What's stopping you from ending it all?

Nothing. Waiting for the impulse to make good on it. Method ready, affairs done, organ donation registered, letter of inventory and will done, everything sold off and accounts closed and all bridges burned. I am ready to die.

idk, personally I'm done, there's nothing I really want or can look forward to. I'm just gonna stick around for as long as some people need me but if I die tomorrow, who cares? There's nothing in this world that could really convince that I should devote my time time and energy towards it so why not try out another state of being

the fear of actually killing myself since i don't have a gun (if I had one many other people would be dead too) and I guess my dog

im waiting to see eva 3.0+1.0, after that it's fair game

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10 years ago i've moved from a eastern europe country to a western world, i've earned my financial status by giving up my sexual/relationship status since.

while i watched my friends get married, i became a workaholic and a souless person.

I made my parents happy and proud, and untill they live, i shall lie to them that i am a happy man. by the time i'll torn 45-50 they will be gone - and then i'll kill myself

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my dad would be traumatized, and after seeing what his siblings suicide did to him and my grandma, I can't bring myself to do that to them.

My mom spends money on my education and I can't waste it all away. She's the only important factor in my life right now so I wouldn't want to force her to waste even more money.

My girlfriend. She's one of the few people that make me happy, I'd most likely kill myself if we ever split

My mother has already had a painful life, I don't want to make it any worse for her.

My hatred for every faggot who fucked up my life that would still be alive if I did die. I'm not giving any of them the satisfaction of my end.