What's weighing you down, Yas Forums?

What's weighing you down, Yas Forums?

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I sold my precious linkies at 2.5 and now I can only buy back 60% of my stack. It's eating me inside.

Self doubt.

Gravity. It's taken better men than me.

I’m currently playing fallout 4 on survival mode so ammo and chems are weighing me down these days. Feels bad man.

My grandmother died because of the coronavirus, didn't even have a chance to visit her.. Can't get out of my house because of this virus.

I've been keeping a horrible secret from my wife and my best friend. My best friend and his wife were trying to have a baby for over a year. Come to find out he has very low sperm count and that's why they are having difficulties. They spend thousands of dollars on in vitro and it fails. I'm very close with both of them and she confides in me that she wants a child and will do anything to have one. She asks if I will try to get her pregnant the next time she's ovulating. I tell her no and to forget about it. A few months later my friend tells me that they are having marital problems over the baby issue and that they might divorce. When I talk to her about it, she says she will leave him because she wants a child and he has basically given up, no more in vitro, no adoption, no sperm donor. She asks me again if I will try and I relent. She calls me a week or so later and tells me that she's "in her window" and it needs to happen soon. I meet up with her on her lunch break and fuck her in the parking garage across the street. My bastard child just turned two last week and I'm dying on the inside because my wife and friend have no idea. It especially kills me when he calls my son his "miracle baby".

Is it even worth it anymore? Girls? Riches? Money cant make me happy. I cant ever be with her at this rate. I havent truly felt for more than 8 hours for 4 years. It hurts. Pain is all i feel. Nothing helps. Should i just give in, let it consume me? Ive lost almost all attachments, all my friends, my work, the people i care about. Only my work keeps me going. My show will go on, even if i have to die for it. But whats the point of making it if i cant put the will too? Should i just end it?

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To keep this thing going

I have been learning a lot about myself lately and I came to realize that the vast majority of my friends treat me like garbage, and I deserve to be treated better. I told many of them how I feel and I was ridiculed and mocked by 80% of them. I only have a few people left in my life that treat me with love and kindness and I feel sadness because of this. I feel very alone most nights because I no longer have anyone to talk to or laugh with, even if they weren't nice people, I miss that company. I just don't know what to do with myself lately. it feels good to treat myself better but it feels bad losing everything in the process

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Sounds positive. Stick with it. I have a similar thing where things get shit in the short term when you take a stand.

I left the ex about 15 months ago because she became a vicious, callous narcissist. I stright up thought I was going to die of a heart attack or a stroke if I had to stay in the house. Problem is, I have a kid who I adore. I waited till kid was old enough to unerstand a bit, left, made the mistake of not making legal arrangements then and let things go. I never got regular access to my daughter and the psychotic piece of filth I used to call my partner is trying to stop me seeing her. I'm taking her to court now and it's going to take months. Until then, she doesn't return calls, she's trying to delay the court process, has told everyone we know that I abused her which is as far from the truth and a complete reversal of what actually happened as you could get, and I dread to think what she's telling my kid while I'm not there.

I know it is positive and I'm trying my best to push fully through. I read "No More Mr Niceguy" by Robert A Glover and, though I didn't fully enjoy his book, it contained some extremely powerful message that really hit home

doesn't help that I'm also quitting nicotine lmao

i just have a constant feeling of intense frustration as i want my enemy to be fucking punishedd

I'm about to graduate from my master's, but I'm so fucking worried I'm not going to make it or not going to be able to find a job. I'm working on my thesis like hell at the moment but I'm just scared that I'm going to miss the deadline. And because of this, I'm not working on applying for jobs and I'm disregarding the final course a bit. I'm just not sure how I will do all of this shit in the span of a month...

Just keep your head held high. Her lies can only go so far. Document any and all evidence, texts, emails, messages, w/e. anything you can to have as ammunition to discredit her aligations
Forgiveness will set you free; anything else will slowly destroy you, as you are already experiencing.

Nigger, 23 and me gonna find you out

I've noticed there has been a massive swing to the Far Left on Yas Forums recently. What happened?

Why is a 23 year old nigger going to look for me?

Is it the pre-2010 oldfags coming back onto the board?

