VENTING THREAD

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i feel like im going fucking no where in life just day by day. I have a good job and kid but im still live with my parents and im depress and have anxiety, I wanna move out but i cant afford it and my gf wont talk to me beacuse of my depressing

I feel the same. Life is too long and we have to spend most of the time doing something we don't like to. One of the reasons why I don't want to live

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I can't connect with anybody no matter how hard I try.

I am taking everything in my own hands, but it still hurts, you know?

sending u love user

I feel like it’s somewhat going too fast. Cause of that, I want to do all the things I’ve always wanted to do. I feel like I won’t have enough time to do them, and work is a reason for that. I want to feel satisfied with my life and not having to have my life revolve around working. It just sucks.

The shame is your conscious telling you that was a bad idea, don't do it again user.

I need help, I have a major social problems. My delusions have kept me from fixing myself or even admitting the problems are real.
When I finish paying back my parents the full value of every dollar they spent and every missed opportunity, because of my birth I'll probably AnonHero

It is never late, my girlfriend started her transition when 29 years old. She has no sign of the bodybuilder body she had before. Everything well be ok, just be patient until you can get out of your parents house.

I had a rebound with a 16 year old I met in college, first girl who took an interest in me after my ex dumped me, we were together almost 5 years and I think the relationship I tried to have with that teenager may have been the most fucked up and creepy thing I have ever done.

Okay, let's vent. I may not care for the LBGT community, but even I have to call out this fake as hell BS because of how much I hate pedophiles. This fake news was started by LBGT haters (which Yas Forums b/tards was a part of years ago) to start fake rumors about how pedophiles was trying to be a part of the LBGT community. Various LBGT communities have even fed into the trolling by responding that they would never accept, allow, or support, such a group. Which of course made it seem like pedophiles where trying to join.

They actually are trying to join. I watched some videos on youtube and there are many "map" accounts on tumblr.

Thanks user, I just see a lot of people saying how much better odd those who start young are and it gets me down. I've been called cute by Yas Forums before but this place would fuck a hole in a tree if it would text them back

my life is hell. no one ever has or ever will like me. i don't have a real reason to live. everything i do is 100% insignificant.

I know the feeling. Crashed my motorcycle before university and have been wondering if I really made it ever since.

>posted add on doublelist.com looking for gay sex with blackmail role play
>met older guy who exchanged pictures and he wanted to meet.
>go over there and let him tie me up. put me in womens panties and put womens lip stick on me
>let him gag fuck me and spit in my face with my drivers license on my forehead.
>He cums in on my eyes. bigger load then I have ever shot.
>I mention how impressed I am with his load while he films.
>still filming he lays into me about having a pathetic cock compared to him
>feels really humiliating i am legit sensitive about my average at best cock. I choke up a bit and ask to end the scene
>He ignores me and gets my cell phone and paddles my ass and ball sack with a leather strap until i give up my phone and facebook passwords.
>pisses in my face and makes me take a horse cock shaped dildo in my ass to declare his victory over me
>He is really into transvestite stuff even though I could never pass
>i serve him at least four nights a week but at least one night a week he just has me over to lock me in a dog cage and make me drink piss otherwise ignoring me and leaving me in bondage.
>have to wear a chastity with a urethral sound for minimum two weeks at a time. Longest time ever has been two months
>have had several blow bangs with him and two of his friends that are like being water boarded on cock for hours
>get sent to a mentally retarded guys house to blow him at least twice a month
>constantly punished with ball busting and anal stretching for failing to get a female voice right.
>not allowed to talk to women and forced to break up with my semi serious girlfriend

I miss my dick and looking at tittys and pussy online

I feel so lost in regards to my future. One more month and I'll finally be out of college, but anything after that is a total mystery, and I feel somewhat scared. Oh yeah and no tomboy gf, but I'll keep working on that.

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I'm just really tired now.

Not sure what I'm supposed to be doing. Got a good, fun, job that let's me learn and help people while doing what I love but I always feel a disconnect. I dont like the feeling of being distant from people, especially the ones I like, but there's something disgusting about being close.

And after a while I start to realize all the flaws I have and everything seems to be so much more personal.

