Christians, is it wrong to pray for God to kill me and bring me home?

I hear you user, I feel the same way but God won't let me off myself I just keep waking up alive still. I think we might really be in the end game.

This attitude is more or less why we're in this shit in the first place. It serves the powers that be very well indeed, to have the populace think they are nothing more than sentient sacks of meat whose only purpose in an otherwise worthless life is to chase after dopamine hits until they enter the Void from whence they came.
I would rather believe in an unseen God and live for the good of my fellow Man than embrace your nihilistic view and only life for myself. Materialism and Atheism is the cancer that's killing the human race.