The feel bar is open user, what's bothering you ?

The feel bar is open user, what's bothering you ?

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i have all the equipment i need

but without social interactions i am not motivated to workout.

>I need other people to motivate me instead of motivating or disciplining myself
What a weak faggot

Is Yas Forums not enough ? You should get a puppy if animal shelters are still open near you

My family has held me back every step of the way in my life and the dumpster fire rages on with more intensity week by week. I'm moving out July or August but making it until then is killing me.

When will it end bros?
When will the fats die out?
When will these retards realize they cant complain on social media for their entire lives?
I Just want a real world to live in, not this circus.

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I just want to see all my kings out there getting yoked and jacked, and Carona Chan came in here and is trying to cuck gains from people

Been smoking a lot of weed recently. Was clean all of January, picked it up again February and up to now. Three or four joints each day. Now spring is out and I wanted to start running again. Managed 2.15k out before walking back to my apt. Been hacking since, some sort of smoking runner's cough.
I need to take better care of myself. Played a lot of squash before this stupid Covid (and had a 24min 5k before winter) but being idle for a month has taken a toll.
31 6'1" 185lbs

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I hate the movie Joker. Not necessarily it’s fault but I feel like it inspired an autistic move by me. I was invited out for the first time in ages by my friends, and we ended up at some guys flat and everyone was smoking weed. I was really nervous and just went with it, and it hit me hard and I felt like my brain was full of cement and it was hard for me to form thoughts and react in time. I was daydreaming a bit and then snapped back when I realised everyone was staring at me, and one guy just said “brooo” in a really concerned voice. I asked what and apparently id been muttering shit like “and you see it’s so crazy because.... the niggers the niggers the niggers... and you look out there and I’m just like wow!” and I thought I was just thinking that because I was thinking of shitposting here. In response to this I thought I could play it off as me doing an ironic parody of racists here even though none of them browse here, and literally did the most pathetic joker laugh in between coughs and said “I hate women and fuck nig- the black- I don’t really you know it’s just crazy!” and laughed again. I’ve literally replayed the scene a million times in my head and it’s so fucking cringey. I felt like I was literally melting, the tension and embarrassment was like physical blocking and attacking my brain. I tried to leave and kept tripping up over shit on the floor and people, (there was also a black guy there who I almost stood on) and they decided I couldn’t get home alone and argued about letting me stay in the flat. Eventually they let me and I just sat there in silence while they ignored me. I fell asleep and tried to sneak out in the morning and they all saw me and just ignored me. I’m just cutting contact with them all.

Ah... who cares...

>doing great on right track, finally have a routine going
>managed to get a part time job right before everything closed and quarantine, at pet shop so considered essential
>shit pay but haven’t worked in a full year and it’s temporary until I get into my field
>first job I’ve had where I like what I’m doing (animals are a big passion of mine), and where I get along great with all my coworkers. No favoritism by management and everyone’s chill
>a month in and I have to take part in a conference with the district manager
>assume it’s because after closing the day before some meth head threatened me and the assistant manager for not re opening the store for him
>call has that assistant manager, the other cashier I closed with, and like 15 people from other locations
>we all get furloughed for the next 2-4 months because the company is losing money with this social distancing shit. Told that day was my last shift until they say I can come back
>feel super bummed out
>get drunk, go off diet eat like shit
>every time I feel low and shitty I remember my ex
>completely understand it’s some simp beta shit, my brain remembers her as a source of comfort and dopamine release to put it into autist terms
>stalk her Instagram anyways, despite recognizing exactly what I’m doing and that nothing good can possibly come of it other than ending up being a stupid faggot
>she’s nicknamed her new bf the same thing she nicknamed me
>feel even more bummed out
>force myself to workout an hour ago
>do dips, pull-ups, chin-ups and 30 minutes cardio
>feel a little better

dunno but remember what evangelion taught us : escapism is never a solution

I just had a big argument with my parents.I told them that I would have prefered that they were dead because I could live peacefully.Now my mother is crying and my dad thinks I’m a psycho.
The argument started because I mentioned something about me getting hit severely by them when I was a kid because I have slight ADHD and Asperger’s.Now I don’t know what to do.

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yea so vegeta is weak? nah he's the strongest. you faggot.
i need real people. i'm not a robot incel like you guys.

Age?

I care. Seriously user tell me, nothing to lose.

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>lost 66kg
>4kg until I hit my goal weight
>0 motivation to continue exercising, it's not hard, it just began to extremely bore me
>weightloss stalls

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You can do it !

