Feels thread, get in here Yas Forums

Feels thread, get in here Yas Forums

post feels pics, share stories, rant, get comfy.
Mostly because all of the liquor stores were closed by the time I got off work because quarantine and I'm depressed, alone, and sober

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for what it's worth, booze is a depressant, you may be better off without it tonight. you'll be ok op.

Hey OP, that fucking blows. Im not a big drinker but I smoke pot almost daily to help my anxiety about not being in school so I know that feel.
Also my sister took my car without permission again and was gone all day so I couldn't even leave my subdivision

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I'm broke just like my parents were. Only, they had children and were actually doing something of importance despite how poor they were. I feel like I'm a step down in my already lowly family. I'm learning to accept being poor and just focus on my well being. I'm glad life can be close to neutral in this regard. It's better than being homeless or miserable. Sometimes I think about suicide but in general that's been getting better. I'm young so things could change. It's tough watching my family take beating after beating from their lives. Not a lot of happiness to go around, but I do like to think that we have some kind of resistance to these things as we are still continuing our lives today. Anyways, things can always change. Anyone else feel like their options in life are limited?

>be born in a rich country with food, medicines and education
>Complains like a little bitch
Westerners are pathetic

yeah thats true. I've been cutting down my drinking to just nights to help me sleep though. Here's to another night of staying up late and getting 4 hours of sleep friend

Yall wanna ditch 4 chan and be friends?

right on. well tomorrow's another day

Nice quads

>rich country
We're trillions in debt
>education
The education system is total dog shit in the backyard compared to other countries
>medicine
That "medicine" will financially ruin you

The west isn't what it used to be a hundred years ago user, but you do provide a fair point, we should mann up

I don't know where to go next in life. Im no alumni so college is out but i still wanna get a better career than a low end job. I just do not have the motivation.

Just be a trucker and cross the country, it pays well too

Hate driving:) unless driving a rig is better than everyday commuting.

constant panic attacks, can't go out to buy cigarettes, and am in Constant state of paranoia, be It from my family or friends, and everything, be it a picture or phrase, makes me want to scream until my tongues hurt, and each time adding up

idk Yas Forums, i think about It a lot

oh yeah, I made a feels playlist a few days ago when I didn't have anything to drink and I'm actually really proud of it, so thread theme I guess?

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everyone has a right to feel user, despite their conditions

I'll be your friend

I hear you man. I work part time at a warehouse that pays pretty well, but it's physically and mentally draining and definitely not what I want to do with my life, but I'm too apathetic to change it. I guess keep trying to figure it out as we go

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Idk what's wrong with us. I only make 13 an hour. Maybe I'll go to a trade school. I went to community college when i was 18 but i wasnt mature enough for it. I'm 22 now and im not sure if i should go for it.

i have EUPD and lately ive been feeling really torn apart. not only because i kill any relationship i have by manipulating it until i can't but ive been debating who i really am. 1 day i might want to go to the gym and get big and settle with a wife and then the next day i want to marry a man, do cardio and work on my ass.
thankfully it does end up giving me a full body workout but lately ive considered just full blown killing myself or something extreme.

Go back to school! I just started going back and I’m 23.

Would you recommend a trade school? I'm no good at textbook stuff.

It seem so like everyone is evolving except me
I'm the bottom of the barrel and my personality is void, I'm empty

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do you watch a lot of porn? I hear a lot about anons watching too much porn and ended up fapping to trap porn and well...taking it to the next step

I go to community college to be an ultrasound tech. Kind of a trade but a lot of physics studying involved. Tbh the trades are underrated, and you can make good money from them. Maybe even start a business off it

fuck thats me

Maybe do some electrician study. I did some in high school but that was a while ago.

no i stopped last year, i don't even masturbate much. i keep it at once a week and sometimes i don't even do that. i wish i did just so i could explain it away and move past it.
i think that i have a year left in me before i just slit my neck again but deeper.

let's say there's day 1 and 2, 1 is straight and wants to be manly and 2 is gay and wants to please men. on day 1 i eat a lot and workout, then when it's day 2 i get depressed, don't eat to counter what i ate on day 1 and work on my butt. then on day 1 again, i get angry that i didn't eat and had those thoughts so i eat again and then it just repeats itself.
just with some self harm and other shit going on. and sometimes it's not day 1, 2, 1 and then 2. it can be like 1, 1, 1, 1, 2 and then 1. and that single day 2 is what pushes me to hurting myself.

OP this playlist slaps holy fuck. Where'd you find these bands

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buuuump

I don't know if I'm gay or straight.

If you even question, then the answer is you're gay

>kick gf out
>gf gets new bf
>want to get gf back
Don't think I really want to put in the effort though

Pic related combined with the fact that I deny I have issues to myself because it could be so much worse

Good luck with everything user, I hope it works out for you! :)

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your dopamine receptors are fucked beyond repair
either meditate in dark room without human contact for a week or end yourself now

sounds like you're struggling a bit with your identity. maybe your bi? Idk, it seems like you want to stick to being traditional and straight but you're going to really gonna have to ask yourself why and if it's really what you want or whats expected. and if so, maybe experiment with your other side and if that doesn't work out, then at least you know
it could also be and you'll have to reset your brain. but don't end yourself

Thanks man! I use to browse Yas Forums a lot and found most of those bands on there, plus my emo days back in high school.

I wanna be a competitive guy in fighting games but deep down i cant get into the spirit.

because i don't want to be gay and at the same time i want to be only gay. some days i can only find women attractive and men on other days.
i don't want to experiment with either side because i think that when the time comes and my mind changes, ill be considering killing myself so much more that i won't be able to stop myself.

going to at least try other options than killing myself, id prefer staying alive.


i think im going to fight against any romantic and physical attractions and stuff for as long as i can and see if that does anything. and avoid Yas Forums and the like because the threads either endorse the straight side or the gay.