I need a coomer gf

Yes, I'm upset by the presence of disgusting whores in this world

i cant deny that at all. i do feel miserable as fuck

i got a feeling that would be nice

dont want nipple piercings, no e-girling, and cut down on masturbating by a lot. i think that covers it

You have a BDSM caregiver fetish?

>i do feel miserable
Might have something to do with your lifestyle

good and also bad news. this is basically 85% of women nowdays

light bdsm maybe. i dont really have a caregiver fetish, but i know im got a dependence problem

im a mentally ill neet. thats a good way to make problems worse

What mental illness do you have? Origi

if you don't try to fuck that couch you are literally gay

>no mention of blacks or BBC

my therapist dont even know yet, but theyve said ptsd, anxiety, depression, and more

Women are indeed horny but the ones with good taste in hentai are a rarer treat. I just want to share my favorites with a girl again, damn it

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My gf never watches porn or masturbates and is pretty vanilla. She has a bit of a though. She wants to be my only source of cooms. I think part of it is she gets jealous when I masturbate to porn of other women but she has also said she feels like it's her job to drain me. So I can't touch my junk and I'm pretty full when I go see her. No pulling out allowed and she encourages me to cum inside her.

Does that qualify as a kink? It's not really a fetish.

How did you develop PTSD, is it childhood trauma?

yup, thats it

That doesn't sound fun, hope things are at least getting better.

Do you have kik? We can do some naughty things together

im not optimistic at all sadly, but thank you

i dont have anything desu

You are aware you can make your own situation better right?

>WHITE GURLS LOVEEEE BBC I SWEAR

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i know that i should be able to, but its only been going down hill. i dont know how to change, its likely ive conditioned myself at this point

Then just follow the rule book and don't think about it.

Obsessed basedcel

im trying, though ive already made plans for the way im gonna end it, if i make it that long

Why? You should probably devote your effort into making changes rather than trying to find ways to off yourself.

This is literally every single woman who grew up on the internet, how the fuck are they all exactly the same?

planning a gun to the head isnt hard. most of the time i struggle to just keep the suicidal thoughts at bay, often ending with me in the hospital in some way

And what are you doing to improve your life?

going to therapy and talking a load of medication, hoping that maybe one day ill be able to change. i know the ball is in my court but i dont know how to play

doesnt help i got a thing called "learned helplessness"

Are you in employement? Or at least looking for work (After this is over)?

no, but i hope i can restart my studies next spring

What are you studying? Origalu

nursing. after spending so much time in the hospital i really wanna give back to them, if i ever get myself sorted out enough

That's nice, my mothers a nurse and it seems like she finds it all right. You say the hospital is that specifically a psychiatric hospital or did you self harm or something?

does intentional over dosages count as self harm?
spend a lot of time in both kinds, though way more in the psychiatric ones

is you mom a regular nurse or does she have any area shes specialized in?

She's done a couple things, I think she worked in intensive care, now she works driving around to peoples and helping them with bandages and medication.

nice, i hope i can get into the icu myself, or maybe or

Hows the rest of your life going? I hope your not as much of a coomer as you used to be.

its pretty much on pause desu
no ive cut down on it a lot. now theres a few days between

That seems though I hope you don't relapse in order to find some validation that you'll never really get. Seems to happen pretty often.

it gives a short shot of dopamine but then 5 minutes later the regret sets in, so im kinda glad that i have more control over it now

That seems nice, honestly I think I have the opposite problem, most of my decisions are purely rational, being trapped at my parents and unable to get work are unbearable for me. I don't easily fall into together things for pleasure, last year at uni I literally did nothing but maintain a healthy diet, stay fit study and keep everything clean. While I'm not big on partying I think I should have at least tried to make some friends.

i can relate to being disappointed in yourself for sure
sounds like youve been doing pretty good lately, doesnt it?
its good to have something to work towards, i believe in you user

Thanks, though I don't really think I'm going to have much difficulty with life. By the way were you from?

having a social life can have a huge impact, i honestly miss having someone to do stuff with irl
scandinavia, and you?

I'm in NZ, I've always thought of moving to Norway at some point is it nice where you live?

its alright, fairly nice and quiet. stay away from sweden though

>again
what do you mean again?

I've seen that, I kinda want to live a quite life with some fluffy dogs so I thought I would live somewhere close to the arctic. I like skiing and hiking so it seems like a good fit. Do you intend on leaving at any point?

why does that happen tho?
do you know?

I had two girls I was lewd with on discord regularly but was too dumb to know how good I had it and fell out of contact. Sad but I suck at managing even a small friend group.

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norway is likely a good place to consider then, while i havent been there, tromsoe looks like a beautiful place

i used to think about moving to america as a kid, now i occasionally think of moving to korea