I'm scared. I've been having chest tightness a slight tickle in my throat for the last week, plus a chest tightness. I'm not short of breath, nut I'm having severe anxiety when I'm seeing young, fit people contract the virus and drop dead within 4 days. I'm in NY and was going on 3am 7/11 runs the week before the death tolls happened.
I'm scared. I want someone to hold me. I'm a kkhv. I had just gotten treatment for a depression that put me in a 2-year long state of anhedonia. I was going to fast for four days to detox and then diet because of all the weight I gained. I was geared up to go back to school and get financial aid.
I want someone to hold me. I'm only 28. I just want someone to hold me. To tell me it's going to be OK. For the first time in 6 years I don't want to die. But I'm overweight. I need to fix my posture from lying down almost every day.
No girl wants to be a gentle femdom gf to a chubby guy older than 24. I also just started fighting my baldness by getting on fin and min; my bald spot is filling in and my temples started sprouting peach fuzz.
I can't find a gfd gf like this; no woman deserves someone who looks the way I do. I was 125lbs and 5'7 at 17 but i blew it because of my social anxiety.
user can you post some more comfy pics like these?
Jose Miller
social anxiety is the shittiest curse a human being can have. Especially if you're short
Christian Ramirez
The shittiest aspect for me is that my mom was nasty, prone to fits of anger, and hasn't hugged me years. She says she "doesn't like to be touched by anybody". I feel like she was probably an autist herself but it's whatever. I'm just deprived of human contact and when I was thinner and people thought I was handsome, I hugged a slightly chubby girl who was 4 inches taller. It was amazing. She wasn't into me, just super nice. But I had felt so much warmth and love that I held on tight and made it awkward. It was just a casual "Hey drive home safe" hug at a bar. But it was the only physical contact I had IN YEARS.
For so long Ive been emotionally distant. I have ptsd and that doesnt help, I have no idea if I could ever open myself up enough to experience this dynamic assuming chance smiles apon me, or any relationship come to think about it
just visit a doctor. If anything it will at least put your mind at ease
Camden Adams
Don't lose hope anons, gfd girls do exist and sometimes even visit these threads. As mean as it may seem, wallowing over yourself won't make it any easier to find one. It's much better to try being the best person you can, then you'll be definitely seem more attractive just because of your attitude, but more importantly, it'll be better for you in the long run even if you don't find a gf after all. I've found my gf in exactly one of these threads as ridiculous as it may sound
>No girl wants to be a gentle femdom gf to a chubby guy older than 24. You can be a girl's soft cuddly teddy bear. There's a mommy out there for you user. You are going to be okay.
Awwh OP, don't be so harsh on yourself! I'll be your girlfriend!
Chase Murphy
You might be freaking yourself out if it's been a week already I've had a slight sore throat for like 2 weeks for the same reason kek If you're really worried about getting it, get some tylenol and some throat lozenges, the ones that always work for me are the ones with medicine in the center. It'll take longer for the illness to go away but you're less likely to die from it. Get at least a two week supply, more if you can afford it
>obligatory tfw no gfd gf to be my rock during this time of high paranoia
Noah Gray
It was subtly implied based on their characters, and their romance Plus 2B choked out 9S and breathplay is hot
>use a diffuser with way too much oil in it and fell asleep with it running >wake up with lung congestion >cough for two days with no expectoration >fine now everyone is paranoid op. its natural at a time like this
Julian Reyes
there's no better feeling than receiving kisses on your ears
Not to mention the few dominant women seem to love having harems and weird shit on fetlife Wanting to be the little spoon is suffering bros We just arent supposed to exist
Leo Taylor
Im 19 5'5 and fit, i just want a tall gf who is into gfd. Like im not a complete sub im a switch, i just want a girl who can do both. I just prefer gfd most of the time
I'm replaying Nier Automata right now and I feel very guilty for getting a strong "want" when seeing 2B choke the life out of 9S. Although I guess I have a better shot at being Eve than Nines these days.
It's probably more even than you think, but the way society works is that women might not even realize or be willing to admit these things, especially to their partners, because the stranglehold gender roles have over people is still very powerful.
Sebastian Gomez
>lose my virginity to a hooker >realize I don't care about sex >realize I just want to unload all of my emotional issues on someone who will at least pretend to care while holding me Honestly should've stayed a KHV, at least I romanticized the act back then. Now I'm literally used goods and just as much of a pathetic shitbag as before
Josiah Lee
You're not alone. I have a feeling that something's about to happen and there's nothing that I can do to stop it. It's funny how people act suicidal just because they're lonely and they can't afford their bills, but in reality, you will realize how valuable it is just to be alive. I'm not even 28 yet, and I feel like my path is coming to an end. But yeah, I'm scared too.
