Letter Thread

I'm dissipating the energy of it as a means to survive because it's an overwhelming impulse when I'm physically within the means.

Sure user
Now go kys robot

>I deeply recommend you a lemon balm tea to relax!
Lol

Are you going somewhere or do you want a baby?

>do you want a baby?
That an offer?

D,

i'm incredibly glad to have you, especially now. thank you so much for being there. can't wait until the next time we'll cuddle. i love you!

yours forever,
A

Mayhaps,
Perhaps you have a counter offer?

You mentioned physically within the means. For some reason my head went to "I'm about to be to old to raise, and I'm physically able to at this time"

No, I don't. Imagine another one of me.

No baby means:
> thousand of animals are saved

Baby hungry, big baby more hungry

> tons carbon unreleased
Baby farts so much

> thousands unspent
Baby need Prada

> Food unused
Baby love processed

> peoples justifications and expectations made perfect at that moment
You are in relationship
Going on a while
Age 34?
Mid life crisis age
Haven't found purpose yet or at least reached fullfillment
This could be "acceptable" proxy success as it fullfills needs of many including your own.
You are nearing the age it's too late to "successfully" carry to term

I'm just mouse detective so what do I know?

But if I'm right then I have a query.

You said it's a mistake. One mistake. If baby is a mistake then youve accepted it's not what you want. It'll settle things. Give directions. Purpose. By calling it a mistake you know already you will regret in some way. Maybe the baby holds potential for the future and others but also diminishes your own?

Pressure from folks/ partners folks

This is on my mind every hour of every day.

Are you schizoaffective?