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I'd say drugs mostly impacted me positively, I didn't have the best childhood growing up and my first acid trip allowed me to fix a lot of the problems my childhood Involuntarily instilled in me.
They made me realize that there are fields of thought and communication that exist that are very difficult to tap into with normal "professional grade" communication but are very rewarding to achieve, it's also very nice that drugs can be used as a short cut to achieve those states, I think everything should be managed as its own resource, "I could enter one mindset now to do this then pop out and do that then I won't do this for this amount of time" is how I mostly see drugs.
I'm very good but sleepy user, thank you.

>there are fields of thought
youtube.com/watch?v=7TUPAXliAIM

This is dangerous
Open up your head filled with shell shock
This is dangerous
I walk though mindfields, I watch your head rot

I quite like the German nomenclature for naming chemicals
the IUPAC name for methamphetamine is N-methyl-1-phenylpropan-2-amine (the love of my life) but there is a different way of writing it

Something like dimethyl-benzene-ethanamine

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
fuck you OPIOID

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N-Methyl-beta-phenylisopropylamin

Ecstasy is my favorite hard drug too. Apart from alcohol of marijuana. The last times that I felt really free from my mind and happy at least for some hours were the last times that I took Ecstasy.

>take weeklong break off hydro
>pop 15mg, barely feel shit
>realize hydro has only ever worked well with codeine for me so I pop a couple of those
>barely get a nod
fuck me, I need to take a two week break off this shit.

Playing Animal Crossing while baked, anyone wanna play?

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what the fuck is the lumpenproletariat

rip in peace empire

what happened? Is it kill forever now?

>late 20s and still living with parents
>been sober 3 weeks
>have no meds or anything besides 16 hours of dopamine filled internet usage every day
>parents won't even let me use kratom or phenibut anymore as long as I'm living with them

At least even on cheap internet drugs I can exercise or detach myself from a computer screen and go outside. Being completely baseline sober is just too monotonous and I cant get outside of my own head / force myself to do things like this

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tried to get a job or neetbux yet?

Sort of, I don't want to explain all my circumstances right now but I will say I have less trouble filling out job applications when I'm slightly inebriated on something. I'd really like to be working right now but this is literally the worst possible time to even attempt getting a job thanks to corona. My productivity is just so shit when I'm completely sober though, meanwhile if I use a little kratom or similar shit I can be up on my feet productive for 10 hours

>My productivity is just so shit when I'm completely sober though
This is me right now. I haven't done anything in like 3 weeks and now it's all getting on my ass.

Do any of you wake up next to a bottle or glass?

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first drug was ritalin at 7
on addy rn
never had pyschosis but ive seen shadow ppl, they scary
im ok

lmao funny voice twitter.com/yellowpissbeer/status/1247850389828927488?s=19

Have you tried coffee?

>NBOMe
>Phenibut
>Yes, after copious amounts of bad cocaine
Saw and talked to people that weren't there, it was dream-like. Felt very vulnerable and exposed.
>They've been mostly good to me. I love psychedelics and MDMA. Helped me heal in some sense.
>Fine now. Not sure about tomorrow.

Ever since a particulaly negative acid trip I get a very perculiar paranoia/anxiety whenever I smoke weed.

It feels like i'm somewhere i'm not suppose to be and i'm going to get punished. It gets pretty strong on the come-up but fades later.

Anyone else get this weirdness?

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Seems off topic but where did you find that image?

>I get a very perculiar paranoia/anxiety whenever I smoke weed.
Nah, you just haven't found the right strain

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no such thing as a bad trip user

>no such thing as a bad trip
That's why I said negative. People have negative tripping experiences, c'mon.

Yeah, I bet user is smoking a salvia strand. My friend's uncle's friend says that only people with happy childhoods can smoke strains that aren't indigo, and he's in jail so he really knows what he's talking about.

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false

The last two acid trips I've had have been just terrible. The first one involved me and 3 other friends, two of whom had never done it before (me and the other had done it together plenty of times though). One guy had the great idea of taking 5 tabs. It ended with me and experienced friend talking him down from a mental breakdown on his kitchen floor for about two hours. I held this grown ass man, crying in my arms because he sincerely thought he was going to die. We're all still pretty good friends actually.

The other one was at a concert I went to out of state with a buddy. I took what I thought was 200 mics but after I took it friend informed me it was closer to 500. I was completely overwhelmed and ran into the hall and basically babbled nonsense to myself for maybe 5-10 minutes before secutiy took notice. Thank God same friend was there to fend off paramedics and wrangle me into an Uber back to the hotel, which was like a twenty minute ordeal. Completely ruined the weekend.

Fuck acid. I've done it plenty of times and never had a truly memorable positive experience.

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Caffeine doesn't give me the boost that I "need", it helps me feel a little less tired is all

Why even suggest coffee in a drug thread, you know exactly why people are in these threads

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>First drug
weed, I believe
>On anything right now
nope
>ever had psychosis. If so describe?
did a lot of acid at a concert once and was convinced that the security was going to arrest me and call my employer to let them know I was on drugs. It was a bad time
>how have drugs impacted you
I'd say net positive overall. Leads to a lot of social connections, and molly has really opened me up
>how are you, user?
pros: still have my pretty good job, maintaining decent connections with my friends
cons: kind of bad living situation and cripplingly lonely

>first drug?
alcohol was my first drug, like everyone else
>on anything right now
high as shit. bought a $250 dry herb vape yesterday an d have been in 1 continuous sesh since then with my only breaks being to shower and drive to dispo to buy more weed
>psychosis
one time i was tripping alone on 1 tab and was sitting in this park in CO springs where all of the tweakers and people who shoot up hang out. I sat on a bench alone and watched the park: some bum repeatedly trying to flip a hat on to his head and failing every time, 1 guy shooting up under the pedestrian bridge, at least 2 people undergoing what looked like pretty intense stim psychosis. I had enough bearings to identify these peoples bizzare actions as psychosis and for some reason became super fixated on the concept, to the point where i got stuck in this loop where each time it would repeat more voices would be added to the voice in my head. Eventually it was so unbearable that i opened my mouth to scream but nothing came out. i tried moving and i was stuck like chuck, could not move a muscle. This continued along with an increasing sense of impending doom that resembled a bell curve in intensity for at least 2 hours. At some point i walked back to my place of residence but i dont remember a single thing during the walk, the next thing i remembered was collapsing on to the beanbag in my room

might not have been psychosis but ive done a bit of psychedelics and have never experienced anything similar, even on far higher doses.

