I want to kill myself every day, but I'm too much of a pussy to do it

I want to kill myself every day, but I'm too much of a pussy to do it.

Fuck I hate myself

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move to Belgium

Is the suicide rate high there? or just a reference to the movie.

How old are u?

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Grow some plants.

32

Ah.. im 31 and my life is pretty shit right now. But no need to off yourself.
Do you have any siblings or friends you can talk to?

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Me too OP. I'm thinking about making a nitrogen bag. I'm scared of surviving though. Too much of a pussy to put lead in my head, otherwise it would be really easy.

Big family, lots of friends.

No future, no joy, painfully mediocre at everything I do, wasted my 20's working and not getting an education aka stuck with nothing now.
Basically lived off my savings last year so I'm fucked now and I'm a grown ass man living with some of my family now.
(I'm not bothered by corona shit, I've been miserable for ages before that)

I want to kill myself so bad, but my mom would have a heart attack and I'm extremely terrified of everything going black.
I never feel joy and I'm fucked

Chillax guys. Go bang some pretty girls or something. Stop with the weed and the alcohol. Work out, go hiking, eat a bagel or something. Life will most likely get much better.

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Bro. Im a 31 old loser with some 60000 dollars in debth not counting my student loans. Wasted my twenties drinking and smoking. My girlfriend of 6 years is about to leave me. You seem better of than me.

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Please dont off yourself.

my gf of 5 years blocked me. I'm constantly monitoring the travel ban shit because I'll be on a plane the second it's lifted to win her back.

I'm sorry about your debt. I at least don't have that, but I honestly don't have anything else. I have some guitars I thought about selling because they're rare, but I'll be fucked if I do that too.
I also want to smash them all the time too because I my dreams are dead, but I can't not play even though I suck.

I would do it instantly if I wasn't so terrified of the eternal blackness.
My whole family and ex are all religious and I wish I had that conviction that it's true, because I'd kill myself instantly, but I don't believe in any of it.

I don't drink or smoke by the way and I've begun to exercise again recently, but I still want to kill myself all day.

Mate, if you love her, do what you need to make her not leave you. Trust me, it's fucking agony having lost "her"

you can flood your car with CO2 and just fall asleep in the driver's seat, nice and peaceful OP
what really is there to live for ? the world is full of niggers and run by Jews anyways..

Most of the time I'm just inclined to grabbing a box cutter knife I have pretty cools I use for hobby and guitar shit. slice here and there and be done, but it'd be painful.

the CO2 in the car is good too. Put on my favourite album or some shit and just drift away. I'd just need some kind of contraption to actually do it since I don't have a garage.

Well i do. But i have been kinda hard to live with i think. All i have done the past years have been smoking joints and drinking beers. And got myself in a bad money sit. I kinda understand her. Two weeks ago she left cause she needs to 'think avout stuff' and i was devastated.

I dont know user. Need to work on myself too. Decided to stop drinking overall. Maybe a joint on my birthday or something i dont know.

Kind of a betrayal to put our relationship up like that by her?

Time will tell. Shes back monday.

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Get a job. Get some goals. Dont off yourself. Good shit will happen to you!

Do a flip faggot

DO A FLIP NIGGER BOI

Did you lose 'her'?

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My man.

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Dude, trust me.... if you love her, then do what needs to be done to make her stay.
I fucking hate myself so bad for letting my gf go because I'm a fucking idiot. It's the fucking worst.
Just do what you need to do mate and don't fuck it up like me.

On a side note.... does anybody know when America (Utah) plans to open up for foreigners from Europe traveling in?

I have a job, but it's been complete shit the last year and a half, so basically no income (family company, hard to leave, pressure on my shoulders and shit)

Fuck nugget

You are a stupid nigger. You are the dumbest retard, gorilla nigger I have ever seen.

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yep, would have had our 5 year anniversary earlier this month. I fucked up and should have proposed to her. I can't live without her. Sounds like I'm such a bitch but I don't care.
We broke up a whole ago but still talked a lot. It's only recently she's cut me off completely. I can mail her, but I don't know if they're getting through.
Either way, as soon as the travel bans open up, I'm going over to win her back

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Yeah. Ill do my best.

I give you this picture and now you have a reason to kill yourself

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pretty sure a trash bag taped around the car exhaust will do the trick, might wanna do some research on that though cuz failing wouldn't be fun .. good luck OP, I've also thought about slitting my wrists in the bath but I'm living at home with my parents currently and I too don't want to put that pain on my family.. gonna probably put a bullet through my temple when I save up enough money to get out of state and spare them from the pain of finding my body ..

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Sounds like you have a great Mom that really loves you so I don't understand why are you so depressed about life.

join the army and sign up for infantry maybe you'll get lucky and step on an ied