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My dad, the strongest man I know, got corona hard about a month ago. He's a healthy dude, doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, runs a lot. He spent two weeks in an artificial coma in march. Thankfully he beats the virus and this week he was awakened and he's now slowly recovering his strength. He called me today, it's been about a month since I heard him. His voice was unrecognizable. I couldn't tell if it was breaking due to having not talked or drank anything for three weeks or because he was crying while talking to me. My earliest memory was probably when I was about three or four and I never saw my dad cry, not even when his father passed away. I've been told the medicine used to put him in a coma are still not fully out of his body and that he'll be clean around monday but I don't know how much of that I can chalk up to chemical. I'm still glad he made it and I'm sure that in a month top he'll be pestering me about buying him some paint because he will want to repaint the whole house. Still, it's not easy.

Also I haven't been able to go to the gym all month, the instant the quarantine is lifted I'll buy a proper pull-up and dips station.

I’m fucking near-sighted, babyfaced and asthmatic. Nerd bitch genes. At best I might be healthy, maybe even relatively fit, but I’ll never have a truly athletic appearance. I don’t think women will ever really respect me.

Lift for yourself. The pain will motivate you to continue because if you quit, it will all be for nothing.

My two best friends (we've known eachother from childhood), a girl and a guy, are in a couple together. She (the gf) often tells me about her problems, we talk a lot, and I'm my bro (the bf) best friend, he would place his life in my hands, and so would I.
First problem : I fell in love with my female friend. Yeah it's dumb, but there's nothing I can do, so I just suffer in silence.
Second problem : their couple is failing, she told me he needed to change quick or else it would be over.
I'm caught in a crossfire, because I wnat to be with her, but I don't want to let down my bro.
But if she quits him, I'm gonna take my chance.
Any advice on my situations my dudes ? I'm really struggling to do the right thing, I don't even know if I should do the right thing.

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Dante made betrayal the 9th circle of hell for a reason.

Do not betray men at large, nor the particular men of you and you friend.

but it wouldn't really be betrayal if I ask her out after she leave him ? Also The Divine comedy is damn good but a complete fanfiction.

>addicted to porn
>living with parents at 27
>in debt but not too bad
>kinda not moving forward with life in general
>gyno
>no gf (never really had one except ldr)
sigh

Bitches come and go.

If you betray your friend and date this hoe, you'll realize just how similar she is to every other girl ever and regret losing a guy friend.

I know you won't listen though. And I know she'll dump you too because you're a faggot web. Yeah that makes pussy gush, huh?

i went to the gym and made slow gains for a month
they were good, solid gains, slowly made, nothing taken too fast
then the gyms shut
i am now drinking alone again, massive-ish amounts of alcohol most nights, because i can't be arsed with just cardio and i don't have the effort for it
there is no reason inside me to try hard anymore
no reason to keep to a good bulking diet to make gains, i am not lifting
these are my feels

I knew her for 10 years. also I keep this hobby private.

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Don't do it user, it won't end well

any reason I shouldn't just suicide cut to auschwitz mode and then clean bulk as long as possible once everything opens up again?

But if I don't try and do nothing I'll live with the regret of what could have been.

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Play the middle ground. But do. Not. Pursue her.

Still in high school huh?

Whatever, betray your guy friends for pussy. See how far that gets you in life.

You have to apologize user. That's fucked.

I'm studying for my admission test to the university for 3 daily hours and I feel like it's not enough, the idea of not getting in scares me a lot to the point its affecting my gains.
What do you think bros, is my study time enough? Or shall I sacrifice my physical gains in order to increase my mental ones?

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I can't do this any longer, going to ask the girl I'm seeing to move in and quarantine with me, wish me luck

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I'm a first year uni student, so not far
I don't know if you've ever felt burning passion compelling you to do something or else you'll never be able to ever do it, but it's hard. In my heart of hearts I know you're right, but I feel I'm gonna do it anyway and fuck it all up, just so I don't regret not doing it. Thx for reading my blog post

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just be honest next time.. “oh sorry im just retarded” problem solved

No you won't

Women are practically clones of each other but with different flavors. You really need to get out there and date around if you really put this girl on a pedestal this much.

It will sound sexist but the only really unique people you'll meet in life are men and lesbians

After you break up with her, you'll be down a gf and a bro.

Stop being a fucking dick to your parents and take some responsibility for your life. Lashing out at people is a BITCH move!

