Midnight down at the bar? Tell me about her. Why do you miss her?

I don't but knowing she was dead because she miscarried again and then killed her self is the dream ill never be able to see

Why not just tell her you want her too? She wouldn't say she has feelings for you if she didn't want you.

the daddy issue sex

What kind of pain, friend? Women are cruel

Her husband is the jealous type and I don't want to end up in prison over it.

She's off at work, now. Not missing her yet, but I wish I could sleep next to her.

Issshh I w-was nghhury und thennn errr wuzzz that I dddidn't seee

It's been 6 years and I don't give a fuck anymore. Found a better life and I have a 3 yo now, life's good

We dated twice, the first time was regrettable. I was controlling, toxic. Just all around a shitty boyfriend. Not proud of it but it happened and I changed for the better because of it.
Once we got back together everything was different, everything was better and then things were good the first time they were great so this time I loved her even more. Then she got more cold and distant. Not overnight mind you but the change was there.
Eventually I was pleading for some, any kind of effort from her to prove that she gave even the slightest fuck about me but she never did. Eventually she cut ties over the phone and I havent seen her since except social media and whatnot.
I dream about her frequently and often wonder how it would go if we tried a third time but I know I wont get that chance again, hell I'm not even sure if I want to again. It's been enough

I miss going to bars more than I miss her

Pretty much just said that she would never date me cause I’m too anxious, even though I told her that I have a mental problem that causes anxiety. It’s ironic coming from her who has it way worse than me. She’s also the kind of person that’s like “oohh love doesn’t exist, it’s just a concept by foolish people who think they are” blah blah all that shit. Told me I don’t help her even though she rejected all of my ideas to help, became really jeolus when I was talking to a female friend, begged for attention but wouldn’t give any back, and did I happen to mention that she wants to fuck a fictional 12 year old?

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Just lemmee have a stoli on the rocks with a lemon twist.

At the time i thought she was the one, that was at least until i found out she'd been cheating on me with my best friend. They simultaneously just cut off any contact with me. I wouldnt have even known what happened if it werent for social media.. Its been years and ive never been as happy as i was then, with my 2 favourite people in my life.

Damn that’s actually sad. I hope user is doing okay

Just get her somewhere safe from him

He strung me along for five years. He said we would get married someday. Then he left and went back to his mom. Asshole.

Man you're describing my ex too, except she was the controlling one

Based. Women are sex objects. Pic related.

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She was great honestly, but i depersonalized over some unrelated issues, and i just wasn't the same anymore, so i had to leave her.

Bitches be crazy my dude. Fuck her. What a cunt

I could literally tell a lot of stories on what she has done, but that would take days, enough to write a whole novel on it.

I could have had her for a month or two before she got tired and left me, but decided to play the long game instead.

Now I can never have her because it's too late

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I got it from Yas Forums, my homeboard, my girlfriend passed away as well and so I searched the archives for it because it touched me. Come by sometime we have some of the best feels threads there are.

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It didn't even last a year. She wasn't over her ex and we rushed into things. I was in a good place mentally when we started but detoriated as time went on (not strictly because of the relationship). I pushed all my friends and family away for the sake of the relationship, and we meshed too much where my own sense of self nearly disappeared. I ended up being a dependent bitch, relying solely on her to buy weed and everything else. She swore she didnt mind, and did so because she wanted to support me. But by the end, I felt powerless to say no to anything she wanted because she gave me so much (missing my grandfather's funeral because she wanted me to come with her to her home; I didnt even know he had passed away). I was so scared to end things because it felt like proving everyone right- that she had changed me and made me lose focus on things.

I feel like I have a bad toxic trait where if things arent going to end well then I may as well crash it myself. I did something horrible and then denied it, and this didnt come up until a few months later when in a mixed conversation over text I told her we needed time apart, and she agreed. I told her I wanted her to be honest with me because it felt like I couldnt get a solid grip on reality and everyone was just telling me what they thought would be best for me to hear rather than the "Truth". She asked me if I had did what I done, and I said yes. She said she didnt want to speak to me for a while. Then, a few days later, I told her we should break up, that we weren't good for one another. She made some excuse and hung up, and sent me a damning letter. I haven't spoken to her since. I want to, and to apologize but want to do it in person. I want to talk about why things didnt work. It's been nearing a year since all this now. I just feel it'd bastardish to do this over the phone but because of the virus I dont know when I'll see her again or if by then too much time will have passed.

This is the first time I've told anyone this.