Alright, I've had enough. I'm going to dedicate all of april to becoming as feminine as possible!

How old are you user? Do you want to be a trap, a feminine boy or are you trans?

>How old are you user?
Turning 25 in may
>Do you want to be a trap, a feminine boy or are you trans?
I don't know

I feel for you user. I'm in my later 20s now. I listened to anons saying it was just a phase that I wanted to be feminine but here I am years later and it never went away.
I would never be able to look like a girl like I wanted, so I'm stuck in a bad limbo. I too am afraid of testosterone wreaking havoc on my body. What do you plan to do in order to be more feminine?

>I would never be able to look like a girl like I wanted, so I'm stuck in a bad limbo.
It hurts.

>What do you plan to do in order to be more feminine?
In april? Just the basics. Gonna learn how to cut my own hair, dress better, maybe do some makeup. Gonna work out my lower body. Dieting is going well.
As for the more...effective things. Estrogen and getting ready to take that is off the table right now because of corona.
I could start taking pueraria mirifica, but I really, REALLY want to get my body checked out before that. I feel like I'm going to ride a T wave and get older before I'm comfortable taking any extreme measures. I don't want to be too masculine...

I know what you're going through user. Would you like to be friends?

>Would you like to be friends?
H-how? I'm scared of adding people.
Are you trying to be cute yourself?

> 25 yo
It's too late user, dedicate yourself to be a giga chad instead

Through discord or whatever you felt comfortable with.
Ideally I would like to be cute, but I'm not sure what else I could do aside from extreme measures like taking estrogen and T-blockers.

I can't be a gigachad. Best I can do is Yas Forums twink which I almost did in my early 20s

I don't really add people that much. Even on alts it's unnerving and I'd probably delete the alt right after. What is your starting point? What's stopping you from cuteness?

I'm considering this. I'm not trans. And while I wouldn't mind being a trap that's not realistic. (Plus I've been on here since I was like 13 and I've watched a lot of sissy shit because of this site. But now it just doesn't intrest me/pisses me off. I'm gay and I'm ok with that.) However I'm very gay and tired of feeling ugly. I want to be more cute/pretty so guys will like me. I'm 19 5'8 140 lbs brown hair blue eyes and long eye lashes. I'm not really sure where to start/what to do. I guess I'll shave my upper body at some point. That will serve ad motivation to lose weight as well as making my skin smoother.

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That's a shame.
Hm, I guess I'm a between twink and ottermode right now. I tried to gain a bit of weight during the depression because I couldn't feel like a cute twink. Nothing I do seems to work though.
I don't have the genetics for it. Too tall, ugly face, pretty broad shoulders.
I haven't been wrecked by test yet, but my face kills it all.

>I want to be more cute/pretty so guys will like me
That's what started all of this for me for real, but now it's being more personal goals than to impress others.

Twinkmode I could do, but I need to aim higher, for the ultimate goal.
>I haven't been wrecked by test yet, but my face kills it all.
My face is being masculinized by test as time goes on. I'm stressing out over it all.

I decided I should finally live my life. So I want to try sleeping with a guy. I've slept with women and didn't care for it. But when I've flirted with guys in the past it's always seemed more natural and exciting then with girls.

Hello I'm a 20 year old transgirl 2 years into my transition living full time as female and I started my awareness of my need to explore my gender seriously through this site and I am just checking in today for the first time in months but I just want to say that if you are out there on Yas Forums wanting to make changes to your gender presentation feeling bleak wishing you could transition but feeling like you will never pass or that it is an unachievable goal that will never become reality, please know that there is hope and things can get better. I was suicidally depressed before but now I am so so happy genuinely. I'm so happy to be alive and I love myself and my life now. I love my body now. Every single day I get gendered female by men when I leave the house. Yesterday it happened 3 or 4 times, today it happene once, and I haven't been gendered male in about half a year, and even that was a one-off. Yesterday a man and his friend were walking across the road and called out 'Sexy!' to me and waved to me. I smiled and waved back, and silently thought to myself how grateful to God I am that I can have these authentic experiences despite my secret. And it makes my heart sing when men call me sweetheart or love or miss. The reason I concentrate on men here is because when they call me that, I know for sure I passed, whereas women can call men that sometimes so with women I don't know for sure. But of course there's something special about men calling me terms of endearment, probably mainly because I'm sexually androphillic. The most important thing is you need to get on hormones and not delay, and you need to resort to self-medicating, buying hormones online, if that is your only option. You can have them within two weeks. Get off of this site too, it will only confuse you further and it has such horrible warped ideas about this. Things can get better.

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Also I forgot to mention I am just over 6 foot too and it has been no impediment whatsoever, despite agonising over it before transitioning and believing that because I was tall I wasn't 'allowed' to transition because I wouldn't pass

Fuck it was a dumb idea to post in this thread, now I'm bunched together with faggots and normalfags. Serves me right I suppose.

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I'm not trans. I just want to look cuter. I considered getting meds for awhile for that but then I realized I was being stupid.

It's not stupid because you can just use like 25mg bicalutamide 60mg raloxifene to manage mild gender dysphoria and become cuter without growing breasts, that is how I started before I was able to accept and embrace myself. You could even add like 1mg estrogen into it

I don't believe you. But I saved what you said just in case. I'm not an egg or whatever it is people call those who they think are trans people in denial. Im just gay and insecure. I don't want to do anything I'll regret.

i just am grasping on to a fetish

this reads like bait.
>Get off of this site too, it will only confuse you further and it has such horrible warped ideas about this.
the entire trans community is full of mentally ill people. i happen to be mentally ill

you're staying here for a reason it seems...

