I only came to this thread so I could respond to the entrapment hungry pseudo-officer in my imagination. Bing gave me a forum post about some 17 girl saying she was attracted to pedophiles from a young age and the whole thing felt like a trap. Not because it was unrealistic but because everything feels fake. So I imagined the fear manifestation pseudo-officer bringing his neck to my hands so could choke him out but I decided to come here instead. Anybody feel like pretending adult women are tolerable even if you don't pay them by providing them housing? I mean, even the Bible, the book you have to swear on in American courts of law has sentences like "1 righteous man in one thousand but who can find a righteous woman, surely a righteous woman is a gift from God" Anyone have enough positive memories of grown women to trust them sexually? Anybody?