Deep breaths friend, you're still alive. Things are rough everywhere these days, we live in interesting times. But it's not over yet. It's alright to be scared, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Being fearless doesn't make you brave, it just makes you fearless. Bravery is when you're scared and go on anyways, because when we're scared, that's all the more reason to move forward! We are who we choose to be, to an extent, so you can lose weight if you will it, the trick is to simply never eat more than the number of calories you need, and if losing weight, to eat a bit less. You just gotta count your calories. Another tip is to simply not have enough food around to go over the point where you get fatter. You just gotta be strong and buy only enough that you need, and nothing beyond. If you feel no woman deserves someone who looks the way you do, then change yourself into a person that, if you were of the other gender, would desire. Social anxiety is a harder issue to grapple, but if you can learn to alter your body language, you can fake confidence until you make it. You're not dead yet. You're alive and you are a human, that means you have a mind to think and a body to carry out your will upon this world. Don't forget that.
I've noticed that most gfd artists are females, but the data here shows most women are subs but then again this isn't bdsm and gfd seems to just be cuddly sex with her on the top I don't know what any of this means but yeah
>you will never have a gfd artist gf >she will never blush and explain she only likes the idea in fiction because she doesn't want you to think she's weird
Samuel Lee
Tfw no gfd / 'mommy gf'. All of the women even willing to talk with anons live in america. >its pretty dark and lonely in finland
>All of the women even willing to talk with anons live in america True, but it seems like all the posters who claim to be dom women are in europe, user
Carter Russell
Strange, I've yet to run into one of them that I've talked with and they've not turned out to be from the US.
Robert Stewart
I've had the opposite experience here Especially strange because of how different how timezones are Did yours have atrocious sleeping habits? The ones I met did
Nathaniel Kelly
Couldnt tell you mate, my sleeping patterns are fucked.
But if there are any europeans who want to talk, I wouldn't be opposed to the idea.
Jeremiah Collins
gfd is more like tlc with the woman being the initiator
Jayden Diaz
this pretty much confirms my theory that most GFD fetishists are mentally deficient weaklings who can't even function in the normal world imagine getting anxiety about a disease you have no control over, and thinking some femoid could fix your problems you'd be just as miserable with a gf grow a backbone
Xavier Sanders
oh yeah gotta make a comment on this stupid fucking "image" board
>getting this assmad about other people's preferences you should take your own advice lmao
Luke Sullivan
I ain't assmad about your preference, you can be a subby little bumboy as much as you like, but just admit to yourself that you're gay if you really want a woman to dominate you man's natural place is dominating women. no woman will ever respect or love you like you want them to. the sooner you accept that and embrace your masculinity the sooner you will find happiness do not continue this path into the void
Ian Howard
Thanks fren. I was actually doing really well from 2016 through early 2018; was running 5ks and eating two home-cooked meals a day. Girls in general were nicer including cashiers and I wasn't invisible anymore. But it was too overwhelming and I ended up having a nervous breakdown since a big part of the extra motivation came from being prescribed ADHD meds and I ended up overworking myself with working full time, going back to school for a semester (Already have a BA) and staying fit but I just broke down, went to a psych ward and was put on these anti-psych meds that made me gain a lot of weight while taking away all of my energy. I'll get there again since now I'm off of that shit but my metabolism took a nosedive
Probably a LARP, but it's the thought that counts. are you still around? I was taking a nap
Though what you're saying may be true, the fact that you're coming in here and giving us shit sounds like you're coping for something
Ryder Howard
I am trying to help you avoid your miserable fate for it too happened to me I had to learn to accept masculinity and being in charge after I got JUSTED by my supposed gfd gf don't let it happen to you
Julian Harris
You can be masculine yet at times be submissive
Jayden Jenkins
Gonna try my luck here. I know this is a bit off topic but I would like help in finding a website that has plenty of pics like these including other things like gfd. maybe one of you have saved a link?
Why are you guys responding to the guy that ruins every femdom thread lmao this is exactly why he keeps coming back Do you mean with the text or just gfd/loving pics? I've found captions on imagefap a lot
Noah Johnson
What do you guys think about shy girls who have a hidden dominate trait when it comes to intimacy?
I'm shy so if they existed I would never ever meet them Plus I act dominant among peers as a cope so she'd probably hate me
Jeremiah Johnson
Just with the captions. It was a website with plenty of genres not just gfd. It wasnt imagefap either but ill search there as well.
Asher Green
I'm outgoing and talkative IRL, so I don't think anyone imagines that I'm a sub.
Adrian Jones
Don't be rapists incels. Pic related. Of you really worshiped women you would only want the best for them. Which isn't you guys. Women experience sexual arousal for beauty too.
Oh sorry I didnt realize you were looking for a specific website Have you tried reverse image searching and looking through the results? Yeah if I'm not talking to a friend I look angry and unapproachable I'm told the moment you talk to me it becomes obvious I'm basically a teddy bear but getting past that first step is hard Have you ever opened up to anybody about your nature?
Aaron Hernandez
What if she is comfortable with you and acts more "normal" and outgoing but generally a shy person, especially in public
Austin Martinez
always fall alseep like this, pure bliss
Tyler Adams
>Have you ever opened up to anybody about your nature? IRL? No. I meant difficult for her to find somebody if she's not willing to make a move since most subs won't.
Luis Cook
I wish covid would kill the old ugly gross incel creeps faster.
