>On my 100th day of nofap, I celebrated by being productive: reading, writing a book, going extra hard on the gym, studying/practicing options trading, and among other things
>On my 101th day of nofap, I coomed actual ropes, with so much pressure that it was all over my screen and keyboard. It was thick and gooey, and couldn't help but watch it seep deep into my keyboard and the edges of my screen.
Can't believe I ended 100 day streak the NEXT day after. holy shit...
AMA
Did you get the crazy confidence gains
Wow a WHOLE book ?
what porn did you coom to?
Yes
Yes, and that was most likely by two things:
1) my horniness was insane, pretty much wanted to bang every girl at site. social gains improved.
2) i was horny, but i looked at myself in the mirror one day, stared at myself, then it hit me: "who the fuck wants to bang me?" the answer was no one. But instead of being a sadfuck, I saw it as an opportunity to improve as a whole, reading, writing, learning, going outside, etc. As I improved myself, I gained confidence in my ability, which made me some social gains, which made me more confident. it was basically a positive feedback loop.
that's the fucking thing man, I was so god damn excited and horny looking at that 100 day streak, the next day i just opened pornhub and had at least 10 different tabs open. man, it's quit disgusting how addiction can manifest. I had all kinds of tabs open, from spitting and spanking, to pissing, to deep anal, to asians, to czech lesbians, to more lesbians, etc etc etc
additionally, after cooming, i made a realization that it's quite scary (not sure if that's the right word) how easy it is to slip back to old habits, and it's scary how there's companies that deliberately design things so that you stay addicted.
how did you justify it before diving back in? What was going on through your mind?
man that's a great fucking question, appreciate you for asking that
through the journey to 100 days, i would sometimes think about porn. and that would lead to opening the browser, and that would lead to me typing pornhub.com, etc etc.
to beat that, I would have to physically leave my room and go outside, cook, read, write, text a friend ANYTHING to follow the process of cooming.
but after reaching 100 days, with all the gains I was making through self-improvement, I thought to myself, "i made it to 100, i could do that again, what would cooming be only one time compared to 100 days of not cooming"
naturally, I started thinking about porn, opened the browser, typed in pornhub. but i stopped myself once more, leaving the room, doing other things. This shit happened at least 20 times at the 101 days back. i couldn't help but touch my dick multiple times, rubbing and rubbing. dick was hard, saw a little precum then said "fuck it," opened pornhub, opened a shit ton of tabs, and coomed ropes.
"to beat that, I would have to physically leave my room and go outside, cook, read, write, text a friend ANYTHING to follow the process of cooming."
I meant to say ANYTHING NOT to follow the process of cooming.
simply put, the process was like a snowball effect. one thing led to the other thing.
>i opened the browser--might as well type in pornhub. "nah, i'm smarter than that."
>typed in pornhub--might as well press enter and browse. "nah, I'm smarter than that."
>browsing through pornhub--might as well touch my dick. "nah, I'm smarter than that."
>I'm already touch my dick, might as well grab the lotion--"nah, I'm smarter than that."
>Already edging, see a little precum--"that's pretty much like jerking off but giving yourself blueballs, might as well finish."
after that, it was game over.
not sure if you're being sarcastic, but i'll answer anyway.
Not a whole book, but an outline and first draft. turns out i'm more of a "pantser" and i like writing as I feel like it, rather than having some sort of outline. it was fun learning what kind of writer i am.
scary shit honestly. I have a piece of paper that says "remember why you're doing this" above my computer screen that really helps me out when I'm feeling the weakness creep in
you seem like a dumbass
don't reply I don't give a shit what your dismissive reaction to this post will be
agreed. I have a similar thing on my wall, and every time i feel like cooming or watching porn, i would glance at it and then not coom or watch porn. the addiction is crazy, and the amount of rationalization and excuses the mind makes to justify an addiction is powerful--i'm beginning that's the reason why a lot of people fail at many things.
The Power of Habit, by Charles duhigg is must read for deconstructing vices and forming new habits.
god these threads are fucking cringey
>Reading
What did you read?
have a good rest of your day user :)
Day 2 coomer here
Did you make any hair gains? Thicker, fuller etc.
are you actually such a fucking retarded dipshit you think not fapping will make you grow hair? Holy shit you guys are 100% delusional.
Post body
>nofap increases test
>roidmonkeys notice facial hair growth
You're the nigger here
cope harder, not touching your dink isn't going to fix your pathetic lifes or give you magical cringe powers. It's pathetic how much of a big deal you guys make it out to be.
post nose
>do a week of nofap
>hook up with girl at a bar
>go home
>fool around
>she unzips my pants and starts sucking
>come within literally 10 seconds
>"haha what was that????"
>try to save it by fingering her but she won't let me take her pants off
>"i need to go now"
lot's of stuff, but I will tell you the stuff that was formative to me
>fmfm1 warfighting (ironically, military field manuals are the only self-help books a person needs, a person with sub 100 IQ can understand this), fmfm1-1 campaigning, steve jobs, the last lecture (pretty bluepill, but insightful), common sense on mutual fonds (not worth a read a blog post will suffice, but it did get me into investing, particulary options trading though), the lessons of history, brave new world (ruling the world through addiction--the world we live in now), the path to power, the rational male (inb4 muh pua), antifragile, ender's game (inb4 faggot), red rising, the compound effect, the millionaire next door (ironically, it made me realize that money is for pussies and for those who want to get rich old instead of getting rich young)
not a book but podcast/twitter storm, but it's been extremely helpful for my judgement, naval's how to get rich without getting lucky, it's clickbaity, but honestly this is pretty amazing
no--didn't notice a growth/thickness of hair
despite his baits, i have to agree with this guy here, if you're doing nofap simply because it will give you "superpowers," you're going to be disappointed. these superpowers are gained through hardwork and intelligent use of judgement
have you ever noticed if during your streak you felt any improvements to energy or health, not mental?
yes, and I'm sure it was caused by the lowerance of prolactin. however, this could be conflated because I do lift weights. Mental fog does go away, especially so if you are a coomer who coomes at least 1-2 times a day, everyday. Honestly, the disappearance of mental fog is great. Additionally, when I unfortunately came on my 101th streak, i expect the mental fog to comeback--it didn't--so I theorize that if you coom too many times in a day everyday, you will be in a perpetual loop of mental fog, and that if you don't coom for X amount of days, the "strength" of mental fog decreases. I repeat, i did not get mental fog after cooming on my 101th day, I still feel great, despite cooming once, however, I do think that if i were to continue cooming, the strength of mental fog will come back.
I was 25 days in to nofap (started it by accident, jus stopped watching porn and then teh fapping stopped)
aand... i was being teased by some girls and i guess i liked it.
I went to pornhub and looked for "Nofap challenges" and stuff, and i survived pretty easy..
But I wanted more, so i went to /gif/ and welll, i fuckin, I didnt touch my dick ONCE and i came buckets after my dick just got one kegel pulse after another rushing 110% of my blood capacity in there.
Did I just ruin my nofap streak?
Do streaks even matter?
I havent intentnionally looked at porn in 25 days, i got insane head rushes from what I was looking at.. I know it's unhealthy.
What the fuck do i do?
I dont care about being nofap day 500, I'm more interested in semen retention, possible hair loss and motivating me in other aspects of my life.
I'm 100 minutes in, Am i going to make it?