I think i fucked up, broke up with girlfriend prior to quarantine...

i think i fucked up, broke up with girlfriend prior to quarantine, didn't want to masturbate so I had the worst blue balls, ended up edging like crazy. woke up the next day with testicular pain (left testicle), after like a week still pain, went to the doctor, told me to do an ecography checkup, apparently I have a varicocele (blood can't be stopped from going back to the scrotum between heartbeats). Now I can't have sex without feeling tremendous pain, to the point where it's not even worth it. Left testicle is starting to shrink (testicular atrophy) which may lead to infertility and low testosterone levels. The only viable option is to do an operation where they close the veins with some pieces of metal or they close them by heating them and letting them heal for a couple of weeks. Which seems fucking stupid in my opinion. Does anyone here have any experience with this? Can I deal with this without having to do let a surgeon fuck around with my balls? PS it's still grade 1 I don't want to know how bad it will get in grade 3.

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Get that shit fixed asap user. Now you have an actual excuse to shoot test.

You dumb son of a bitch
just go to see a doctor about it

wait what the fuck, you're scaring me. I told the doc I will give it some time. I don't want to do an operation on my balls.

so nofap is bad for you?

holly fuck i did, he wants me to do an operation.
I think it has more to do with edging than nofap.

Yes this is a great question and one of our resident heart especialists will give you a viable answer soon

Take the op before you literally lose a testicle. The longer you wait the more damage will be done. I know it sounds silly but the fate of your ball(s) resides on this.

This is a good example of why not to masturbate. Cumming is literally only supposed to be for reproduction. If you want to be a prime human, that is. Now that op's scrotum, prostate and reward system is so conditioned to endlessly orgasm for pleasure, over and over again, he couldn't go without doing so cause the whole thing might as well be a tumor it's so overgrown unnecessarily. Protip, don't fucking coom. Be interesting and have a life instead. No offense op, hope your nuts sort themselves out and you stop abusing your own body.

>Now I can't have sex without feeling tremendous pain, to the point where it's not even worth it
HATEFUCK OP

Have you nut since? You're going to have to masturbate and nut, get your blood flowing again. And how do you know its causing atrophy, low testosterone levels, and infertility?

t. resident heart E-specialist

nice reading comprehension retard

Had this done 5 years ago.
Helped a bit but not too much, it still hurts sometimes but not nearly as often as before.

Still, my left ball has shrinked to the point of no return. I also had only 420 of test last time I checked.

just did today in the morning, felt tremendous pain. Still feeling a little bit of pain since. should I just go with the operation? There is a small lump in my left side. The echography said that the size is normal but it's just because it was normal at the time, the problem is it keeps shrinking and getting back to normal size from time to time.

holly fuck so I need to get this done as soon as possible. How old are you? And what grade was it at the time of operation?

>edging
you deserve this

didn't really edge on purpose, I just didn't want to masturbate. wasn't watching porn or touching my duck bro.

It's going to hurt when you nut the first time after blue balls develop. It should stop hurting as the day goes on. Sounds like you have an issue that's not related to blue balls though. Blue balls is semen being stuck in your ball pipes causing pressure. What you have is a blood related problem. Doesnt make sense to me

I have the same and my doctor said that i should operate if it hurts me

i assumed by edging you meant masturbating and stopping right before orgasm. my mistake.

this is what I got from the checkup. apparently those large wholes are not normal.

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Maybe you had underlying issues which were just exacerbated

I was 25 at the time and damage was long done to my left nut.
I'm heading to boomerhood next month.
By the way, I use to be fat between 18 and 24.
The surgery was an embolization to put 4-5 tiny springs in veins.

Did you tear your nuts?

how did you get this condition?

what are the symptoms exactly, just pain?

you'll need to get it fixed if you want to have kids. It raises the temperature of your balls just enough that sperm die.

This is a blue board young man

OP seething

lol god hit you in the balls

>edging
Your nutsack was hit by the Almighty you pedo

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Yeah, I had one from the time I was like 11 until I had surgery at 15 or so. My left testicle is significantly smaller than the right. Shoulda had the surgery earlier. Get it done sooner rather than later. You're going to be on very light duty for a month or two. If you don't you can form a hydrocele then they've gotta open your sac up to drain it. Don't let that happen.

Only issue I have now besides the tiny nut is that the left side of my hades cummerbund is kinda goofed up where they had to spread the muscles to get in and clamp shit off. rip

Kinda wanna see OPs balls and see how disfigured they are.