Sobering Up

Currently detoxifying myself of the following:

>SSRI's
>Opiates
>Benzos
>Caffeine
>Nicotine
>Alcohol
>Cannabis
>Masturbation

These were my vices. I am excited to see what kind of person I really am beneath the degeneracy.

Share your struggles and input here folks.

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I feel like with a myriad it would be easier, maybe. But Ive only got one real vice, which is masturbation, which I beat and then now continue to struggle with because of covid. Fuck this made up shit

Stay strong, user.
I myself finally kicked Heroin, after a year of trying, a couple of months ago.
The best feeling in the world is when someone you know cant stop talking about how good you look, how much more 'with it' you are, how much funnier and eloquent you are.
Plus your testosterone will bounce back like crazy allowing you to finally move beyond your opiate created plateau.
Staying clean is worth it man. Good luck.

Hot pic, good luck

That is the most disgusting spine I've ever seen

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You haven't looked at any woman's back user.

>that pic
Damn. I had a view so similar so not long ago. Normally those kind of pics look like some dumbass normalfag fantasy that will never come close to happening and although I can't get laid for shit right now camping with a hot ass blonde not only happened but it was completely effortless. Just came to me on it's own.

Also I went to rehab. Dont have any tips, you wouldnt listen and I still get drunk all the time anyways, just have managed to not fuck everything up in the process since then. I guess the number 1 golden rule is dont drink or get high on your own. If you're gonna relapse at least do it with someone else. Doing drugs alone is the worst possible cope and a surefire way to ruin your life.

Buspirone 5 (x3)

Buspirone 5 (x3)/ Paroxetine 20

Paroxetine 20

Escitalopram 10

Escitalopram 20

Duloxetine 30

Duloxetine 60

Duloxetine 120

Duloxetine 120 / bupropion xr 150

Duloxetine 120/ bupropion xr 300

Bupropion xr 300

Duloxetine 30

No medicine

Duloxetine 30

Fluoxetine 20

Duloxetine 30

Haldol 10

Haldol 10 / Propranolol 10 (x3)

Quetiapine 50 mg (x3)

Haldol 10 / Olanzapine 15 / Thorazine shots

Haldol 10/ Olanzapine 15/ Thorazine shots
/ Ativan 1 mg

Celexa 20 / Quetiapine 50 (x3)

Celexa 20/ Olanzapine 15 / Propranolol 10 (x3) / Hydroxyzine 50 (x3)/ Valproic Acid 1500

Celexa 20/ Propranolol 10 (x3)/ Valproic acid 1500

Celexa 20/ Valproic Acid 1500 /

Lamotrigine 25

Celexa 20/ Buproprion 150 xr

Celexa 20/ Buproprion 150 xr / aripiprazole 10

Celexa 20/ Buproprion 150 xr

Desvenlafaxine 50/ Buproprion 150 xr

Desvenlafaxine 50/ Cariprazine .5

Desvenlafaxine 50/ Cariprazine 1

Desvenlafaxine 50

Off meds 2 weeks

Pramiprexole .125 titrated to .5 mg over 2 weeks

Pramiprexole . 5 mg/ methylphenidate er 27

Tests done

Full physical x5 (blood work)

Testosterone/ sex hormones x 1

Liver function x 3

Thyroid x 3

Lead levels (24 urine ) x 1

Head scan for lesions / tumors x 2

This is all the shit they tried on me , and now I’m completely off it all . You got this .

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kek

I'm amazed you'd willingly put this much shit in your own fucking body.
Did you think after the first couple chemicals "the next'll work" and free dopamine hits that it'd all get better?
I'm proud of you guys for kicking it, at least you OP, but Jesus Christ why did it take you so long to look in the mirror and see that all this shit isn't doing anything for you?

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Started at age 14 , I wasn’t really consenting to it . You get hooked on it early and the withdrawals suck really bad . And people tell you to stay on your meds , doctors too . It’s basically a racket . Easy to judge from your position but that’s how the psychiatry racket goes for many out there . It’s pretty depressing .

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Well you're a retard for trusting drugs anyway

You aren't going to stop masturbating while you still have porn like that saved to your computer

The problem is that there are genuine schizos who will cease to function due to hearing voices and having delusions, thus leading them to go live under the nearest bridge.

If someone isn't really that ill, then no biggy kicking it.

I HAVE NEVER SEEN A VAGINA

reminder that 2x as many women than men have reproduced throughout history.

been called a schizo all my life for being a funny guy and trying to make the voices laugh and never took meds despite family and friends pleading for me to see a shrink, I learned early on that they did next to nothing when anger management counselling did nothing for me when I was a middle schooler

I'm sorry you got hooked on that shit, promise me you stay off of it

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All of those things exept self pleasure are good to detox from!
Good luck!

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There is another way user

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I tried the bull diet once... never again

where do I meet an /out/ girl

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AHHHHHHHHHH
DELET THIS
REEEEEEEEEE SOMEONE LOVE ME

Thought pic related was a dick what has this site done to me

God you just know she spent all night farting, filling the tent with hot gas

I went cold turkey on benzos 2 years ago. I didn’t get seizures. It did absolutely suck for like 2 months but in a weird way it almost felt good. I also quit nicotine, caffeine, and alcohol. Glad to see you do this, OP. It’s probably the most important thing I ever did.

Ive stopped cigs, weed, caffeine, fapping and now have a healthy bedtime routine. Bed at 10pm wake up at 6am.

I thought id feel different but i dont. At all.

wtf man

What is it with white people and antidepressants lmao get a grip peckerwood

>I am excited to see what kind of person I really am beneath the degeneracy.
There is nothing 'under'. We are nothing but an organization of habits. You are now at a crucial time, when you get to cultivate new habits. Do it well now, and you'll be better for years ahead for it.

>we are nothing but an organization of habits
what a sad reality that is