They are really good friend. I'm just too fucked up for them to be able to do anything so i don't want to waste their energy anymore. I feel this way not because they told me they could never they that but because i can see how my negativity is becoming more and more poisonous. I don't want them to end up like me. Maybe they have a chance at life so i try to deal with my broken brain alone.
Maybe i'll see a therapist so i can take pills and forget i exist.
Are there any anons out here with no friends? No people they can talk to regularly and can be open to...
Nicholas Long
Matthew Jenkins
Well, you do that i'm sure things will turn out fine for you.
Joshua White
>Is there anyone you're talking to recently?
A couple people, but usually nothing in-depth.
Literally almost everyone ditches me after a short while.
Ryder Green
Well so much for that, i ask the anons that added me to be patient and wait until the thread ends and i do hope you are like what is stated.
Why does everyone ditches you user? I am unsure of what makes me be like this unboundable person.
Austin Hernandez
>Why does everyone ditches you user? I am unsure of what makes me be like this unboundable person.
The thing about people who ditch you is that they don't tell you why they do it (or at least in my case they never do), they might suggest maybe talking some other time, or they might not suggest anything. Some people literally just never respond after a completely innocuous conversation that we both seemed to be engaged in.
Adrian Watson
user if you're not a girl people won't add you...
Lucas Wright
Well the last user i had a good time with told he felt anxious and he left though i wish he could elaborate, i'm afraid no one else has completely left me without me explicitly telling them to do so, if you're talking about irl most of the time it was just things just falling out after the need to see each other everyday vanished since i would be as comfortable with them as i was with any stranger, i never did had any close bounds with anyone. It might just be a case of them getting bored and having someone else in their lives to care enough to give you anything before leaving.
Well i hope not one of them thinks that, either way most people that add me aren't what i'm looking for.
Andrew Rogers
> i'm afraid no one else has completely left me without me explicitly telling them to do so, if you're talking about irl most of the time
I'm talking of both irl and online.
>Well i hope not one of them thinks that, either way most people that add me aren't what i'm looking for.
What are you looking for?
Luis Bennett
Yeah i never was close to anyone irl to have any sort of drama happening, it's been a long time.
I'm looking for someone like what the op describes, though i should not have added regularly, that would've been nicer. I'm do not want to be investing anything into someone only to get replaced later plus it is someone more like me.
Gavin Williams
>I'm looking for someone like what the op describes, though i should not have added regularly, that would've been nicer. I'm do not want to be investing anything into someone only to get replaced later plus it is someone more like me.
Okay, but why are you looking for such a person. Why would I add you?