More than anything I just wish I had my old man back. He made it easy to put aside my edginess and enjoy things. I'd had plans to pay him back ten times over but just ended up downplaying his problems. He might still be around if I had been a better person.

I really wish I could do it all over again, not to get things right but at least not get the important things wrong.

To everyone who's lives I've fucked up, if any, I'm sorry.

Which have been called out as fake troll accounts.

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snopes.com/fact-check/lgbtp-adding-letter/

Goddamn Joe can't remember his shot times because he's high

When I was a kid with a vivid imagination, I always assumed that I'd be a successful part of the system or that I'd die with my boots on fighting it.
But I'm a moderately successful nobody. Each year that passes I'm more sure I'll live to old age and die a nobody.

Did you realize that you were a girl really but somehow born a boy, or vice versa. Not shit posting, just asking

this god damn isolation has driven every bit of motivation out of me
now days i just sleep, wank and play all day and its starting to get to me

Maybe checking the muscles in your dick and if they work correctly, in some cases those can stay tense and prevent the urine to come out properly.

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A girl in USA had similar problem with utube. She fixed it herself.
Now she is hero of / b/ and also highly regarded by Yas Forums

There was a chick I had a crush on in high school and we became friends. We'd text each other after school throughout the semester. She had some issues in her personal life and being the retarded "Nice Guy" at that age I confessed to her saying that I'd be there for her and help her. Of course I got rejected and she moved away soon after. Flash forward years ahead and I find out she's a Twitch streamer now. Tried getting in contact with her, but she blocked me. I just wanted to apologize for being so insensitive, but if she won't even bother to listen then I won't bother to talk. Life really is complex isn't?

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I wish I wasn’t treated like a drug addict or loser for having an anger problem by my family
I wish they would help me
I literally have had to sleep on the concrete with one blanket and be poor because I was searching for love in all the wrong places. Unable to be loved by family , I sought female after female to maybe have some semblance of “love”
Only finding out too late in my life to love myself and live my life for me.
With zero support from family or friends
I have suffered endless nights outside in the cold or heat and not knowing where my next meal would come from
Unable to hold a job due to constant bullying and insubordination because tired of working for morons even though I have zero education to find a high paying job and position to where I am not bullied into a rage fit by some piece of shit at a dead end job. Knowing I’m smarter and been through a lot more than some fat fuck manager at Burger King barely skating by themselves in life.
I wish I wouldn’t of fucked up so bad and been such a crusty punk loser in my teen years , pushing my family away before I realized that I burned those bridges forever
Fuck my life , no one cares if I’m alive or dead
I’ll die alone and forgotten

I hate how literally everything these days gets political. I try and enjoy my hobbies,or even just fucking masturbate and I can't avoid it. I try and do other shit because I'm sick of politics, and I like to try and forget I hate modern society.

I work 70 hours a week, and I feel no more or less like I'm wasting time than I did at 40 hours.
The only net change is less laying around because my free time is more important, and a mild sense of accomplishment each day. Oh and my wallet. You enjoy your free time alot more when you don't have to worry about your wallet.

yeah lemme just link my soros owned legitimacy checker

I've gone so wrong and so much time has passed that I know going back is now impossible. i finally know how macbeth felt, just without any of the power or glory

You are fucking insane

I know two pedos that are actively doing this now, there were a few more. They think it is the best thing ever. They even have a song for it.

My Roomate and I are in a fight bcuz I left the house to go smoke with a friend for a few hours and he said I’m a total fucking idiot for violating the social distancing and was super disappointed in me. Now he won’t talk or even look at me.

i wish that i didnt feel fear whenit comes to killing myself, my ties to the people i care abt and the potential good future is what keeps me here. but someone who's done things like me and has gross fuckin thoughts like mine, i just feel like its the right thing to do to prevent me in a prison in the future.

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i say good, let them come out so we can fuck them up on sight.

I was getting everything in order to begin the process of emigrating to the US at the start of the year.

Quarantine has fucked up the most important year of my life, i was depressed as shit already, hoping to get to july alive with high hopes. Then some chink eats a bat and now i heavily debating if i should kill myself.

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This one hundred percent