Dead inside. Can't really shake this feeling of global impending doom, anyone else feel this way?
Dead inside. Can't really shake this feeling of global impending doom, anyone else feel this way?
The former no, the latter yes...but I like it.
I feel that. I just hope whatever happens happens quickly. This whole corona situation is so fishy
I have a real negative anxiety. Parents are getting older and acting weird. Scared of getting sick.
On the bright side Im better off on money now then I was before all this corona.
Most definitely feeling it. Not necessarily "dead inside" per se, just shrouded, dark, impending doom type thing. The last 2 weeks were the apex, and many people I've talked with feel the same way.
Lower energy, but up for hours at night, mental libido high, physically less responsive. Anger and dealing with the personal stuff we could normally shuffle aside in favor of everyday activity. For me, it was kicked off by the awareness of just how much we are in the dark, information wise. Even if we had glimpsed reality, discerned light from dark for a fleeting moment, it's so enmeshed in disinformation and noise that we eventually drown in it again.
This exactly. Eloquently put. The not knowing is easily the worst part.
Got very cynical and blackpilled. Wife is feeling it too which sucks because she's all moody and not feeling sexy. Up in my office at home for endless hours, uninspired by the actual work too.
Problem is, I have all these blessings, nice place, hot wife, still working, yet feel like shit. Should be thinking about how thankful I am.
I feel this. I think the problem is work just feels completely pointless at this point. Feels like we're literally working towards our grave. Frozen in time, in a way, with no way out.
People have always felt that the world is ending. They look around and see their parents growing old and dependent on them. They see the deterioration of their culture and social institutions. They see an unending torrent of change and all the familiar things that was once thought of as timeless and dependable erode into dust. You will always feel this way because it is true. The world is doomed. The more you research and try to fight it, the more you realize that the universe is designed this way, and until you start to believe in, and trust, a higher power - that all of this is part of a greater plan and justified in a ways you deem satisfactory - you will always feel "dead inside".
The spoiler here is that Christianity is the only religion that deals with this. Other religions are morally relativistic, and never deal with a true end of the world. Unless there is a real, concrete end discussed in a cosmological sense, your feeling of doom in a dying world won't be justified and you have to trust those feelings. You are stuck wanting someone to explain this feeling, or surrendering to nihilism and killing yourself. Go back to God, and everything will feel right. Nihilism never built cathedrals. Nihilism will never projected order and approach the sublime as an order of knights, esoteric mystics, and warrior poets rise to fulfill their roles. Nihilism will never allow you to find the courage within you to become a husband, father, and grandfather. You will not know how empty you are until God fills you. Go back to God.
God has abandoned us
>The more you research and try to fight it, the more you realize that the universe is designed this way, and until you start to believe in, and trust, a higher power - that all of this is part of a greater plan and justified in a ways you deem satisfactory - you will always feel "dead inside".
Preach it.
I recommend you guys to watch the Joe Rogan podcasts, like 4 of them with Graham Hancock & Randall Carlson... It takes like 12h to listen to all of them and they are a few years apart posted but it will help you make peace with this situation. Short version is, new evidence supports theories that humans had advanced civilisations more then 12 000 years ago and that the asteroids that started the melting of ice and ending of the ice age together with huge gloabal floods that raised the sea lvl so high that all together it wiped out human civilisation and set it back in time. Where it took 3,4,5,6 000 years to repopulate and start building things like the piramids etc with the knowledge that has been saved... We went from riding horses to cars in 5 generations, humans with same brains were around for 8 000 generations... it would be ignorant to think they could have not figured out how to farm food, use animas, make stuff... sure they did not go to space but other stuff would be posible... aswell they expect a new meteor or asteroid to hit earth prety soon and excelerate the ending of this worm seasion into a new ice age, this is the longest worm seasion so far... so when you take a look at how we live now... just killing electricity would end our civilisation and again as countles times in the past, make it so that only a few milion of people populate the earth...
People abandoned God, and God is always waiting for you to return. All of us were saved by the sacrifice of his son, and all it takes to be saved is to accept that sacrifice in a real way and live according to His will. I am a flawed human being. Being here on Yas Forums of all places proves that. I will get things wrong, but I am not lying to you, trying misleading you, or trying convince myself. God is real, His Son is real. He has not abandoned us. The only way out of the hells we create with our sin and ignorance is to live in righteousness and faith. Everything else will drag us down, defile the people we love, and destroy us.
Good God, what an asshole. Believes a idiot like rogan for ANYTHING. Why do you morons buy into these obvious lies? Just stupid? Looking for someone else to blame for your pitiful life?
Gode is not here, we killed him.
You are blaming "us" as idiots for some thing that makes you feel bad I guess?
I do not have to belive Rogan I just listen to other people who talk on the podcast and I build my own opinion. But you got some other problems not Rogan by the looks of it...
Not OP, but: Ideals higher than myself, ideals outside of myself, are slavery. God, family, country, society, I see no reason to be bound by any of them. And by rejecting them, and living for myself, I've been happier than I've ever been in the past.
If there is a 'heaven', I don't want to go there.
I want chaos and for normies to all kill eachother it’ll make great memes
>more advanced in the past
>died because of water
Please shut the fuck up
The world changes, nothing is eternal, not even religions and their gods, although maybe there is a supreme being but nobody really knows (I mean because of that we dont know if any religion or atheism is right) so...thats it, you get used to the constant change, nothing is safe from time, when you acept that it gets better with time
No, you don't understand. They wuz kangs.
More advanced the hunter gatherers and floods. Sorry I do not want to shut up, I want to say what I think.
Thanks user. Hear you.
Kek × 10^ maximus
Larping like an autistic parrot isnt thinking
Nether is telling people to shut up as soon as you do not like what they have to say or how they say it.
I dont agree with you user neither I think that some people need god to have a good life or to feel that their life is meaningful to them, but at the same time I think that society needs gods and values with them, some people just dont feel like they really need to believe in a greater being, but if you need it thats fine...its like...I think that you dont really need god but people in general, society, its better with faith...otherwise you get a lot of nihilistic bs ruining said society
The majority is going to be made up from average intelligence assholes no matter what their stance on religion is. Whether they beat you with a stack of some arbitrary "science" printouts or with a holy book is not much relevant since it's going to hurt about the same.
Youre the one saying retarded shit. You should be embarrassed.
Every generation thinks they're going to be the last. It's literally been that way since ancient Greece.
The world dies with you.
>It's literally been that way since ancient Greece.
I've seen mentions of a ~5000 BC jar having inscriptions along these lines.
If you're "dead inside", why do you give any shit about the world?
welcome to being 20 years old
Then comes Childhood's End.
You're right. I should not have put that. I'm just very depressed and anxious about the outcome of all of this. I wish I were dead inside, it would be easier.