I am sober and I want to fucking die edition
>first drug?
>are you on anything right now?
>ever had psychosis?
>any mental disorders directly caused by drugs?
I am sober and I want to fucking die edition
>first drug?
>are you on anything right now?
>ever had psychosis?
>any mental disorders directly caused by drugs?
>first drug?
alcohol
>are you on anything right now?
2 tabs of lsd, was a great idea. Went on a cleaning spree in my apartment, flirted w communist ideas, good vibes in general
>ever had psychosis?
no
>any mental disorders directly caused by drugs?
hopefully no lol
>First drug
Smoked pot with my next door neighbor summer between junior year and senior year, been a stoner ever since
>On anything
Not necessarily, just constantly vaping and drinking an ungodly amount of caffeine
>Ever had psychosis?
No but I used to have auditory and light visual hallucinations, usually just whispers or eye-corner shadows respectively, but that was before I'd ever even gotten drunk
>Mental disorders caused by drugs?
Unless you count insomnia from the perpetual weak stimulants, no. I've actually noticed there's no persistent change in mood when I'm smoking weed constantly or when I'm stone cold.
>alcohol
>sober fml
>had delirium when i drunk too much, had a hard speed/acid comedown and took my medicine that made substances stay longer in my liver. I saw the devil and acted like i was in the exorcist.
>no, maybe more paranoia because i have a mistrust of people.
Hey op haw do yu feewl? owo
yeah i have to stop wasting my life. gonna try to make this the last day. been fun but i need to get my shit together.
>first
weed, 9th grade
>on anything
smoking weed, about to make some coffee, and then go to the gas station to get food
>psychosis
i don't know. if i did, probably the one time in high school when i smoked weed, mixed dxm and shrooms
>mental illness
it probably contributed more than i realized, but my main problem was growing up in a horrible place and being attach to horrible people
>first drug?
weed, alcohol
>are you on anything right now?
no
>ever had psychosis?
no. I feeel like I maybe should have by now
>any mental disorders directly caused by drugs?
I had bad social anxiety before I tried weed, I think weed maybe made it much worse.
>first drug?
weed
>are you on anything right now?
alc and thc
>ever had psychosis?
i dont think so
>any mental disorders directly caused by drugs?
probably made me smooth brained
>first drug?
alcohol
>are you on anything right now?
no but I'd be willing to do some weed or go out to drink in the near future
>ever had psychosis?
I don't think so, no
>any mental disorders directly caused by drugs?
No, but I have been depressed for a long time and coincidentally I started drinking around the same age. So, in my 16-17 I was a major alcoholic.
>first drug
weed
>on anything rn
lol no, haven't had any real weed on me for months and anything else for even longer, just ciggies and a limited amount of pipe tobacco. And alcohol obviously, but getting drunk every night is both shit and expensive.
>ever had psychosis
barely, I was coming down from a soul crushing shroom trip and for a little bit felt like I had been taken from my old life and dropped into a similar but still different reality, this sucked but there was nothing I could do and no one would believe me. I was just tired and happy the whole thing was over so I didn't dwell on it and the feeling was gone the next day. I guess that's not a full on psychosis but it's probably the closest I've gotten. Perhaps other points in that same trip got to that point too, hard to say and anyway it was also brief.
>drug-induced mental disorders
no