Existential depression. This world isn't a lie, and that is why it hurts. The world is real...

Existential depression. This world isn't a lie, and that is why it hurts. The world is real, and I am unfortunately some conscious bit of it. The reason why life is horrible is because there is no meaning in it.
Its funny because I don't even know how to lose the will to live either. I don't want to die. I can't explain why either. I mean I can, its just my self preservation that is built into my fucking brain. That and the pointless hope that meaning can be found. It won't, because there is no real meaning to any of this. Only distractions and temporary stasis. There is no meaning in if I die either, not like it matters what other people react with. You are just hardwired to feel that way for me. There are no genuine emotions and everything is hollow. Even the fragile attempts you try to make to scrape together some sort of meaning, its just a farce you are using to take the place of a healthy mind, something you body just wants you to do to keep being.

So go ahead, cope with some attempts at humor. No joke will save you from this all. There is no love that will make it have meaning, no hate either. Emotions are subjected to this same hell as we are. Anything would be better than this.

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You humans and your need for "meaning"... I just don't get it

There is no need for meaning for humans. Don't try to pretend you are above this existence. We are all just doing what the chemicals in our mind need to make sure our genes move on, yet we are conscious enough to know that it is futile.

Sounds like a roundabout way of saying that you don't enjoy life. The rest is just bullshit.

Not saying it's all the niggers' fault,

>but it's the Niggers

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Why should I enjoy life? An endless struggle of gathering dopamine to protect my mental state? So my physical form can last longer? Why care? And why can't I just abandon my drive to live.

This might be beyond you but I don't really care enough to explain

It isn't beyond me. Live to be happy and enjoy life. If you can't then that sucks. That's all there is to it, no?

I won’t make light of it, but I will say you are not alone.

If it all doesnt matter why do you care?

I guess the difference between me and you is that thoughts like that feel freeing to me and they must make you depressed.

This world isn't real.
You just gotta die to get to the real one

>thoughts like that feel freeing to me

wtf how? how is that even possible? are you sure you're not lying to yourself?

most people don't deserve to see the real world

You mean the one you invented because that's how you want it?

Wow, you are a huge loser with too much time on your hands to think. Start doing meaningful shit and your life will have meaning. It’s that easy. Nhilism is for people who can’t or are unwilling to change their own reality. People with meaningful lives change their own reality and other peoples too. Life has meaning period. What you do or don’t do reverberates through reality and changes its thus life had meaning. There is no logical or sound argument for nhilism. People who subscribe to that line of thinking usually: do it because they think it makes them smart (it doesn’t your a beta faggot) or they are a depressed peace of shit who needs to get to work doing something.

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Deserve isn't a real concept. Just a fake word people use to justify their jealousy.

ya i dont really get it. i got food and water im good

that just makes life even worse, since if "deserve isn't a real concept" then everything is just random nonsense with no fairness or justice, only an asshole would want to live in such an unfair world

why not assign your own meaning?

but that's meaningless too

No the one thats real that I have personally experienced. But I get it your depressed and believing that this world is real helps distance you from the longing for reality.

The meaning of life is to dance.

And fuck thicc girls.

No it’s not hahaha. Explain how deciding to have meaning is meaningless. If you think you have meaning then does it really matter what a slimy little puke like you thinks? Or anyone else for that matter? Especially a faggot philospher?

You seem smart user so don't assume your subjective reality is the same for everyone else and if observation doesn't confirm that then everybody must be lying. I really feel the want to have pleasant experiences and truly do enjoy these experiences most of the time while they happen.

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There is no fairness or justice. Its not about what you want its about what there is. Its how it is in this world and its how it is in the real world. Wanting something doesn't make it real

In this economy?

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Ah, the real world that you personally experienced. You incredibly naive moron.

This is OP. I do assign meaning to get through the daily life. I understand that this is a blank slate, but why should I write on it? Its just suffering eternal, there are never happy endings in this reality because there are no endings. The future only holds existential suffering. Ending it is a shortcut, but why do that either? Because it hurts? Why is the pain a bad thing? Why does our biology arbitrarily throw these values onto us when my conscious being wants to escape. There is no reason, and I came here to cope.

this.

I cherish the fact that life has no meaning. Without any higher purpose, I exalt no gods, beliefs, or concepts above myself, and am free to pursue nothing but pure hedonistic pleasure, completely unhindered.

>>I've never seen it so its not real

Sure I'm the naive moron.

Read some Camus and embrace the Absurd, fuck bro. We are all Sisyphus, either peace out or learn to be happy with the struggle in and of itself.

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By choosing to live a meaningless life you just established the meaning of your life. Lol life has meaning.

Yes, but the mystery isn't whether you feel that, the mystery is whether your feelings matter. They really don't seem to. Not that mine do either. Human emotions are like a vestigial organ just overgrown and creating false values for us to chase.

Uh, if you say so? Semantics don't matter.

yea, im sure your life is a non stop party.

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Human have this terrible habit of overthinking everything. Just shut up and let your current situation dictate what you should do.

Not only that, but the hedonistic values are really just an access of emotional chemicals that are used to maintain his body's productivity. There is no real value to them, like a baseless currency. That "feel" you have is a lie.

Confession is good for the soul.

Why? Because I should preserve my corporeal form? What purpose does that serve? Its all arbitrary.

You know I can't force you to feel good user. Things I wan't matter for me so I try to get them. These things are things that exist as objects aswell as abstract things like friendship or competence in particular things. Maybe that system works for you too.

>Its funny because I don't even know how to lose the will to live either
Then everything you said in the beginning is a lie that you don't believe in.

Emotions aren't people. They're states. Nothing happens to them, because they aren't a them.

>Start doing meaningful shit and your life will have meaning
>Life has meaning period
>What you do or don't do
>There is no logical or sound argument for nhilism
Pick one.

why so angry? who touched you?