Need help I’m dying

been a poly drug user all my life. started with weed as a teenager, been an alcoholic and quit through heroin then quit that through crack and quit crack now I’m a meth head been doing meth for over a decade. chain smoker as well. I was in a gang but I went pc and now I’m out and back on the pint but trying to quit as Im dying now

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just stop using lol

this is a fitness board not a fucking drug rehab clinic

Btw I’m trans.

Is meth beneficial for physical and mental gains?

I’m dying

I get shooting pains in my back from when I stop and wake up screaming in a puddle of my sweat, I also hav

You didn't quit anything. You just kept swapping out your addiction for harder drugs. You upgraded your cancer. Good job retard. Have fun in the afterlife.

rude

What kind of help do you need?

my heart is failing im dying and i have terrible insomnia

Yes, but how can I help you?

God I miss twirling the pipe and getting monster hits. Fuck off retard meth heads this is a fitness board.

so go to /die/ not Yas Forums
find some hard and punishing work and throw yourself into that meat grinder instead of this gay drug shit
and then use the money to pay for therapy

Oh sorry i should lick his ass clean because he made a choice to do harmful drugs all his life. Grow up.

how do I into /die/

I have committed sins that god can not forgive. I have committed murder, rape and have done jail time for it. i am now dying but I don’t want to die. I must tap into gods strength I must live

*prison

green text the murder

What are you on about? Put the crack pipe down for a sec and make an actual effort to change.

I’ve been to rehab to quit meth 5 times, I’ve relapsed every time. I’ve picked up drinking again but not to the level I’ve had before. My doctor gives me muscle relaxants but they don’t help, I might start doing pills again cause this pain is unbearable.

That's not an answer

>I went pc
what is pc

been in 3 car accidents and a motorcycle accident, hit my head on concrete didn’t have a helmet and fucked my back while high on crack and angeldust i have cte symptoms but I’m not sure if it’s the drug abuse which will disappear if I quit.
as a career criminal I’ve had a lot of fun but the party eventually ends

Identify what is causing the suffering. Did some kind of event happend in your life that resulted in your spiral to self destruction? Molestation? Divorce?

I was a car mechanic but because of this epidemic I now don’t have a job and can’t pay for my fix, I’ve been up for 5 days falling asleep and waking up screaming in a pool of my own sweat , I’m starting to hallucinate and hear voices

I was molested but he was killed by a somebody and tortured when he got released for money he owed

This is bait from some lunatic from /x please let this shit die so I can get back to arguing about wrists and muscle women.

>I'm dying
>But it hurts so I'll keep taking the drugs that are making me die

If you're not prepared to suffer you're not gonna make it.

Have you tried nofap?

This

kek

What is that?