Maybe do the fun stuff every two weeks, and the rest of the time smoke weed, and maybe a little booze? I personally NEET while playing video games, watching anime, and smoking weed. I really want to get into psychs eventually though.
There's nothing to life
Jordan Moore
Adam Rivera
>Fuck that. Nihilistic hedonism is the only way to go once you realize how pointless everything is.
The problem is that your hedonistic capability deteriorates with age, your brain physically gets old and you slowly lose the spark and energy, then you are only left with the non-hedonistic things you build up, like a good family, good job, good health, comfy lifestyle, etc, in which you won't have if you focus 100% in having pleasure.
>b-but I'll just kill myself then
No you won't
Bentley Thompson
So what lmfao just kill yourself at 40 what the fuck do you have to live for when you're old?
Ryan Turner
I don't understand this fear people have of not being remembered. Who cares? That's the least of my concerns.
What really keeps me up at night is the fear of dying in pain; scared or alone. For this reason I have considered suicide (later in life) many times.
Nothing we do here matters, and nothing happens once the curtains finally close. That I can accept, but then I begin to wonder about the millions of children and adults who have died at the hands of a violent predator, or in a tragic accident....what was running through their minds just before they died? Nightmare fuel.
I want my exit from this evil world to be peaceful. That's all that I ask.
Jace Robinson
huh, that's actually a pretty curious way of thinking about it
I had three relationships of which one tried to stab me, one tried to cave my skull in with a nightlamp and one OD'd after we had a fight one night. Two of them also cheated, guess which ones
I have a kinda high tolerance for weed (I usually have to smoke like 4g) and genetic liver problems. you should try shrooms and lsd, very interesting experiences, although not strictly "fun"
I feel like the fear of being forgotten is related to the fear of dying alone. One is just and extension to the other
Levi Brown
Yeah, but it doesn't deteriorate that much until you're old; and it never fully goes away. What are the odds that anyone here is gonna be able to do all that anyway. Then you'd have just wasted your "hedonist years" on trying and failing to build all that up. Also, I stay in good health. When I was fat, I didn't enjoy things as much. Besides, maybe I'll meet a girl that has my same view on life.
David Rivera
Yeah, I definitely wanna try shrooms and lsd. Changing the way my brain works has always been interesting and fun to me; even if it's intense and uncomfortable. Salvia, and dxm are fun. Too bad salvia's illegal in my state now.
Colton Rogers
When you get to 40 you will very likely have a different mindset and won't want to kill yourself, only regret that you didn't make something out of you when you were younger.
>Yeah, but it doesn't deteriorate that much until you're old
Are you sure? I'm 25 and already don't have the energy to play videogames like I used to. Who knows what will make me leave the bed when I'm 40
Nathan Hall
I heard good things about salvia but I'm very undecided because one of my friends that does drugs a lot more than I described his first and only trip as worse than heroin withdrawal
Adam Collins
I'm pretty sure. I'm 31 and still feeling great. You might be depressed. Try non ssri depressants. I'm on bupropion xl, and it has completely changed my attitude. I now only see possibilities instead of the negatives, and can think much clearer. The same exact thing happened to me around 26. I'm pretty sure that drugs can fix anything if used responsibly.