I'm tired of being apolitical and nihilistic

I have been pretty apolitical and ignorant the majority of my life. I have noticed a narrative in the past couple of years, all of my friends are self-hating whites, and I myself have never felt bad for whiteness. I guess i'm just trying to read some books or online information that lead people to get "redpilled" or interested in nationalism. Any suggestions or information is appreciated. Photo unrelated. I just like Death in June.

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What kept you apolitical all these years though? What did you tell yourself?

lurk for 2 years before posting

money dispells most things, nobody who is rich beleives any of this shit online, your probably just poor to

My line of thinking was "eventually I will die, I should just do whatever i'd like, and not think about other people." I know it's pretty selfish, but it's what has prevented me from learning about history, my roots, and politics. I definitely have cultural pessimism. But i'd really like to branch out of that into something more tangible.

Thank for the input. I'll just get rich and not worry about anything important.

en.metapedia.org/wiki/Jewish_influence
en.metapedia.org/wiki/Ethnic_heterogeneity
web.archive.org/web/20191110072718/https://en.metapedia.org/wiki/Holocaustianity
There aren't very many books on the subject that aren't completely pozzed. Even many 'white nationalists' end up being some kind of weird controlled op or just foolish. Varg Vikernes, William Luther Pierce, and some other folks are genuinely good people to listen to, if you can find any of their content on the web.
Best thing to do is continue thinking for yourself, and research stuff in your free-time. Reality will continue on, and the unfortunate truth is things are quite bad, but hardening yourself for the inevitable outcome, and preparing for the bigger picture scenario is the best thing to do now, as well as networking with good people you know very well personally is also important.

It's true, the Ancients said that the only ones who don't care about politics are the beasts and the Gods.
Thankfully this world offers you that choice nowadays, and someone with the fuck-you money doesn't need to give a damn.
21st century politics are like a football game or a hobby for left out middle classers, it's a joke

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Thank you for the links! I'll be looking at those other suggestions today. I'm aware of Varg, just really from Mayhem and Burzum, not his politics.

bitchute.com/channel/LeOgEMOhozqd/
Mainly watch his older videos. He just stopped making videos and started twitterposting like an absolute mad man, and it's kinda strange, but his old youtube/bitchute content is really great.

Shalom fellow goy. I agree, with need more taxes, bigger government and huge corporations (some even owned by the ZOG).

bitchute.com/video/AYBGkJKZZaIE/

stay apolitical
discover the other side of the nihilism coin
you'd be surprised what sort of things the universe send back to you with an inquisitive, positive, curious, astonished mindset

>I have noticed a narrative in the past couple of years, all of my friends are self-hating whites, and I myself have never felt bad for whiteness.
>mfw i know that feel
I wonder if Douglas P posts on Yas Forums

this is true. The problems we face today are more existential than political, to be honest.

be careful for what you wish, the redpill could break your soul and youl'll have to deal with it

Can you explain a little further?

At this point, I’d rather just be aware.

>eventually I will die, I should just do whatever i'd like, and not think about other people
It's unfortunately for people who think this way; they will end up being reincarnated to deal with the results of their own actions from their previous lives.

While you could look to politics for the solution/problem, but that's only a minor part of the real situation. Politics is what keeps us complacent, and domesticated. There will be a time when a mass of us understand that since all political systems are in a stranglehold, the solution lies with our own actions... Thus, the problem is that we ARE in a dystopia. The solution is to actively defy it, and create a better world. That is existential, not political. Politics is a hamster wheel to keep sub-geniuses distracted and thinking they're making any kind of difference. People make things happen. Change requires a cause and effect.

Interesting. Thank you

Lol

People are subconsciously divided along racial/ethnic lines. Anything else being told to you is a lie. People believing otherwise are fooling themselves because the truth isn’t pretty. In all societies, social policies shift left to try and obfuscate this fact, which gives rise to materialist ideology, which eventually destroys the ethnic/racial identity of the populace, which then destroys the society because racial/ethnic pride is needed for national pride.

I’ve come to a similar conclusion before. I do think people prefer, and mostly interact with their own race. I believe part of my nihilism stems from a lack of identity. Hence why, I posted on here. I’d like to think their is a real identity beyond the constructs of things we consume and buy.

Now just think how that will turn out if/when society begins to slightly fall apart like now. Even in good times, there's plenty of racially motivated crime. If society/government was in really bad shape, it would automatically result in a sort of 'mini-racewar'. That's just a given. Beyond that, there's a lot of possible outcomes as far as political/ideological factions competing and clashing over land/resources.
Ideally, we could depend on political solutions to resolve all of this peacefully, but the current people in power will never allow that. Just google the 'Samson Option'.

>meme flag makes a good post
He’s right. There are many ideologies out there but ideology does not matter if the people following it are not willing to take the risk to change the system.

I appreciate all of the helpful info.

Listening to Death In June right now.
weird coincidence

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Then you need to discover your identity. You will not find it here. You will only replace the brands and products you supplant your identity with, with political rhetoric and ideology. What you need is deep introspection and a lot of reading. You don’t know who you are and no amount of “red pills” are going to change that.

Great band.

That’s probably somewhat true. I do want to not remain ignorant, though. Maybe it’s pointless, but it’s frustrating to be unaware. I probably could do some digging myself, but just wanted so reccs for jumping off points and maybe some help? Thank you for the advice, though.

It’s not pointless but there is no quick and easy fix to your problem. You have already taken the hardest step that many people exactly like you never take: admitting the problem even exists. Introspection is hard but you’ve already started doing it. Therapy, essentially, is just paying another introspective person to do the introspection for you and then teach you how to do it yourself. This can be useful when starting out but eventually you will be introspective enough to not need therapy to figure things out. Always remember that you are on a journey that only ends when you end. Read as much as possible. Read things that seem to conflict with what you think/know to be true just to gain perspective on the other side. You don’t have to give up your enjoyment of media, you just need to change your perspective ON it. Study the things you enjoy. Engage with them on a deeper level. Do some amateur work in mediums you enjoy to further develop your understanding and appreciation for them. No matter what political structure is in place you are only as limited as you allow yourself to be.

death in june is gay shit and you are a gay faggot for liking it

also
>buying into the DIJ is fashy meme
he isn't/ hes a communazi

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