I have no job, no skills, no education, no friends, no hope, no future, I'm in debt...

what drugs do you take?
are you on anti-retroviral therapy now?
what job options are in your area?

thanks for existing user. seeing absolute dregs of society like you makes me feel satisfied with my current state.

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>why don't you have friends
I am (most likely) autistic and I have no personality
There were some people I talked to at school but at home I barely use a phone cause nobody calls or texts me and I don't do it either cause it's always awkward
>Why don't you think you have a future
I have absolutely no work ethic (never worked a day in my life), I have no skills, I don't really like doing anything and I'm supposed to choose uni now but I have no idea what to go for
I'm an absolute autist and can't do shit by myself, my parents always helped me with everything and if I think that now I'll have to apply , then live alone, cook, buy and arrange all things by myself I get the worst anxiety
Things would be so much easier if I weren't mentally ill

Time to go back to Mexico.

there is no such thing as a virgin junkie

Get on AIDS meds asap

I've abusing alcohol and weed for a while, got into harder drugs after meeting my """friends""'", cocaine, mdma, meth, did morphine a few a time and even heroin once. Yes, I'm treated for HIV. I still drink too much, smoke too much and do prescription drugs recreationally. I had an office job and got laid off because of the coronavirus.

You have a personality, and you can develop it over time. It's not something you are born with, it's something you forge and mold with life experience. You have that basic social framework of interacting with people, you just have to improve upon it. In college for the first half, I seldom talked to people, but then I started volunteering and that cracked my shell as I got more socialized. Many women volunteer too, so it's good practice in talking.

Work ethic and skills are also developed. I was a lazy fuck in high school and played TF2 24/7. Now I'm in graduate school.

You should try and categorize your problems so they don't seem overwhelming. Example categories: Mental health, School, Life, Socializing.
Mental health - see a therapist or psychiatrist or read up on bro science and lift/iron pill
School - think about major and job prospects and plan your life a decade in advance. not intensively, but a general skeleton outline.
Life - Work on a life skill a week. Like cooking simple meals, then another week going to a store and overcoming anxiety shopping alone, etc.
Socializing - Start with volunteering, just to talk to people, etc.

once you break it down into mini-campaigns, it seems more manageable. also start exercising to boost self confidence and image
youtube.com/watch?v=bZBb1k4HwrI

You ever seek medical assistance for stopping your addictions? Medications like naltrexone, acamprosate, or disulfiram could help turn the tide for you. Naltrexone you can get in one shot in your arm every month to help curb alcoholism and opioid drug abuse.

is this a shahar thread

I haven't done opiods in a while now, I cut ties with my drugs "friends" and only drank, smoked and did benzos/adhd meds since

Ok, well that's a good first step that you cut those people off. Obviously, as you know, do NOT mix benzos and alcohol.

Does your office job keep you stable? Do you have ambitions beyond that?

>and I have HIV.
Well the healthcare is free so not a huge problem.

I too have a depressing life
>legit autist, can smell out the other autists immedietly
>stupid job I only took out of desperation, plastic molding factory
>live in a trailer in Wisconsin
>no relationshit ever
>age 23
>only reason I don't an hero is hope for the future, I want to start a hobby farm and adopt a cute loli

Having a job helped, I've been spiraling into alcoholism again since confinement started. I don't have ambitions, I'm a worthless autistic aids riddled faggot and hate myself for it.

Well, take a small step first. You aren't going to just leap into good condition.

Consider asking about Naltrexone or Acamprosate at your doctor's appointment to handle your alcoholism. Also maybe consider your career path and how you could improve that way. Yes, you have HIV, but you can regain your focus by tackling your addiction and pouring your energy into a career to get some satisfaction.

good riddance, degenerates like you deserve it.

I thought a Russian posted this

You need to pull your shit together. AIDS won’t kill you anymore but substance abuse will.
I my best friend growing up was hay, and I know it’s rough but you need to pick yourself up, accept your fuck up and turn it around. If you can’t do it yourself then get help. If for no other reason than to save someone else from your fate and misery.
But above all else, stop complaining and stop posting on this site. For my sake and yours.

I think you replied to the wrong person

You have everything you need.

>My best friend growing up was GAY***
Sorry I’m on my bike
FUCK YOU SIRI

But yeah user you need to pull yours self out of the gutter. I’m not LGBT but I’m down with the cause. I want you to succeed because life is already hard enough for you all. Don’t be another gay suicide/OD/dreg of society. Too many of those already

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Thanks. All this shit has been pilling up high right now is all.

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