>love fapping to dicks, trannys, and self inserting as the girl in straight porn
>look at normal gay porn
>absolutely disgusted
Anybody else experience this? My fantasies are faggoty as fuck, but actual gay porn with normal grosses me out, its like looking at gore. I just can't get into it unless the bottom is wearing female cloths.
Well, this is just really sad. And gay as fuck! Go away!
You've watched too much porn. Plenty have been there.
Yeah me too
Love a nice thicc boy in stockings
1. You aren't disgusted by dicks, but by men. A clean healthy dick by itself doesn't discuss most people, but the fact you know it's connected to another man and the man gets pleasure from it is the source of the disgust.
2. Being dominant and being submissive are often tied to being male and being female, respectively, and for the majority of people that is true, but there are many dominant females and many submissive males. A person can have tendencies on both sides, that person would be labeled a switch in the BDSM world. So you can have submissive fantasies even, where you get penetrated. Most people instantly connect a male being penetrated with being gay (and surely at least someone will point out to my post and proclaim that I'm a closeted faggot and whatnot) but it can and does happen in fully heterosexual relationships as well. Being penetrated is surrendering to someone, ultimate submission (without going into BDSM).
So to round up points 1 and 2 into an answer for you: If you don't envision traps as males, but something else (or maybe you see them feminine enough that it doesn't matter they are males), you eliminate the disgust you feel towards just gay porn. And then if you are open minded enough and submissive that you want to experience totally surrendering yourself to someone, a girl with a strap on will be great. An idea of a girl with a dick is even better.
Don't be put off track by idiots saying "they are obviously males, you are gay". Yes they are males, but it's a fantasy, you're not actually with them. Hulk also doesn't exist, it's CGI, but one can enjoy role playing it's real whilst watching a movie with it.
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That just sounds like a shemale fetish form watching too much porn. You have been desensitised to 'vanilla' stuff and so you are now turned on by things that are more taboo. Don't watch porn or wank for about a week and I guarantee you won't need this anymore.
In with what this user said. I went from traps to quadriplegic
Normal gay porn is amazing fucking kys faggot
Same, normal gay porn doesn't get me off in the slightest, but traps and futas are the shit
It's called being a repressed homosexual/having internalized homophobia.
You just need to accept you're gay and you'll ditch the " feminine " shit.
>Don't watch porn or wank for about a week and I guarantee you won't need this anymore.
Nigger I've gone over a month without fapping before and nothing changes, fetishes are fetishes
It's the last, desperate, pathetic defense you subconsciously cling to in a wretched attempt to claim you're not "gay". It happens to a lot of gay guys on the internet who are so ashamed and uncomfortable with their own sexuality that they jump through whatever mental hoops they can to try and salve some last, tattered shred of miserable dignity.
Because in these broken, whining, weak minds, their mental gymnastics means they seriously believe that watching two men assfuck isn't GAY if one looks feminine or is dressed in a girly manner.
It's not an you know its not. At least half of it tries to crop out the faces. Cause no one is really gay. But a nice body is nice.
What if I fully embrace the potential of being gay, and even somewhat wish for it to be the case, and yet still get turned off by men?
sure bro.
Yeah... getting into straight guy on guy action is never gonna happen for OP
This is what happens when you've been watching porn for a long time.
Or I have my taste and you have yours. Its very absurd to think that the entire femgay genre is just a bunch of guys pretending they like it when they would rather be fapping to hairy bears banging.
Holy fucking shit a legitimate, well reasoned answer. +1 internets to you.
Hairy bears banging...
(Shudders)
Im demisexual , I cannot fuck anyone I don’t have a mental connection with
This is geared towards women
But I also like the idea of destroying some feminine traps butthole while their locked sissy cock drips coom
Would I ever act on that fantasy ?
Probably not
Yeah, no, that's not what I said, nor what the original, opening post claimed. You're purposefully misinterpreting what I said in a vain attempt to continue your mental gymnastics. No one mentioned anything about 'hairy bears banging', you're literally making a textbook strawman argument to refute something that was never claimed.
I feel bad for guys like you. You're going to live in shame and hate yourself until you accept the truth.
No you don't understand. Not once did I bring up sexuality in my post, I just stated my taste in porn, you're the one assuming I'm in denial about my own faggotry because my taste in porn don't fit the mold of what you think a faggot would like.
Idiotic take. Sexuality and taste are a multidimensional collection of spectra.
yo ignore everyone here saying this means youre gay. it means youre straight but youve gotten deep into this fucked up solipsistic fetish probably due to not forming healthy relationships with girls plus low self esteem and a shitty lifestyle. you havent been able to actually experience a two-way relationship with a girl, so your brain is twisting the femininity that you want back onto yourself. youre not aroused by gay porn because youre not gay, but youre aroused by tranny shit because youre embodying in yourself what youre supposed to find in others. you need to stop living an isolated fake one sided life and start talking to people and making friends and learn how to form a healthy relationship
>Not once did I bring up sexuality in my post, I just stated my taste in porn
>not once did I bring up sexuality
>my taste in porn
You are so fucking deep in denial I honestly don't know whether to laugh or feel pity for you.
Yeah, you didn't bring up sexuality AT ALL when you spoke about what you STROKE YOUR PENIS TO ORGASM TO. Nuh uh. We all know porn has no bearing on anything sexual, right? It's downright asexual.
I watch it sometimes because it's entertaining just like I watch many genres of movies ,Most people watch different types of porn because they aren't getting laid, If your actually fucking tranny's regularly that's a completely different story..
>yo ignore everyone here saying this means youre gay.
Honestly I don't care if I'm gay or not, even if I am gay I'm not gonna have sex with men, that would be pointless. The thing is people fap to a lot of weird shit, doesn't mean you have to go out and do it in real life. Only with gay shit do people feel like you need to adopt the gay label and live the life, instead of it just being another weird thing you fap to in private.
Me
bent over pics? need to rate that ass
>Only with gay shit do people feel like you need to adopt the gay label and live the life, instead of it just being another weird thing you fap to in private.
No, it's only when a closeted faggot goes to a public message board and posts about this sort of thing that people call him out for being a faggot. If you were actually not bothered by this, you wouldn't have tried to reach out to others about it, and if you were actually not ashamed by it, you wouldn't have done so anonymously.
You're going to keep being plagued by these negative feelings and doubts until you accept the truth, OP.
:)
Cute, but you should shave your balls.
You are watching gay porn. Completely gay porn. 100% gay porn. The porn you think is more gay is just different gay porn. Just like human porn has different niches.
yeah but fapping is really not good for you, if you need sexual release its better to do it with an actual person and make it into an actual experience that has value to two people, if your sexuality is just completely focused around stuff youre imagining in your head its just gonna make you retarded
Would like to add that actual gay people (including myself) are usually not attracted to transwomen/traps wether you are talking about hentai drawings or IRL pictures.
Kik?
>No, it's only when a closeted faggot goes to a public message board and posts about this sort of thing that people call him out for being a faggot.
Which is fair, but I believe the reason why they don't see themselves as being gay is because they're not attracted to men in real life. They wouldn't be as confused if they liked normal men in their day to day life.