Feels thread

Like holy fuck I only need to get shredded and get into uni why is it so stressful make it stop

>tfw 23 year dry spell

I'm 60lbs down from my highest ever, and nearing the best I've ever looked or felt in my life, and I have no one to share it with. all of my friends are gone, for one reason or another. 26 in a few months and just kinda here on my own. It's not so bad but just wish they all could have met this better me, they would've liked him more I think.

i'm never going to have sex

This and puffy nipples

>went to lose mi virginity to a whore
>ended up assaulting her
NGMI, I'm tired of being autistic

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>doing no-contact with ex-gf
>thinking it might affect her
>she is trying to contact me on every social media possible
>Deactivate every social media
>2 day ago
>Get 2 calls and a msg
>Msg says, "Really??"
>No message from her for 2 days
I am missing her like crazy but I am not going to allow her to treat me like she used to.
I don't even have any idea she misses me or not while I am dying inside to get a glimpse of her.
But I act tough that I don't miss her, but deep down I know I am hurting myself.

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My rotator cuff hurts and I think I fucked it up.

If you think that you're in love, you're not. Trust me.

Did you guys ever feel so desperate to the point you say fuck it?

I think i love her

My advice is to just straight up ask her if she likes you. She might say no, but trust me it’s a whole lot better than forcing it. From my experience if there is no initial attraction it is really hard to get out of the friend zone and almost impossible.

I wish I could beat to death every faggot whining about women or lack of women, but I can't because I don't want to go go jail.

i have zero motivation to continue with my masters thesis. Literally zero motivation. I hate working at home. I hate my flat. The only way I see forward is fueling that hate towards the thesis and make sure that I work on it to escape from the city.
Thank you for reading my edgelordblog

Bro I am in the same, it's been 20 days now no-contact, I deleted her from all media and I slowly dying in my room. She haven't reached me at all, this means yours actually cares. She cares about you probably

been there user. dont succumb.
the moment you break and respond, she will IMMEDIATELY ghost you because she got the validation she wanted.

Life is lonely and harsh, and you have no idea why you get out of bed every morning, but you do. You just wish you would die in your sleep one night and that the terrible nightmare of existence would finally come to and end, but surely enough you wake up the next morning. And you are too scared to kill yourself, so your only hope is to randomly die on your sleep. It’s fucking awful. At any given time you can become tormented by random, intrusive suicidal thoughts, and suddenly any ounce of contentment within your being has been squeezed out like a lemon thrown into a trash compactor. You become the embodiment of misery, and you are so deep in the pit that you begin to suspect that this must be how reality is for everybody. It’s like you are a prisoner on Plato’s cave, and the sun is happiness, and no matter how well somebody describes it to you, you just can’t believe that it exists. You just know in your heart that the world is a cold, hostile place where the concept of joy is merely an illusion, a mask that people use to hide their torment and suffering. Depression has been the most integral part of your existence for so long, that you begin to suspect that everybody, every single person, must be secretely depressed, even if it’s a secret that they are keeping from themselves. So you keep on hoping every night as you lie down on bed that you won’t wake up, but you do, you always do. And you know deep down inside that there is only one way off this ride, it’s just up to you to have the balls to push the off-switch.

Now that I want to do something with my self, bad past decisions are haunting me and the shittiest Job I was supposed to quit this month I can't since nobody is hiring right now and I've been dealing with it the past 6 months only to take more 6 months I can't even anymore.

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what are saying?
You mean she's actually interested in you but the other way around is not true? That's good man

Nigga chill, life is inherently miserable so laugh it off. E N J O Y I T

Lift and don’t be a slacker. Be social though

Gone where user?

>is it normal for the man in the relationship to have to feign interest in the woman's interests, but the reverse not happening?
You don't have to have the same interests, you know. But if she's not putting in the effort and you are, you've got a problem

I thought I was dating a girl since we were texting every day, holding hands and cuddling but after a while of that she said she has no feelings at all towards me from the very beginning
ngl felt like shit after that but im consistent with lifting so i guess it could always be worse

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9 days not contact. I still have our pictures on my phone, I cry whenever I see them but I'm too much of a pussy to delete them. I think this is the only fond memory of affection I have from someone in my whole life, why should I delete it. I am wrong I know, I should concentrate on moving on but I don't want to erase her from my memory.
If she really cares she should have called me like I used to call her when she was angry, but she has a massive ego.

