Best friend ghosted me after almost 7 years of friendship

>best friend ghosted me after almost 7 years of friendship
motherfucker

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>only friend for 5 years who used to talk to me every day is now only online once a month

>Blocked best friend after knowing him for over a decade
Hows it feel to be on the other end of it, man?

why are you such a filth

Why did you do that, dick?

I just wanna know the reasoning?
I'm worried my friend will leave me again and I'm not sure how I'd even manage to do anything if I'm so soulcrushingly put down like that again

It's best. I don't think either of us were healthy for each other, and I know he wasn't healthy for me. I felt like I was talking to myself constantly, our entire friendship hinged on the fact that we were both inherently fucked up retards, doing the same thing everyday, fucking up in the same way. The repetition became a joke between us, but at some point it stops being funny.
In all honesty I don't really know why. I just felt like I had no one to turn to, and got sick of his empty messages. I think I'm just a solo kind of person, if I spend too much time with someone I get sick of them. Doing the same thing for months on end, which was pretty much what we did, gets so mind-numbingly boring. I had like no one else to talk to and break up the monotony. I got bored, and the fact that he didn't understand that I was bored pissed me off. I would send him serious shit and he would respond with the same pool of empty, repetition messages. Boredom got the best of me, I guess.

I don't think your friend ditched you for this reason, though. I'm fucked up and need to work on myself more. I've ditched a lot of people in the past already. Tell me why you think they are gonna ditch you and I might be able to help, though.

well I am worried I am gonna bore them
we do the same things everyday too though I haven't gotten tired of it yet, I dunno if he is or isn't
he seems to be getting colder lately
I just have a nervous feeling he'll go again and I had that the last couple times he left too
though maybe i just have paranoia and trust issues at this point
I can't really gauge what's going on in his head and im not sure how to ask him how he feels about how we've been doing things and if im being boring or overly clingy or so on without being awkward

He's done this a few times? When he starts pulling away, and becomes colder, how do you react usually? What do you do in response?

I might get a little bit clingier and more desperate than usual but for the most part I don't feel like I can do anything so I sulk silently and occasionally find myself close to tearing up while not letting on anything's wrong

im worried
what if i exacerbate the problems by mentioning them
what if there is no problem and i create one by asking
what if it comes off weird and creepy