you'll forget her evetually.
This is my first or second time on r9k
Charles Rogers
Gabriel Taylor
>somewhere along the way I become convinced that not only is she the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, not only the most beautiful girl in the world, but the most beautiful girl to ever exist (autistic, I know)
Sorry to hijack your hooker thread, but does anybody know how to cure this? I guess it's called oneitis or putting her on a pedestal?
I have it really bad for a girl at work. Really fucking bad. I think she is the most beautiful girl in the entire world for the entire history of the world. She is perfect in every way possible, a goddess. I love every single attribute about her.
I never found things like earlobes or fingers or elbows hot before, but with her, an ankle drives me wild. Crawling over 5 miles of broken glass to hear her fart through a walkie talkie? I unironically would, no joke.
I think about her all the time. I can't work any more, I just sit there thinking about her. Looking at her whenever I can. When she talks to me or smiles at me or even looks at me I feel alive. I feel such warmth in my heart and like I want to hold her in my arms so bad, not sex, just need to be next to her.
When she leaves work for the day I feel like I've been punched in the stomach. I can't stand not to be near her. Other women don't exist to me any more. I don't have any interest in porn. My mind just keeps going back to her whatever I'm doing.
It's so fucking dumb, I don't understand how/why feelings like this are possible. I never felt them before but it sucks. I can't stand it.
Michael Fisher
How does one broach the topic of bareback with an escort? Should I do it on the first appointment or should I wait for the second/third? How much on top of the base rate should I offer?
Zachary Reyes
pretty much everyone suffers from this at some point. you can either ask her out or move on to other women. eventually the infatuation will go away though. it does really suck though, I feel ya.
Nathaniel Martin
How long does it take to go away?
thanksoriginu
Camden Miller
Cunt if she will let you go bareback then she will let everyone go bareback, don't fucking do it unless you are ok with your dick falling off
Christopher Butler
>stew over things for a few days
>these itchy painful sores are not getting any better
>can hardly walk, move, work
>limp to a nearby urgent care
>the doc looks at it, cringes, and puts me on an IV
>he writes me 3 prescriptions saying that I'm infected and to come back the next day for more IV
>ask him what it is, he tells me it's likely genital herpes
>shit.
>been lifting consistently for 2 years but for the first time I have to take a couple weeks off because of this
>on more meds than I've ever been on in my life
>oh well at least pain is better than feeling nothing at all
>a few days later confusion and grief turns into regret and remorse, want her back
>message her through the hooker site a conciliatory message and a half-apology and other autistic ramblings, spend 30 minutes to an hour composing the message and making sure I come off sane
>hit send, "this user has blocked you"
>fly off the handle, scorched earth time
>text my "friend" from this hooker site who's a trusted member to help me spread the word that she's HSV 2 positive
>word gets back to her what I'm doing
>she sends me a bunch of nasty texts claiming that she couldn't be the one that gave it to me since her tests came back clean even though she was the only one I was seeing
Jose Baker
mine lasted maybe 3 or 4 years. I distinctly remember seeing her one day and all of a sudden the feelings were gone. I fucking celebrated lmao.