That's a shame.
Hm, I guess I'm a between twink and ottermode right now. I tried to gain a bit of weight during the depression because I couldn't feel like a cute twink. Nothing I do seems to work though.
I don't have the genetics for it. Too tall, ugly face, pretty broad shoulders.
I haven't been wrecked by test yet, but my face kills it all.
Alright, I've had enough. I'm going to dedicate all of april to becoming as feminine as possible!
Austin Wilson
Kayden Ortiz
>I want to be more cute/pretty so guys will like me
That's what started all of this for me for real, but now it's being more personal goals than to impress others.
Twinkmode I could do, but I need to aim higher, for the ultimate goal.
>I haven't been wrecked by test yet, but my face kills it all.
My face is being masculinized by test as time goes on. I'm stressing out over it all.
Blake Lewis
I decided I should finally live my life. So I want to try sleeping with a guy. I've slept with women and didn't care for it. But when I've flirted with guys in the past it's always seemed more natural and exciting then with girls.
Jose Miller
Hello I'm a 20 year old transgirl 2 years into my transition living full time as female and I started my awareness of my need to explore my gender seriously through this site and I am just checking in today for the first time in months but I just want to say that if you are out there on Yas Forums wanting to make changes to your gender presentation feeling bleak wishing you could transition but feeling like you will never pass or that it is an unachievable goal that will never become reality, please know that there is hope and things can get better. I was suicidally depressed before but now I am so so happy genuinely. I'm so happy to be alive and I love myself and my life now. I love my body now. Every single day I get gendered female by men when I leave the house. Yesterday it happened 3 or 4 times, today it happene once, and I haven't been gendered male in about half a year, and even that was a one-off. Yesterday a man and his friend were walking across the road and called out 'Sexy!' to me and waved to me. I smiled and waved back, and silently thought to myself how grateful to God I am that I can have these authentic experiences despite my secret. And it makes my heart sing when men call me sweetheart or love or miss. The reason I concentrate on men here is because when they call me that, I know for sure I passed, whereas women can call men that sometimes so with women I don't know for sure. But of course there's something special about men calling me terms of endearment, probably mainly because I'm sexually androphillic. The most important thing is you need to get on hormones and not delay, and you need to resort to self-medicating, buying hormones online, if that is your only option. You can have them within two weeks. Get off of this site too, it will only confuse you further and it has such horrible warped ideas about this. Things can get better.
Asher Davis
Also I forgot to mention I am just over 6 foot too and it has been no impediment whatsoever, despite agonising over it before transitioning and believing that because I was tall I wasn't 'allowed' to transition because I wouldn't pass
Joshua Peterson
Fuck it was a dumb idea to post in this thread, now I'm bunched together with faggots and normalfags. Serves me right I suppose.
Josiah Allen
I'm not trans. I just want to look cuter. I considered getting meds for awhile for that but then I realized I was being stupid.
Tyler King
It's not stupid because you can just use like 25mg bicalutamide 60mg raloxifene to manage mild gender dysphoria and become cuter without growing breasts, that is how I started before I was able to accept and embrace myself. You could even add like 1mg estrogen into it
Isaac Myers
I don't believe you. But I saved what you said just in case. I'm not an egg or whatever it is people call those who they think are trans people in denial. Im just gay and insecure. I don't want to do anything I'll regret.
Ayden Nelson
i just am grasping on to a fetish
this reads like bait.
>Get off of this site too, it will only confuse you further and it has such horrible warped ideas about this.
the entire trans community is full of mentally ill people. i happen to be mentally ill
you're staying here for a reason it seems...
>25mg bicalutamide 60mg raloxifene
be careful this might just turn you into a low test man
i don't think AA only should be reccomended