>25mg bicalutamide 60mg raloxifene
be careful this might just turn you into a low test man
i don't think AA only should be reccomended

>low test man
Well yeah that was the aim since they said they're not trans and just want to be cuter. And besides the raloxifene prevents osteoporosis so there's nothing wrong with just AA with that. But I did say could do 1mg estrogen too

I'm talking from a place of having overcome my mental illnesses and now happy and fulfilled and I want to tell people that they can have that too

being deficient in test but not having e in your body could have some nasty side effects
i want to start hormones but i'm scared of fucking up or dying or getting a blood clot or something terrible happening

This is why I said raloxifene, do you even know what raloxifene is? It's a SERM so you do not have the side effects of having no sex hormones

>i want to start hormones but i'm scared of fucking up or dying or getting a blood clot or something terrible happening
You need to stop worrying and stop being paranoid. I get so frustrated when I can't get through to people that HRT is so safe and hypochondriacs feel terrified of self-medding thinking they need a doctor's supervision. Well for me I felt such agony that I did not care at all, I needed estrogen immediately, fuck what the doctors say

And you will not die from HRT come on. There are barely any risks, seriously

>i just am grasping on to a fetish
I've been aware I was bi since I was like 13. I've just been closeted and only dated girls as a result. I've kissed guys though and can say I prefer it.

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But is it even allowed to just take a little? Like shouldn't it only be given if you're transitioning? And can't it make your hair fall out and stuff. What affects would it cause if I only took a little?

I show symptoms of poor circulation and chest issues mostly on my left side. My legs and feet feel weird, my extremities are cold, and my chest feels weird and sometimes hurts. This shit is fucking SCARY. I need to make sure my slate is clean before I do anything.

I've only kissed guys. Felt intense.

To be fair I've only kissed one guy and multiple girls. But I defiantly have felt more chemistry with guys then girls.

No it's really not scary you're just a pussy and you don't want it enough and you're obviously not bothered enough otherwise that would be no obstacle to you

caroline or sue or whatever, you live in an apartment in riga, latvia. your email has the number 9 in it. I have everything needed to make you on some terrorist hitlist. Get the fuck off my board you pedophile son of a bitch.

Social reasons. It's amazing how differently people treat girls. Feels so fake.

It's scary if you think you have a heart or circulatory condition.
My plan was to get it checked out then consider starting, but good fucking luck finding a doctor right now for anything that isn't china beer flu

I'm not that person if you're talking about OP.

Try me bitch, I ain't scared of some incel.

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What are some ideas for cuter clothes to wear????

Yeah I'm thinking s/he is based!

Depends on your figure. Skinny jeans and tighter clothes are "safe"
I want to start wearing women's hoodies and jackets

UwU

What do you mean by "tighter clothes"

Depends, how feminine is your body right now? Would you be ok with using your clothes to showcase your figure or would you want to hide it?

Probably not. I'm sort of skinnyfat. And in general I have a vshaped body. I'm not super big but my shoulders are broader for my body.

>I'm not super big but my shoulders are broader for my body.
My shoulders are what give away my body as masculine. Do you think you'd look more fem if you lost weight?
I'm still experimenting with clothes for now. My biggest fear is my waistline getting wider if I feminize.

More fem? Not sure really. More cute? Probably yah. More attractive? Certainly. I'll probably have visible back muscles and specs though no matter what.

Worth doing it anyways then.
Are you trying to look like a girl or just more feminine? I'm not really that experienced with all of this

I'd say just more feminine. I'm not trans. I wouldn't mind being able to pass as a trap or crossdress. But I really just want to be cuter so more guys will like me.

>But I really just want to be cuter so more guys will like me.
Those are pretty realistic goals. I'm still not sure what clothes I want to get. I've worn baggy stuff all my life and now I realize I look fucking awful in baggy clothes
I'm terrified of getting fat. I wasted all of my skinny years

I'm 19 and I don't want to waste the time I have left I can try to be cute and hopefully get fucked.

>19
god i wish i didn't waste my youth so badly.
if you just want to be a Yas Forums looking twink go work out and eat better
grow out your hair, do some skincare

reading shit like this makes me believe the, what I thought were crackpot theories, about cultish tranny brainwashing behavior.
>You will be happy and everything will be perfect, just take these pills, do it now or it will be too late. Don't consult a professional just trust me. Do it NOW
Yeah you're fucked mate, and this is coming from someone who's confused and thinks he may be a tranny.

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That's probably what I'll do for the most part. Its just overwhelming. I need to pick better clothes too.
Discord trannies are absolutely real. Not sure if that was one of them or just a troll lmao.

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that ass looking kinda juicy doe
Good luck on your path user, hope things go well. Unless you're a degenerate.

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>I need to pick better clothes too.
i've started to really like tight hoodies and pants. my parents used to give me a lot of shit for buying anything that was too tight because they think it's a waste of money to buy clothes i'm going to grow out of cause i'm going to get fat when i get older

>Discord trannies are absolutely real. Not sure if that was one of them or just a troll lmao.
i assume anything posting that image would be a troll. discord trannies are insane though. literal fucking pedophiles around emotionally vulnerable people

Why is it inappropriate for a boy to expose much of his body?
I get so much strange looks from people when I'm wearing cut shirts and shorts it makes me feel like I am dressed in a wrong cloth , is this normal?
Should I worry about this or is it no big deal?

Oh god no, it's a genuine faggot. Fucking disgusting.

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Hmm tight hoodies don't seem to be my thing. Id rather have a loose bagy hoodie with tighter pants.
That's just how society is dude. It's becoming more acceptable but not by much. What do you mean by cut shirts? Crop tops?