Still doing this stay-at-home semi quarantine. I have up and down days. Today is a down day despite it being gorgeous out. Also, I've been getting drunk after not drinking since December 30th so I've gained a couple pounds back

I feel you man, I know what you're saying. I was abused as a kid, for a long ass time. I was consumed by revenge and had anger issues for years, I still do actually. But I knew I could either give up everything I had built up and get revenge, or disregard it and live my life. Now, I'm quite successful and have a lovely GF while my abuser lives alone with no career, no job and bad mental health. I'm working on buying a sick house and all that shit, as soon as I've gotten it all I'm going to write him and rub it in his face.

>tl;dr punish them indirectly. It works better for you and worse for him/her

This guy here

Don't listen to this faggot and his forgiveness bullshit.

I left my friends behind 13 years ago to pursue my career and family. Now I'm successful as shit and they are all broke alcoholics. Today I made $3,000 in the stock market, then I got on Facebook and laughed at their anguish.

Yep good advice. What I keep hearing from the people in the legal and social work aras who deal with this stuff all the time is that they aren't easily fooled and can see through her kind of bs. It seems to be happening already so I'm cautiously optimistic.

In the area where we live, it's been weird getting stared at by women I don't know, because she's spun a yarn telling them I'm an 'abuser'. But the people who matter know me and know some of what I've been through with the vicious cunt over the last several years.

Be kind to the people you meet on your way up, because you might meet them on your way back down again.

No, my friends were pieces of shit that always tried to make me take undue risks with my life. They were leaches and still are. If I took a girl around them, they would hit on her all crazy and try to downplay me until she got creeped out and left. If I had something I was proud of, they would talk mad shit about it until I felt as bad as them. Now I only catch glimpses of their sad lives on Facebook and it gives me joy. Without them in my way I've been the happiest person ever.

I'm relatively intelligent. I have a lot of good ideas. things that could potentially make a lot of money. business ideas and inventions. but I just don't have the determination or drive to make anything a reality. I know this will seem unbelievable but on a number of occasions i have come up with a product, app, business idea with potential to make millions. I write them down and daydream about "When" i make it happen...do a little preliminary work then move on to my next big idea. I always feel like if I had money I could hire the right people to execute my visions. and then it would just be easy street... but I just can't get to the point where I can do even that.

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That's what startups are for dude. You sound lazy af though. You have to network like crazy and advertise your idea to get investors.

threads like these

You sound like me 10 years ago. Most of my ideas and inventions weren't actually that good, but a few ended up getting made by someone else. Go take some engineering or business classes and you'll understand that your ideas aren't as good as you think they are. Also, there are many millionaires who made their money with a bad idea and a good sales pitch, but very few with a good idea and a bad pitch.

I'm 40-60lbs overweight and I need to lose weight. I've been lifting for a week now but the alcohol and smokes won't leave despite my efforts. I've been trying to cut back with the quarantine as a catalyst but I still find myself sneaking out with talking to recruiters as an excuse. I don't know how to destroy these lingering addictions.

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The constant struggle of being overencumbered. Of course you want to keep all that junk in your inventory though.
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You do what I did to stop and set a rule for yourself. You say "I am not allowed to drink a sip of alcohol or smoke a single drag from a cigarette until my income exceeds 100k" then you actually stick with what you say. You know? Like a man would?

It's a few shills seeding the board all day and night with low energy bait. However, have gotten into some actual decent discussions on a few of them, outside the shitposting.

Because we're retaliating to right wing with more propaganda. It's less about convincing people, but planting seeds of doubt. And no, before you ask, I don't work for the "state" of Israel

Why do you fear forgiveness?
I liked the first half of your post but not the second
Honestly, if you want to be really safe, start volunteering at something really wholesome like the ymca or a local charter school, though your options will be limited with Covid, but it will look excellent for you

How do you actually stick to it? The urges are so strong. I lost my software engineering job last month because of corona-chan and the stress drives even more me to seek these things to cope with the stressors. I've started meal-prepping and lifting regularly but I feel these two are destroying my good attempts.

Well one example is: I had managed to do up technical drawings for a lightsaber concept. one which has the blade in the handle. but with the push of a button will go in and out and appear to be one solid piece (Not telescopic) not only that but it would stand up to some light dueling. I had this done up over 11 years ago. went so far as to apply for funding to make the prototype. but then a few years ago I found out Disney patented the idea well after I had come up with it. Thats one of my smaller time ideas. but damn if i knew it would work. anyone who I had showed the concept to were salivating for it. but alas. another one bites the dust.