She is a thot with no interest, child. You might just be terrible at reading intentions. Read The Autistic Spectrum Guide to Sexuality and Relationships by Emma Goodall.
Hello, my child. My name is Father Fren. Tell me what troubles you and I will provide the solution. Unironically
Oliver Watson
Leo Anderson
Read Men Are from Mars, Women Are from Venus by John Gray, child. It'll give you a broader perspective.
Robert Reyes
I am a pathetic loser. I want to be a respected badass. I am cowardly and dumb. I was an absolute fucktard as a teenager and early twenty something. I wasted whatever talents I have.
I am 25 now and ashamed of who I was 3 years ago. I currently have a job as a physics and maths teacher teaching sixth form (like junior and senior year of HS if you are American). I want to improve my life and be a man.
I am considering applying for the role of an officer in the army; education and development officer (I have the qualifications already) or engineering officer are my best bets. I train pull ups and lift weights every day with the hope of applying next year; I already meet the minimum strength requirements but I reckon that just passing the minimum won't be enough. The beep test is something I need to work on.
Is this a retarded macho fantasy or actually taking good steps to achieve a good goal?
Noah Wright
Nothing retarded about this, on paper.
Zachary Allen
You underestimate yourself child. No dumb idiot would be teaching sixth form and have not killed themselves after about ten seconds of that shit. Especially if it's an academy. Go forth like swole Jesus and get well medal'd up.
Jackson Anderson
I'm such a baka I don't even know what "sixth form" means...I've never even heard of "forms" any no nothing of math/sciences. You should be happy with your intelligence, many of us are just writhing in absolute stupidity
Wyatt Jackson
it seems that i dont get amy enjoyment oit of anything i try, im just tired of life at this point
Bentley Thomas
>Nothing retarded about this, on paper.
Should probably clarify then. I was a weak loser nerd at school. Didn't do a lot of sport. If you asked my schoolmates if I would join the army they would have laughed. Did quite well at school but behaved like a cunt.
I then proceeded to fuck up everything after the age of 18. Developed 'anxiety' because I am a weak faggot who couldn't deal with anything in the adult world. Had to live with my parents for a bit and transferred from a high tier uni to a middle ranking one (thank god they let me in). I managed to pass my degree with a 2:1 (decent grade in the UK) from a mediocre uni and was too scared to do anything. I was a virgin until 25 (very recently). Managed to land a paid teacher training program and I surprisingly did quite well and got a job a very good school with decent and focused kids.
I am lucky as fuck to be where I am considering how much I fucked up in my life. I want to prove to myself that I can conquer the shit weakness that I let hold me back. I trained some BJJ and some boxing with the gym for the last 3 years to try and toughen myself up.
Being an army officer seems like a role where I can put some skills to practise and a place where I can actually learn to be a man.
However, maybe I am kidding myself? The army website states that teacher training is advantageous for the specific role I'm looking at. Maybe they'll spot I'm a pussy the moment they take a loot at me.
After this coronavirus shit is over I'm going to walk into my local recruiting and careers army office with my cv and ask for information. No harm in trying I guess.
Landon King
I really am envious, I look at this and just see a foreign language that I'll never be able to understand. There's no shortcuts to this kind of thing, you have to grind from childhood well into adulthood to even get a handle on this stuff. The best thing I can do for the world now is grow fruit or something
Ayden Reed
I had a heart to heart conversation with 5 of my friends that my girlfriend talks to and 4/5 of them flat out expressed their disdain for me. We used to talk every day. She took them from me. She fucking took them from me man. She's gonna dump me and leave me with nothing. I'm not a chad. I'm a fucking loser with nothing, absolutely nothing.