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So what do you think actually set off that crazy psychotic episode? Obviously the shrooms but what happened in your head to make you lose it like that?

happy birthday weed hitler

you will rape the masseuse

I would like to thank you for sharing your situation and that sounds like an awful trip.
To comment, one of my mates had a 300ug trip where he had a psychotic break and hit an off duty police officer as he as running away.
He's fine now and managed to avoid jail time, but still has a criminal record.
Not to detract from your story, like obviously absolutely wonk time and complete trainwreck but the takeaway is that this too shall pass.

Support your girlfriend through this, meditation is a useful tool. Remember that you've been through a difficult experience as well and you need to develop your own self-care rituals. Be open and vulnerable with your partner and you'll blossom.

Don't blame yourself either, I took acid with that friend and blamed myself for a long time, You had no control over the situation and were in a drug induced state. You cannot change the past, but you can control your future actions. Perhaps have some benzos you've tested at the ready next time?
Also, quit porn brah

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slightly stronger than kratom with less nausea imo.
the three salts have different potencies/durations, sodium is short and potent, sulfate is long lasting/less potent, free acid is medium length medium potency. get it from tianeptine direct. dont do it more than twice a week or you WILL become horribly addicted and physically dependent
Dont think youll find it in a gas station lol

>Last time i did it i just spent hours texting random people and somewhat regret that.
I know that feeling way too well. I always do it when I'm high and bored, for some reason I think it's a good idea to tell everyone how fucked up I am.

>tianeptine direct
Are they trustworthy? How long do they take to ship?
>Dont think youll find it in a gas station lol
I've heard reports of it being sold as tianaa or something before.

Also, can Tianeptine make you feel "Fucked up" or does it just improve your mood like kratom does.
Thanks for the tips btw.

Complete obliteration of consciousness. I was literally a beast rummaging around my room, touching, chewing and throwing around things I came across. Trying to interact and understand what the fuck is this or that or what's going on. My own body parts felt like alien objects, no different from a rubber ball I chewed to pieces. I was biting myself, beating myself, trying to pull my dick out, putting fingers in my nostrils, asshole, anywhere possible. Thanks Christ I didn't try to pull my eyeballs or something.
There was literally not a single familiar concept left. Only endless void I was lost inside.

>Favorite drug
Shrooms
>On anything right now?
No
>ever had psychosis
Don't think I have
>how have drugs affected you
I'm more open-minded now but I swear I've become more retarded in the process. Occasionally when I'm completely sober I will briefly feel one or two things I only ever experience when I'm tripping, like my legs feeling unusually hot because of my leg hairs or my nose feeling unusually warm and prickly
>worst drug experience
Having a really bad anxiety attack from weed and scaring the shit out of my friends because I was basically begging them to take me to hospital because I thought my heart was going to explode and my skeleton was going to burst through my skin.
>best drug experience
Smoking weed from complete darkness to the first sunrise of 2020 while the MDMA and MDA I took mixed with the weed and gave me a really mild trip