>In my heart of hearts I know you're right, but I feel I'm gonna do it anyway and fuck it all up, just so I don't regret not doing it. Thx for reading my blog post

Get your testosterone checked out if this is how you talk. No wonder your friend got her first. You're the beta in the group

Thanks user, I know that's a good advice, but I have this stomach feeling I may do it anyway. I'll think of you and try not to fuck up.
I'm a retarded ESL that learned english through shitty novels

This is such a cliche. Nice guy is the emotional tampon of a female friend, she complains about her boyfriend, and then he thinks he has a chance with her.

No you don't. This situation is a meme for a reason.

Here is the thing.

If you are truly set on asking this girl out, after she dumps your bro, you need to talk to him first. Have a serious discussion about your feelings on it, and be honest with everything to him. Be prepared for him to say he isn't cool with it and respect it as well. True bros are hard to find, but girlfriends come and go. If he is fine with it, then by all means go for it, but if he isn't, you need to treat it as if she broke up with you, at least for a long time.

If you just go up and ask her out, its going to look like you have been sabotaging their relationship intentionally from the beginning, and both of them will fucking hate you for it.

I grew up with a lot of anger issues leading to many problems and lifting was the only thing that got me to cool down and recently its been back and today I got into an argument with my girlfriend and I punched the wall right next to her and the entire right side of my hand is bruising and im scared of hurting her bros

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The only good advice so far. If this guy refuses to do this, he is genuine scum

I just went through over a year of being a cripple. I had severe carpal tunnel in my right hand, patellofemoral syndrome in both my knees, some kind of inflammatory arthritis, ulnar entrapment. I couldn't walk without a cane, every finger in my joint hurt so much I couldn't type, driving hurt when I gripped the steering wheel and worked the gas pedals, I had to go to physical therapy and get surgery.

The surgery worked on my carpal tunnel (albeit with pillar pain). My knees got better (although i still have to roll them). My arthritis is clearing up and I actually could play a video game again with some pain instead of excruciating pain. Things are getting better. My weight has taken a nosedive though. I gained almost 30 lbs in that time. I feel like it's time to start giving a shit about my weight again but I'm so depressed. I signed up for a rec center and went swimming thinking it would be better for my joints but the ulnar entrapment made it so painful that I couldn't do it.

How do I get my mojo back?

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Yes. it is. You never date your best friends ex. Fucking never, that's a dick move.

In February everything was going great.
Gains coming in, started dating a girl, classes in uni going well.
I had to move back to my hometown in March because of rona. Girl stayed at uni, I’m moving back in May, but idk what’s going to happen because we stopped talking as much and she takes a long ass time to respond to my messages.
Normally this retarded shit would affect me but now I have no gym to go to to make myself feel good and I can’t meet any new girls for god knows how long. FUCK

I've been on this website since March 2009. So many of my years have been wasted here. Now it's the only site I ever use. I think I'm going to take some drastic measures and finally quit. Anyone want my 7GB Yas Forums folder?

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I'm conscious of it. I'm just denying reality and coping. What are you gonna do ?
Well thsi subject came up some time ago, he told me I should try to ask her out if he was forced to live far away, joined the army, etc he would be fine with it. But I'll do what you said, thanks user.

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*wouldnt

yeah me, send a mega link based oldfag

> what's bothering you?
Being an utterly below average manlet.
I feel like I’m missing out on life

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Life is well, but it feels empty still. I miss many people and I hope they miss me. I'll dump some feels stuff.

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I has just dug myself out of a hole before the lock down but I'm back in it now. I managed to get so busy that I forgot about all that horny and lonely stuff. I've been doing daily workouts at home but they're not helping.

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i quit smoking weed almost everyday last year around december, decided to get my shit together and learn to day trade crypto, unfortunately it took up so much time that i stopped working out and havent worked out in 4 months, initially i made money too but this week was a bad week and im net negative again, i can probably crawl my way back up but this has happend before and it will take a while. I dropped out as well to do this. Now though i essentially have a job, and even though its unstable as fuck, i could lose everything in a single say.( thankfully was in tether in the 50% bitcoin corona dump), and am net negative, its still comfy and i enjoy doing it and working when u want with no boss man. Problem is now i have 0 motivation, still havent worked out, eat like shit, lost all my gains, look like shit, barely even eat if at all just one burrito a day. I feel lost and empty, with barely any energy to get out of bed, my days consist of tradinf and then just cooming waiting for trades to play out. Its sort of like i have a job and am now aimlessly wandering around, i stay home all day regardless of quarentine, and i even have a home gym so 0 excuses. I just dont know anymore, maybe its stress again for being in the negatives finance wise? But even when i was making money i still felt this sense of emptyness. Maybe i need a girlfriend? I just dont know anymore. The instability seriously makes me consider just going to best buy, getting the best camera i can, then becoming a cam model some times, Also the stress had made it so ive basically replaced my weed habit with alcohol now, both to cope with losses and celebrate gains, im just a degenerate mess who hasnt showered in a week with no fucking clue what im doing
just turned 20 a week ago
aaaaaaaaaaaaa

