I'd say I've been pretty consistent.
>11-23 y/o (present) - Depressed, want to die. Use vidya to cope and escape reality.
Before I was depressed, vidya was just a release. And the sad thing is, the longer I cope with vidya, the less effective it is.
I'd say I've been pretty consistent.
>11-23 y/o (present) - Depressed, want to die. Use vidya to cope and escape reality.
Before I was depressed, vidya was just a release. And the sad thing is, the longer I cope with vidya, the less effective it is.
my parents were in depts and we all got kicked out
>tomboy phase
>addicted to guild wars phase (15)
>wannabee haxxor phase (15)
>MGTOW tumblr trolling phase (16)
>anarcho capitalist phase (16-21)
>arch linux user superiority complex phase (17)
>/x/ trolling phase (18)
>league of legends addict phase (17-19)
>krav maga phase (21-22)
>fascist phase (22 +)
>normie with friends phase (22-23)
>makeup + skincare phase (23)
>stoner phase (23)
>depressed shut-in phase (24+)
> happy ADHD kid. Struggle to fit in after bullying in last scholl but everything got ok (10-12)
> still getting reclusive / self isolating somehow (13)
> self destructive / class clown / nostalgic phase (14-16, shit hit the fan in my family)
> edge lord violence / gore / gamer phase (16-17)
> completely gave up. shut in phase (18-19, showered once a week, drnk every second day and was a full loony)
> short weeb phase / getting into IT work and trying to fit in the stereotype (20)
> Muh very smarrtt, muh reading much philosophy boorks phase (20-21)
> Getting into college. Trying to fit in society again and emulating normie behaviour (22-23)
> doomer phase / beginning of ego death or something (24)
> empty inside. Memories feel artificially and strange like innjected. Nothing enjoyable.At least trying to finish up college. Life feels like being on death row (25, now)
That's okay, I forgive you. Be my mommy unoriginally.
thread is comfy. You guys sound very interesting to hang out with.
Why are you so depressed user? 3 years is a long fucking time. Was it something that triggered your depressive state?
>Be my mommy unoriginally.
If I had the qualifications then I would gladly.
>spongebob phase (beginning-end)
>spiderman phase (4-10)
>minecraft phase (10-12)
>source engine and griefer phase (12-forever nigga!)
>fag in denial phase (14-16)
>fag (17- burning in hell for all of eternity)
>warped and slipping into neetery (18-probably forever)
You drinking again tonight? If so cheers.