>how have drugs impacted you
i smoke every day and my short term working memory is just not there, it mostly comes back with a couple weeks of abstinence but i like weed

>how are you?
good. I thought online college class would be absolute ass but it's actually not too bad.

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>It feels like i'm somewhere i'm not suppose to be and i'm going to get punished.

Yes, I avoid weed because of that. Used to love the stuff but just cant get past that foreboding feeling of all your past mistakes / wrongdoings are about to hit you like a wrecking ball. I live with massive regrets and shame and take drugs / drink / use Yas Forums to get away from it, weed just amplifies the feeling of incoming punishment tenfold

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Yes, it makes me very anxious. I don't really smoke weed because of this, except with people I know well already

The ONLY time I can enjoy weed is if I've had quite a few drinks, like no less than 10 shots or beers, maybe keep a mild benzo to snort or tongue incase the alcohol isn't doing the trick to subside the negative emotions from thc

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Forgot, don't know if you would count k-holing as psychosis but I've done that several times. Some of the most intense drug experiences I've ever had

alcohol is unironically a top tier drug

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I'd agree if it didn't make you fucking fat

Alcohol is just perfect until you blackout or gain 75lbs in a single year

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>I'd agree if it didn't make you fucking fat
Make some exercise then. Go running, walking or take your bicycle.

first drug was mkat, a dirty research chemical. on clonzolam just now, a potent benzo. had psychosis once when on meth and for me it was just very bad paranoia.

i'm addicted to valium as a result of bad drug misuse in my late teens.

Unless you're some bodybuilder, exercise cant make up for 2000+ calories of alcohol

I actually do get outside / exercise when drinking too, it actually motivates me to do stuff. The problem is drinking 2000 calories of liquor and then giving in to the eventual food craving before passing out

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I was lucky in that regard and I have a metabolism that makes me slim. But use a bicycle at least, it's fun and easy exercise.

Anyone here tried 4-HO-MET?

GUYS what the fuck is the word for that feeling when you smoke weed daily but you're not high atm so your brain has all this "static" in the top and you're thinking on loop (even easy decisions take forever, kinda like acid) and it all goes away when you smoke weed again or even calm down by some other means like yoga? Just feeling super wired, but not in a productive way. When feeling like this I'm often more productive AFTER smoking. Is this what anxiety is? And I'm not talking about dissociation after smoking too much weed and coming down. I mean the milder feeling. Pic more related to the feel of me not knowing the word for this feel than the actual feel

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Mephedrone was king back in the day, but just too moreish.

Ayy, where the fuck do I find benzedrex in store? I went to Wallmart pharmacy and they didn't have it there. Do some stores/states just not carry it in-store?

big time. had soem fun times on it

>who here /out of drugs and the mail's not coming so you're resorting to garbage drugs like alcohol and nicotine/
I'm out of drugs worth doing inside. Got two fucking grams of champagne MDMA crystal just laying around in my stash box but can't find a weed or /psy/ vendor who isn't either AWOL or vacation mode or forgot to set vacation mode and instead cancels my order hours before it would auto cancel.
So much for bicycle day.
This fucking sucks.

I've had 4 tabs of 120ug acid stored in a cool dark place triple wrapped in plastic and foil since late 2015.
What strength do you guys think they are now

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>cool
You better be right about that for every single week of those 5 years. If you are, they should be the same.

>Weed

>Kratom i guess

>extreme paranoia, hyperfocusing on every single thing ive ever done, breaking it down to Freudian levels of "meaning," over and over and over feeling worse about it each time - unbelievable level of disgust and embarrassment. Pacing around the room certain someone is listening, your inner monologue doesn't sound like you anymore, violently horny.

>Weed kinda sucked, it was cool when I was 14 but i grew out of it lol. Mushrooms probably had the most impact, I started to express myself better, feeling more like myself after a daaaark period in my life, more motivated, spontaneous and engaged and I had alot of love in my body. Now I have fallen in love with molly, ket and other club shit. I love the new friends I've made and the experiences I've had relative to it. Im really into techno and the molly in berlin was indescribable.

>I am a year behind in University as I took a semester off for being like bipolar and schizo lol (this stuff was present since like 14 but never really addressed fully presenting itself as an adult) but I'm maintaining a 4.0, working at an internship and actually taking my medication. I'm on my way out.

If they were actually cool and dark the entire time?
Pretty much the same. Acid is really stable when stored right, but I'm honestly not quite sharing your optimism that you did.

>extreme paranoia, hyperfocusing on every single thing ive ever done, breaking it down to Freudian levels of "meaning," over and over and over feeling worse about it each time - unbelievable level of disgust and embarrassment.

JUST END IT

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unless u laid the sheet urself theres no way u could know those tabs are 120ug, as long as they were kept cool and no moisture get to them u wont notice any difference in potency

Only way someone can say this is if they've never had a bad trip or they've done so many psychs that their beliefs and worldview are totally disconnected from reality.