>she will IMMEDIATELY ghost you
That's what I fear, even if I initiated a contact after 30 days she will just ghost me.

always show up to class, never skip. Granted if you go to a small liberal arts school that takes attendance, this doesn't apply to you

always explore your surroundings, especially local cuisine

build a strong relationship with a few professors, visit their office hours just to bullshit

study groups/partners >>>> studying alone, for an exam

never let your GPA fall below a 3.0, no matter what. Of course, some would say even higher than that

join clubs or a frat. i met my best friend through a professional fraternity

...

I wish the third reich had won.

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Fuck them user, don't do it for other people it's good you want to share your bettered self but you should be the one and most proud of it

Water, please.
Feel as though I'm not reading my full potential. Been doing mostly calisthenics the past few months, haven't lifted barbells consistently since December. I'm fit, but feel small at 5'9", 160-165 lbs. Last time I bench I did 200 for a couple reps and squatted 275 but those feel inadequate. Been kickboxing, so not really going after numbers anyway.

Also, hella insecure. Made an Instagram, but idk what to post on it. Any pointers, don't want to look like a tryhard on social media, but want to connect with other people

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>visit their office hours just to bullshit
don't do this, professors are very busy. they'll think you're just a pain in the ass suckup

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Really fed up of people willingly handing liberty over to government in these times. The same people who claimed they were standing against Fascists just before Christmas.

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Please elaborate?

I deleted all her photos and personal stuff, all I keep is one hair I found randomly on my floor. It pains like a bitch, people say the time heals but I haven't seen any results yet. I don't want to let go but she probably doesn't give a fuck about me. Anyways I hope it turns out good for you user. And don't make the same mistakes like I did. Show love and understanding always. And never EVER be egoistic. God bless

Push through the pain today user so you'll be in a better place tomorrow

variations. mostly just fell apart due to arguments and me being a stubborn ass. they were asses too, but I could have let unimportant stuff go and didnt. I tend to be an argumentative dick when something matters to me.

At first I thought she had some actual romantic interest in me but it really just seems like she was playing me to get her job back. Unfortunately there's still a tiny sliver of me that's still trying to give her the benefit of the doubt but I have a feeling she'll kill that soon (and that's a good thing).

Also I hurt my arms at work so I can't do push-ups or curls, shit sucks breh.

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>Show love and understanding always.
user, It was opposite from me. I show her all the love and respect I could. I even bend down and said sorry when she was stirring up a drama.
It was loss of respect for me that got her away. You know, I showed too much qualities of weak men than I should've. Cried multiples times in front of her.
After the break up, she said she just lost interest in me.
This happens when a woman doesn't feel challanged enough in a relationship.
I have mended my ways now, I don't let anyone dictate me on how should I live my life that's why cut off all the contact with her.

What mistakes did you make, care to elaborate?

>decide to lose my virginity to a backpage whore
>drink a lot of smirnoff vodka to work up courage
>show up to whore's apartment and she leads me into room
>I lie down in bed as she gets undressed into sexy underwear
>when she pulls down my boxes she giggles
>I know my penis is small but her giggle upset me
>pretend I didn't notice and continue on because I'm horny
>while we're having sex she keeps moaning "fuck me little man" and "ohh you are so adorable/cute"
>ask her why she keeps saying this things
>"Oh sweetie, I just really like short guys"
>say I'm not short
>at this point we're no longer grinding up and I demand an apology
>she acts like I'm in the wrong
>insists I'm short
>say "at least I'm not a whore"
>she says something like "better than a midget virgin with a tiny dick"
>I told her I was a virgin in when I first texted her
>get angry and start hitting her
>she starts screaming and I get scared
>panic and grab my shoes and pants before running out the door
>get dressed outside and walk home in shoes/pants with no shirt

This was 2 days ago. I live in a shitty small town in Russia and here things get spread fast so I'm scared my reputation is going to shit as I'm writing this.

Height and dick size?