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WHAT HAVE MY EYES SEEN

Hope u will get over this shit soon

I'm a working expert in the field of fitness and nutrition and I keep screaming at people to ask me for free advice but they're all pussies that would rather play videogames for 10 hours and that fucks with me

nice. I'll take good care of it. Consider it your legacy. I'll remember you every time I'll post a file from your folder.

>read that post in 2016, knew it was true
>now in 2020 I'm still in basically the same place

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I'm really thinking of ending it all right now. I know I'm too afraid, and that I won't do it, but I would really like to stop feeling that desire to just put a bullet in my head.

been friends w this girl for 4 year
>met her when she had a bf
>from what I observed, she never even humored let alone cheated on him while they were together
>they broke up two years ago and she’s been single since
>we ended up hooking up 3 times and shits getting weird on both ends
>only thing that holds me back is that she fucked a married man, while knowing he was married

I hate the fact that I had a toxic karmic relationship with my ex. I’m always looking for red flags when they might not even be there.

That being said, is her having sex with a married man a major red flag? Girls would run away if they found out about half of the shit I’ve done, so I try to be understanding.

If I accept it and walk away, will pic related happen ?

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I'm going insane because my work won't let me go in. Despite being a 'key worker' they are trying to protect specialist roles and I'm working one a day a week and it's fucking unbearable staying at home despite having a home gym. I never thought I'd want to go to work so much

I want to do roids but I’m worried about my mom’s reaction. She always said she would be so disappointed in me if I did then but I’ve been working out for over 12 years now natty and I just want to keep improving. It seems vain, I should be happy with my natural limit and just train for health and longevity but a large part of me still wants more. Any /fraud/s in the house tonight?

I appreciate that, user. My autistically organized Yas Forums folder is the only precious thing I really own in this world.

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it's a fucked up thing to do but she seemed to be extremely loyal to her ex, and that's a good quality. It could have been a mistake that she's learned from. Maybe ask her how she feels about it?

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Even if we've spent hundreds of thousands of manhours in this cesspool it's still the source of valuable memories. We've shared incredible experiences and meaningful exchanges. How meaningless it seems in the broader scheme of things doesn't invalidate the experiences themselves.

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Well it will be a testimony of your passage on this site. Maybe I will pass it over to another user in a long time. Who knows ? Thank you for this

I don't know user, would you like to find out?

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I had a dream of a girl I had a crush on and haven't seen for nearly two years. I was in church, and for some reason she was there too, I was going to go sit with some hot chick, but here this girl was. You think you're over something, but that shit just keeps coming back. I was too much of a wimp to ask her out when I knew her despite her clearly being into me, but honestly I think I'm pretty different now and I hope I run into her again, assuming she's still around.

Girls aside, my faith is hurting a bit right now. Want to break the stagnation of my life as well, but this lockdown shit isn't helping at all. Motivation for getting shit done is pretty low

On the bright side, I think I've worked out the most consistently this week than I have in a long time

well the congratualtion ending hit me fucking hard, because I relate to it in a lot of ways

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fuck bros, life is not hard but I'm too weak..
I'm 18, I had no job for 1y and 3m, because I had to deal with depression that came from losing a job and having my first gr cheat on me.
I wasted 6 months doing nothing.
but then I wanted to change, and I did.
I started lifting and gained +10kg, I'm pretty happy with the results

right now I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule and generally improve my productivity by improving my time management.
all while teaching myself web development and new skills

but recently my productivity absolutely plummeted and for 1-2months I haven't been as productive anymore, I feel like I'm wasting time

and I fear finding a new job will be hard because they won't care about my "self improvement journey"
>what do?

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Bros I know you won't like this but the only possible way to quit Yas Forums is to disconnect from the internet entirely. You'll just keep trying to fill the void otherwise.

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