/drugfeel/

>a couple months ago
>took 400 mg benadryl
>didn't feel much so took 350 mg more after a few hours
>completely blacked out
>my family saw me and my dad forced me to go to the hospital
>medicine cabinet is now locked
I just want to trip again but there is nothing to take and I have no money

>find a single suboxone strip
>its still sealed in the foil
>pocket it right away
first, is someone dying because of me, and as an non-dependent alcoholic who drinks each night, is this safe for me to take, and will i feel anything from it? i have very little opioid experience, basically a half bottle of codeine cough medicine and some tylenol-3, both used very sparingly about 10 years ago.

i like feeling like a braindead retard but xanax alone is meh without weed unless in public, drinking a double shot coffee to balance being calm and alert tho while i play honkai impact

is it possible to achieve ego death with weed?

yeah, with no tolerance on a heavily loaded edible

yeah tbqh ive done it before
this may be drunk me speaking but in the weird months of my life where i smoked a gram a day i seriously did feel ego death

try different activities while high, i like watching anime and i feel like i've been isekai'd if i get high enough, also for the paranoia part, try drinking or taking benzo's with it

Weedfags will advertise weed as the cure for everything

im thinking about driving a few towns over, taking LSD and just wandering around all night.

i have no friends and ive never done lsd, think ill be ok?

You're better off at home, staring at pictures on /w/ while listening to spotify and going for random walks where your visual perspective is warped, going on nightwalks is awesome on acid, it feels like you're at a rave but no normies around but walk on a secluded street cause it can be kind of hard to navigate. At the end of it all, lie down, eyes closed and listen to binaural beats (they work incredibly on psychs)