5'6 and I'm not posting my dick size because I have never measure it nor plan to.

I'll order a loyal tomboy without tattoos, piercings nor dyed hair, please

>start getting into good habits
>start getting a bit burned
>take a day free
>cant get into the habits anymore
Every. Fucking. Time

>could've been in the same place as this poor sap, except my ex at the time got massively drunk and let it slip that she wanted to get back together
>kissed her on the spot without saying anything
>been "hanging out" very often since then, ignoring the quarantine
>even though we're having more sex than when we were dating, she's adamant about not getting back together when sober
I don't know if she's bipolar, alcoholic or what. At least I get to see her still.

She was a bitch, should have just shut up and done her job

At least you're not a virgin now

My life was good before i got a girlfriend, I was a recovering porn addict and was very spiritual at the time and was working out on schedule. When i got a girlfriend my life went to shambles. Why??

At least tell us what happened

Many such cases

>I have never measure it nor plan to
Measure it, retard. I was sure I was below average until I did.
Although who cares, her pimp is gonna kill you.

Was she hot?

5.5 inches, happy now?

Cute!

>5.5 is considered “tiny dick”

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Mostly anger, I feel like I am better at my job than the people around me yet I earn the same or less than them. I get more and more responsibilities and stuff to do yet apart from me having to invest more of myself into the job I get nothing in return. Now that I wanted to leave and have decent opportunities lined up corona hits and I am kinda stuck as of right now.

I dont know it doesnt often get to me but today just a few emails asking me dumb questions and me having to deal with management bullshit instead of being able to focus on the technical aspects and do work I enjoy has made me unreasonably angry.

I feel fucking bummed RN.
Yesterday I had the hardest Migraine that I've ever had, lasted for 7 hours and puked like 30 times, Had to drink water to dilute gastric acid.
I have no pain now but I feel like I don't want to do anything, I'm feeling really sad, bored, anxious, etc.
I haven't done anything productive because I m on the "headache hungover"., I've been on a Dr.House marathon, felt like a useless MF.
Do any anons suffer from chronic Migraine problems? how do y'all cope with it? I just laid on my bathrooms hearing the news.

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>I had a dream I had a girlfriend
The feeling of waking from a good dream suck hard. Actualy glad that on the rare occasions I have dreams they are minor nightmares

>Dad died 28th of february
>Lost my job middle march
>Business idea i was working on is completely useless in these times, will have to wait
>Had to move back home to help my mom (who is the financial safety for me and my brother) so she doesn't lose it
>GF left 2 days ago
>My savings are drained and it will take me another month before i can start saving again
>Feel like a total loser
>Downloaded Tinder, matched with 6 "Not-my-types" and 1 cute chick waaay to far away from me but I just wanna talk to someone without repurcussions
>Being in my 20s it's that usual "cold, I wanna get out on top"
>Probably all my interactions in the near future will be like that
>been drinking since my dad passed
>Took up smoking again too
>Went to the gym monday, run yesterday and actually had a good time at the gym today

Seriously, fuck 2020, it came crashing down fast and hard. Any anons wanna throw some advices? Anyone been through simular shit?

Pic related, it's my pap in his primes, was kind of a hot shot and somewhat what i wanna be

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I didn’t feel like i needed a girlfriend because i was doing so great by myself and i didn’t know if i liked her but when she confessed her feelings i felt like i was gonna lose her if i said no. Probably should’ve just stayed friends.

I dreamt about her for the first time in awhile. She and I were on some surprise dating TV show about secretly getting back together with exes via texting. After we reconnected she revealed her true identity and asked if we would give it another shot.

I asked her what made her think she was worth my time. I've been riding that high since waking up and went to do some escrima training. Tweaked my ankle running, though so I'm kind of pissed about that.

Also fuck my parent's home for keeping so much crap "health" food around. I can't go out and shop myself because of the quarantine otherwise I would have my diet more square. At least I have the food scale to make better adjustments

>5'6"
YOU ARE SHORT YOU RUSKIE SHIT
you owe that whore an apology. I expect you to write a letter explaining how your were
t. 5'7" Yankee Chad - fuck urself

Me too user, me too.