New student comes to my alternative school

>new student comes to my alternative school
>cute, quiet, no friends, solitary, soft spoken, sheltered and innocent looking
>talk to her for maybe 3 months before planning to ask her out
>look her up online to do deep search and find her Instagram
>found her current address
>found out she's Jewish with autism and ADHD
>my love of her begins to fluctuate
>ask why she's in alternative school
>she got mad at a girl and stabbed her in the eye with a pencil and owns over 370 pencils
>her craziness and weirdness starts to show more and make more or less sense
>when reading her books she taps book with pencil eraser and she paces in circles waiting for car at end of school day
>not sure I love her or not
>haven't seen her since February 2020 due to school closing (corona)
>she made new YouTube channel and video 4/22/20

should I keep talking to her? what if she kills me by stabbing me over 370 times?

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She is bad news. I would stay away.

So, I’m a female with asperger’s and I think I can help here.

>help
how?

Generally, you’ll have to talk to her, like any other person. You have to see how she ticks before you can decide if you can live with it. I’m a bit pedantic and have some stifled violent tendencies, but am otherwise a normal and happy married taxpayer. What can I say? Some people just have weird ticks, and some people are fucking crazy.

Dubs checked. Post YouTube No you're a neckbeard White Knight faggot

Well, people tend to think “wow, autism is just a spectrum, right? They don’t like to use ‘functioning’ labels now, so what’s even going on?”

I can fairly easily explain what her damage is, and see if OP is fine with it.

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Nah, I’m a biological female with very little attachment to my body and a decent understanding of my own mental health issues. I think this would be nice for OP gathering information.

TOGTFO

I bet she has daddy issues and would be an easy lay

I don’t even like my tits. You wouldn’t, either. They’re very normal except for the acne.

When you talk to her, just don't tell her about Yas Forums. She's never reallyheard of it. When I asked about it, she seemed uninterested in it.

Dude actually linked her YouTube, the madman

That's what I'm thinking. That's why I want to use my White Knight card on her and save her.

I'm sure she'd be happy with views anyway. As long she isn't secretly a camwhore.

I really don’t know what to say based on that video.

I can tell you from personal experience that I have very low levels of empathy for people I don’t value. While this is a normal edgelord thing to say, your crush and I run into actual problems, here. If we don’t concentrate on the correct solution to an argument, we do actually end up stabbing eyes with pencils. You have to have this whole series of calming patterns for people who are crazy. I should know, because nobody in my family was very healthy, and then I married someone who also has autism. There’s lines you don’t cross, and ideas you have to talk around. It’s challenging and it honestly makes me very tired. I think it’s worth it, because I value the related people in my life, but I won’t lie to you. It’s sometimes thankless and uncomfortable.

In the end, all you can do is find a way to push her to work for herself and care about her own outcomes. Come up with reasons for being alive, going to therapy, and paying attention to both of those circumstances. In the end, you might be one of those reasons. But it’s something she’ll have to work for by herself.

If you want something, you’ll probably have to tell her you want it. Your life might become an elaborate series of planning for failures. It’s a lot.

Please ask me a more specific question than “a girl admittied to being violent once and stims quietly while waiting for rides, I wonder if I still like her.”

My love of her fading anyway, so might just stalk her only, but I see what you mean. She's low key high maintenance.

Crazy

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Wait a minute, was this thread just to advertise her YT channel? She has one video, an introduction to her channel, and one subscriber.

Yeah, I try to not trouble others. But sometimes people need reassurance and a presence to make them feel better. This might make you happy. I have no idea.

>Please ask me a more specific question

How do I talk to her on YT if she never gave me her YT link? She'll ask how I found it and I don't want her to know I stalk her.

You don’t talk to her on YouTube right now. You talk to her in person until she brings up her channel, and then you might look supportive. If it was easy to find by just searching her name, that is.

This is true for any person you might meet.

So you randomly searched her up and found her on YT within a day that her YT channel was made?

I forgot she has YT comments disabled. I know her email too, if anyone wants to know.

I searched her everyday until I found new things about her.

women are never worth it

To add to that, she might have an oddly developed sense of boundaries, or a complete lack of them. Does she seem like the sort of person who is hypervigilant and always asking about more details? Or does she kind of ignore you even when you’re almost touching her? Either isn’t very strange for this.

>always asking about more details
She likes people to explain

> ignore you even when you’re almost touching her
she gets visibly upset when stand close

So, all signs point to her getting put off if you say that you’re looking up her information like a stalker.

I, personally, felt both heard and understood when my husband sent me an acknowledgment that he had read most of my online rants and had favorite parts. But this is weird and does not fit with your specific situation. I’m just saying that I understand where you’re coming from.

But she will probably lose her shit if you don’t make it obvious that you’re respecting her boundaries and the information she chooses to give you.

One of her teachers gave me her email for a class assignment, but the assignment never happened because of the corona thing. What if... I say that the teacher will still make us do the assignment and that I basically say "I have good reason", then try to converse about YT and Instagram? I'm not sure how gullible she is.

I think that it would be better and more honest to say that the teacher passed out emails for the doomed assignment, but that you, like everyone else, feels lonely and kind of trapped. And you miss seeing her around.

I’m sure that youtube and instagram will come up naturally if she wants to talk to you, seeing that she cared enough to make and upload a video. Just see if she wants to talk.

If it gets awkward, or she doesn’t seem like she has a lot to say, just ask her what she likes to rant about. Tell her that everyone has a favorite thing that they want to talk about for forever (that’s true, right?) and that you’d be happy if you got to hear about hers.

Prepare for a long conversation.

I'll keep this in mind. This thread is dead now so let's let it die (archive).

For me, you’d be sitting down for a ted talk about mythological reconstructionism. I have a soap box about how religion, moral oughts, and romanticized nostalgia can all make something that is sociologically really weird and fun.

She might also have a lot to say. I hope it’s fun, and isn’t about pencils.

Good luck!

Tits and timestamp, Gran Autismo.

You are pathetically late to the party.

I don’t care, nigger. I’m tryna see titties.