
Hey, old people do think about shit like this when they're about to die. My grandmother put a lot of effort to get her affairs in order before she passed away.
It's a respectable thing to do.
Jonathan Nelson
Way I see it, you can either:
>Cling on to your pride and dignity, meaning you need to write up a will, sort put your belongings, ready them for your heir when you pass away and pay for your own fineral arrangements.
>Cast away any false notions of pride and dignity and burn through the remainder of your life as hard and fast as possible
Or you can just delude yourself into thinking that committing a suicide quietly in your room isn't really weak and plebeian end. If you're going to die, at least make sure you punch at least one guy who deserves it or something so you can at least say you did something during your life.